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Trigger Message: Acute Bouts of Severe Darkness

Trigger messages are channeled messages that include images, tones, metaphors, colors, textures, and numbers. Each applies to a different group of awakening souls, who requested such reminders prior to incarnation…to be delivered at just the right time in their evolutionary process.

Spiritual communication through technology is my calling.

I recreate them as closely as possible to the original transmissions.

If you have been experiencing sudden bouts of darkness that arise out of nowhere in your normally happy life, then this trigger message is for you.

In the 5D world, healing is treated as a priority, not as something we put aside for later. By confronting old negative thought patterns, we can release that stale energy back into the field.

It’s important to admit that we are in a dark place, and to really embrace it. Scream like a banshee! Scribble with three crayons at once! Gut open a pillow and throw it everywhere in your room if you must. This is 5D healing.

This results in more days filled with light, and fewer filled with darkness, and prepares you to be a better master of not only your energy, but also the Light you shine on all around you, wherever you go.

**Note that if you are ever feeling that you want to hurt yourself or someone else, please seek help. You are a valuable piece of this beautiful hologram that is life, and we love having you here.

Music by Allen Grey.

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Trigger Message: Lightworkers Prepare for World Events

It’s not hard to tell that the world is accelerating. This is the time that Lightworkers can prepare for right action in assisting others during the upcoming Shift.

Whether you call it The Event, The Upliftment, or anything else, this shift will correlate with world events that change the perspective of humanity for ever.

Be careful with the polarity, though! You’re going to see lots of evidence of Darkness, and plenty of Light too! The Lightworker’s duty is to support themselves–and therefore the population–in navigating through these changes with the anticipation of a better Earth.

This is a short trigger message designed for all Lightworkers.

waiting for twin flame?
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Been Waiting For Your Twin Flame? What’s Taking So Long?

The Twin Flame Experiment is in full swing, and unions are occurring around the world.  Still waiting for yours?  Doubting you have one? Both are good questions right about now.  It’s time to get internal.

I would love to give you news like all of those YouTube channels that display Hindu gods and goddesses, enrobed in jewel colors, intertwined in an eternal kiss of everlasting love.  I would love to be another one of those people that gives you readings that your Flame is just around the corner, and when you meet, then everything in life will be perfect. But that’s not my gift.

My particular gift is to trigger you into remembrance of what life is really all about.

And sometimes that means providing you with an internal perspective of what concepts like the Twin Flame experiment really encompass.

 

The Twin Flame experiment is part of a collective soul contract, in which 5th dimensional beings have the opportunity to ramp up the Earth’s frequency by incarnating into two (whole) parts at the same time: one masculine, and one feminine.  They live two separate lives, going through their individual stuff, learning and remembering such lessons as heartbreak, security, abandonment, lovability and unconditional love.

The purpose of this division is to play out the illusion of polarity, from both the male/female aspect, as well as the separation/integration aspect, of a soul’s existence on the physical plane. Twins, as they are called, will come into union after a certain amount of inner work is done, making them better candidates for bonded relationships that foster growth for both parties…AND multiplying their energy for the benefit of humanity.

Once union–or integration–occurs, then that couple, as two complete souls combining their energy as one, emanates an exponential amount of light versus the two separate entities alone.

So 1+1 does not equal 2 in the case of those enrolled in the Twin Flame experiment.

In the case of Twin Flames, 1 + 1 = 10

Think about what this would do for modern-day Earth, where we are playing out the Dark vs Light scenario in full force right now.  You don’t have to look far to see that those of negative polarity are having their final temper tantrum, rising up in any way they can in a final fury before the Light succeeds in being the prevailing polarity for Earth’s inhabitants.

When two super-charged twins unite, that’s all the more powerful light to shine on the collective.  And this is why the Twin Flame experiment is coming to fruition in these next years.

So are you part of this experiment? Do you feel like there is someone out there that mirrors you?  Perhaps you only experience the connection on the astral plane, through voices in your head, a feeling of deep love for someone you don’t even know, or the feeling of not being alone.

