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Deathwalkers: modern day grim reapers
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Deathwalkers: YouTube Livestream

Many people who die unexpectedly are separated from their bodies with confusion and pre-programmed fears about the afterlife. Deathwalkers have vowed to assist these souls over the bridge from physical life to the non-physical realm.

Kimberly (or “Grim Kim” as some call her) has been a deathwalker since Egyptian times.  Here, she will describe the commitment made, the process of walking a transitioning soul across the “rainbow bridge,” and how to tell if you may be a deathwalker yourself.

 

Recorded on

Thursday, May 9, 2019

 

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you wanted life to give you surprises
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Does it Benefit You to Know Your Soul’s Game Plan?

Did you know that your soul planned out the major growth experiences that would play out in this lifetime?

In between lives, your soul has some time to rest, reflect and reboot.  While you are hanging around in your natural state of light, you’re also communing with friends, guides, and teachers, reviewing how you did in the last life, and planning the major events for the next one.

Does this benefit you from knowing what your soul had planned for you in this lifetime?

There is no right or wrong answer here.  Ask yourself, and ponder it.

When you were a kid, did you peek into your holiday presents to see what they were, before you got to open them?  I know that I did that one year, and felt so guilty and let down when the actual time arrived to open my gifts.  Surrounded by anticipating family, wanting to see me pleased, I would tear the paper in feigned excitement.  Since I already knew what was inside, I had to, well, LIE, about my surprise at seeing the gift as for the first time.

That one year had me thinking that I am the kind of soul that just likes damn surprises.

You may not.  You may feel comfortable seeing further down the road.  Perhaps it gives you a sense of stability knowing more of your path.  That’s totally OK.  But here’s the thing:

You are still creating your reality, and what is presented to you, even if you know the general theme, will always be a surprise.  It’s about free will.  The people, places and events that occur in your life are divinely planned, but the characters involved still maintain the free will to present those events in their own special way, in accordance with their own soul plan and relevant decisions along the way.

So even if you know your soul’s prevailing theme for this lifetime, you’re still in for surprises.  Being OK