If you feel like you have a Twin, and you’re frustrated that he or she is not in your physical plane, then read on.

We’ll put aside the entwined-lover scenario for a second, and go internal, because ALL of life is really just internal anyway.

That part of you that is in 5D is integrated to the point of not needing physicality.  Incarnation is a choice, and many of our 5D selves chose physicality at this time and place as a service to his fellow souls.

In the case of twins, that 5D part of you wanted to both assist the collective and also grow on a personal level, through living life on the same timeline from different perspectives.  So it splits itself up into a 4D portion (the non-physical part that you feel, sense or hear in your head) and a 3D portion (the physical body.)

So the 5D YOU divided itself into four portions, each with all of the powers of the whole:

Divine Feminine in 4D (non-physical)
Divine Feminine in 3D (physical)

and

Divine Masculine in 4D (non-physical)
Divine Masculine in 3D (physical)

 

And then you forgot! And you’re set free to live lives, from FOUR different perspectives. And the name of the game is to integrate ALL of those perspectives into one, by remembering your power as the creator of the whole experiment in the first place.

When you do this, it’s a win-win situation:  for both the collective, and on a personal level.

So first, you may encounter your twin in your dreams or in meditation (non-physical); and you two will build up a relationship between your non-physical selves.  This is your integration on the non-physical level. 4D + 4D.

And this is where lots of us get stuck.  We yearn for the 3D + 3D part of the equation. We want the integration on the 3D level so much more—to experience the sensation of touching, kissing, feeling of security, and….sex.  And we wonder where that damn twin is. And we start looking all around us, second-guessing the perfection of the Divine Design, trying to push things along.

We question the Universe…which turns to begging, and will eventually transform into self doubt:

  • “Is she with someone else?”
  • “What if he isn’t attracted to me?  Am I too fat?”
  • “Where do I have to go to meet her?”

That initiates a wild ride along the rapids of self deprecation, and it’s easy to be pulled along with the negative current. Perhaps it’s time to remember who is creating your show in the first place.

It’s YOU.

Your twin is merely another aspect of yourself. When you make that merge in 4D, then it’s time to go inward and ask yourself what work needs to be done on the YOU that will make up your portion of the relationship.

Because it isn’t about whether your twin will find you attractive.  It’s whether YOU find yourself attractive.

It isn’t about if your twin is in the right place at the right time.  It’s about YOU being in a place of joy that will bring that twin, also in a place of joy, to you.

In other words, you must BE the person you want your twin to be.  Because you’re really only integrating your separate selves together anyway.  You must be in that vibration to attract it to you. Every time.  No exceptions.

Are you in that vibration?

Or are you waiting for the perfect partner to show up when you’re not even sure who YOU are yet?

Again, it all comes down to frequency, and that is an internal job, every time.  If you feel that you have a counterpart out there that is the “yin” to your “yang,” or the “yang” to your “yin,” then that person will show up when you’re truly yourself.  All the time.  Good and bad.  Cranky and bubbly.  Tired and energized. Mean and nice.

It’s not about being perfect.  It’s about being YOU, with all of your quirky traits, and your idiosyncrasies, and your recognition of areas in which you could grow. It’s about acceptance of who you are, right now.  And any twin that’s worthy of your time is doing the same thing in his or her life right now too.

That person exists, out there, in the physical, yet just out of sight.  As within, so without.

Look inside to see what’s showing up for you outside…and you will remember the Meaning of Life.

 

Kimberly

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Today’s Bullshit Belief: Some Things Are Too Good to Be True

Our 3D Earth is steeped in polarity. Good vs bad, Right vs Wrong, and Better vs Worse; all judgments we make based on a dualistic perspective of our world.

Your true, whole Self knows that polarity is merely a construct applied to the game we are all playing on Earth.  Although all of life is based on balance, your Human Self chose to forget that we can have that balance without the judgment…and without having to actually experience either extreme in our physical world.

So, for now, we’re living in a Dark vs Light world, slowly coming to the realization as a collective that we have the power to choose either side—or NO side—and honor the other side’s beliefs as just as valid as our own.

This means that we’re busting through some old programming that’s been passed down through the generations.

One coming up a lot for the collective now:

“That is too good to be true.”

This is bullshit.

So why would anyone tell you that some things are “too good to be true?”

Because our forefathers lived in perceived powerlessness.  Tossed about by forces they believed were out of their control, they were constant victims of “acts of nature,” of the government, of genetics, of bad luck.  This powerlessness fostered manifestation by default, and the physical world reflected the unconscious intentions of the humans creating it.  We’ve been living in very dark times.

“Too good to be true” implies that to have some things, you must give up other things.  That you can’t have your cake, and eat it too.  That there is nothing on Earth that is perfect.

We were taught to be fearful.  We were taught to believe that someone out there knew better than we did, so we had better listen.  Such beliefs were recounted by countless exhausted, overwhelmed parents to hopeful children, over centuries of darkness-instilled existence.  It was easier to set up a child for failure in advance, than to watch him experience a heartbreaking defeat later in life.

And I’m sure you understand that it’s not a stretch to think that someone would take advantage of the fear of others, and magnify it, and then utilize it for their own selfish purposes.  This is why such fear has perpetuated across eons of human existence, even when meeting basic survival needs is easier for us now than ever before.

So the words of past overwhelmed parents are now reinforced through social media, broadcast news, and reality TV.  And it keeps people fearful, and powerless to believe that they can have what they want.  Because if you have everything you want, then it is hard to control you.

You can have it all. Everything can be good.  You can have all the money you want.  You can have the love of your life.  All of these things can be yours.

Thankfully, your Higher Self has the schematic of the major goals your soul set out to achieve during this lifetime, and it will guide you to the things that serve you on the quest for your divine purpose. If you allow things to unfold with a recognition of your power as a creator (even if you can’t see the big picture right now), your Human Self will align with your Higher Self, providing you with a satisfying life of love and inner peace.  It’s your belief that you can have the things that you want, according to your divine purpose…that will bring those things to you.

You will be so enthralled with what you have—placed in exactly the right place in your life, at exactly the right time—that you will want to openly share it with others.  You won’t even pay attention to the extremes of polarity, because your emotional, spiritual, and physical needs are met.  And you spread that energy to all those that you encounter, and maybe they’ll start believing it too.  That’s how the world changes.

Today, I want you to feel what life would be like if you knew that things can be good.  That everything CAN go right.  That your desires WILL be fulfilled, simply because there is plenty for everybody.  These are remembrances, not lessons.  You already know this; you just forgot.

Aim for the feeling that things are going well for you.  It may be a feeling that brings up some guilt.  SCORE!  One more bullshit belief that, once cleared, releases the resistance for allowing in what you want.

You’ve got this.

 

Kimberly

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Trigger Message: The Spiral of Life

If you are experiencing great darkness in your life at this time, then this message is for you.

Those of us with lives in upheaval often feel like there will be no end to the darkness.

The cycle of life is ongoing, and you are merely traveling along the torus of life.

Make sure to enable the sound on your device, as there are both visual and audio components to this message.

Don’t forget: always be you, all the time. Even if you feel like shit sometimes. You’re human, and we are here to experience all emotions.

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VIDEO: Awake People Have Crappy Days Too

Society’s way of keeping you in check is telling you that crying is a sign of weakness. No doubt you’ve been told that big boys don’t cry, or to stop crying before you’re given something to really cry about…

All of this programming is running the human show, until you realize that crying is a release of resistance, and is a necessary process while you’re expanding your consciousness.

Today, Kimberly made a video while crying, so you can see that no matter where anyone is on their spiritual path, it’s ok to be sad, disappointed, feel unloved, or be overwhelmed. Crying is a perfectly acceptable release for that negative energy. It’s when those feelings are denied that they develop into deeper issues.

So cry if you need to. It’s the greatest show of strength you could demonstrate, that you don’t want to keep that negative energy inside.

And don’t forget: always be you, all the time. Love!

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Trigger Message: Hybrids

This message includes both audio and visual triggers.

If you have dreams or visions of holding a baby that is not yours, or playing with small children, then this message is for you.

More information related to the video:

https://hybridchildrencommunity.com

https://hybridchildren.com

More information on Trigger Messages: These are channeled messages, and are delivered with very descriptive instructions on how to create them, using a variety of media.

They are intended as “creative communication” in order to unlock dormant codes within us. Not all messages may resonate with you, based on your soul plan and its chosen experiences with different realities. Consciousness expands when one goes within and ponders life, rather than looking for answers outside of oneself.

These messages deliver encrypted energy in the form of questions, that invite you to search within yourself for the answers to some of life’s big mysteries. This is my life purpose, and it allows me to utilize all of my creative abilities for the service of others. Love to you.

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Trigger Message: Others

This trigger message was delivered as an image, which I’ve drawn (albeit rather quickly for the perfectionist that I am), and is related to our reptilian brain.

It asks you to consider how you view others, since they are varied versions of yourself.

 

Links:

Kalask is channeled by David Lauer. You can learn more at https://awa.ke/kalask

Kalask channels on YouTube: Kalask on YouTube

 

To book a session with Kimberly: https://awa.ke/session

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Where Are You On the Wheel of Life?

You are an eternal soul. That means that you never die; you simply change form. You travel on an eternal Wheel of Life that never ends.

 

I created this simplified Wheel of Life to exemplify the steps our soul takes on its eternal journey through life. Our existence extends beyond the mere 3D human physical body, as most of us know at this point. Remember that not all humans will wake up to the remembrance that they are creating their own reality, and so please view the Wheel, feel what it means to you, and apply it to your own experiences rather than those of others.

This allows for free will for all those other “you’s” involved in this Divinely Orchestrated Imagination to experience whatever they desire, in their own way.

Wheel of Life of an Evolving Soul

 

Here is a simplified version of the Evolution of a Soul

  1. Completion is where it all begins.  That’s complete integration with the One, where individual personality is shed in order to merge with All That Is. YOU are All That Is.
  2. The Separated Individual, or individuation as it’s sometimes called, is created when All That Is decides to observe its magnificence.  Since something that is everything cannot view itself, it created the illusion of separation by dividing itself up, endowing each part with all of the power of Itself, and then sending them out to play.
  3. The individual parts then sent themselves out to grow and remember their magnificence, by experiencing any number of situations from the perspective of different bodies, planets and levels of physicality.  All of this is the choice of the individuation, and the choices are limited only by self-imposed limitations of the imagination.
  4. The Integration of Self occurs when the individuation begins introspection and self-evaluation.  The recognition of duality that exists within oneself (The Dark Side vs The Light Side) prompts that being to strive toward self-acceptance and authenticity.
  5. The Integration with Others occurs when each individuation interacts with itself in the form of other beings, each being a mirror of the itself, often forgetful (by design) of its omnipotent nature.  Duality is presented externally for choices to be made based on preference of the path of Service to Others or Service to Self.  Both paths are valid, although one path is more arduous than the other. Here is where the individuation learns to accept the differences of others, and understands that we can co-exist peacefully no matter how much our beliefs differ.
  6. Once the individuation has chosen its desired path of Service to Others or Service to Self, then it continues on that path experiencing interactions from their chosen perspective.  Service to Others will be focused on compassion and love for other selves; whereas Service to Others will entail compassion and love for the self, with other mirror selves providing external fodder for exaltation of the Self.  These divisions will continue until late 6th Density, when all individuations will focus on Service to Others no matter what their previous path. For your reference, we are currently a 3rd Density planet ascending to 4th Density as a collective.
  7. The individuations, as they settle into Service to Others, will combine with other like-minded selves as a collective, where they share common beliefs and desires to serve according to a particular plan or use of special abilities possessed by the group.  Examples of this would be channeled groups such as Abraham-Hicks or Kalask. The personality of the individual still remains yet is partially abdicated for the highest good of the Whole.Once again, the individuation will eventually choose to completely relinquish the personality in the desire to merge with All That Is, again experiencing the bliss of what we call Oneness.

 

Well, I hope you had your coffee before reading that little ditty!  You never know what will come out of my channelings.

So know, Lightworker, that you are never, ever alone, and your life never, ever ends.  It just changes form.  And all of those other individuations of you, well we are all along with you for the ride.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Green

Yellow

 

Numbers:

311 (Courage)

811 (Authenticity: define yourself based on your personal values and goals)

 

Kimberly

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The Return of the Ten Lost Tribes

Lightworker, you will soon be reunited with your Tribe.

Of the Twelve Tribes of Israel, ten of them were deported when the land was conquered by the Neo-Assyrian Empire in approximately 722 BC. They lost their land, and they wandered outward, disbanding, to start new lives elsewhere. You associate with one of these tribes, Lightworker, and they are will no longer be “lost” as they regroup to assist with Earth’s upliftment.

I am not referring to any organized religion here, friends, however if you prefer to read about these tribes in much-bastardized form, there are plenty of references in sacred texts such as the Apocrypha and the Torah, to satisfy your curiosity while stimulating your discernment skills.

The 12 Tribes were:

  • Reuben
  • Simeon
  • Levi
  • Judah
  • Dan
  • Naphtali
  • Gad
  • Asher
  • Issachar
  • Zebulun
  • Joseph*
  • Benjamin

 

*Joseph was later subdivided into two subgroups: Manasseh and Ephraim.

 

These tribes consist of souls grouped together for a specific purpose, and they will be converging again.

Your soul group is part of a particular tribe based on its collective beliefs, skills, direction, and desired type of service. Some focus on healing, others on creative expression, others master the art of logical thinking.  No matter what the particular focus, each group is necessary and serves a particular part of the population with its abilities.

Why were ten of the tribes lost in the first place?

Well, let’s consider it a metaphor for Light vs Dark…you know, that lesson we all came to experience as a collective on planet Earth.

There are plenty of accounts of Earth’s Galactic History.  I think the most entertaining one is a quick video from the Pleiadians, who act as guides to humans.  If you so desire, watch the video and soak in the information, and see how it feels to you.  The verbiage is from Barbara Marciniak’s book Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians, which explains galactic history quite well.  You can intermingle as much Conspiracy Theory in there as you want, or you can simply absorb the message.

Of course, if you’re lazy, you could watch Star Wars. Same thing.  Light vs Dark.

In any account, most here on Earth are currently experiencing one timeline in which the Dark rules using technology that separates your physical body from your spiritual body.  Literally, it scrambles the frequencies so that humans find it difficult to connect with the Higher Self.  This same technology broadcasts low frequencies to the population through television, weather manipulation and other technology, and makes humanity a very controllable bunch via fear and the perception of powerlessness.

Is this your reality?  It could be.  You may think that the entire thing is bullshit, yet I hope you consider both options carefully, because you’re creating your reality, so it showed up in your purview for a reason.  I’m merely sending out an option to you, to see if it triggers anything in you for your continued growth.

These tribes will be reuniting in order to carry out the plan we’ve all made prior to incarnation; one of solidifying our commitment to the path towards Light, and taking along any other souls who choose to go along with us. This is part of your plan, Lightworker, and it’s happening soon.  The power is in the group, the team, the microcosmic collective. When powerful individuals unite, it’s exponentially more than the sum of the parts.

Notice any numbers that appear to you, related to 144, 1144, 441.  These numbers all have significance in unlocking codes stored within you, and bringing you closer to your tribe.

So, take a look at the list above, and see which name calls out to you.  Don’t overthink it, let it hit you before your mind has a chance to intervene.

Do some research on that tribe, if you’re called to, and feel what your place would be in this grouping.  This is part of your path to authenticity, which includes using all of your particular, quirky gifts to help with the ascension.

 

…and if you’re wondering to which tribe I belong, it’s Asher.

 

 

 

Kimberly

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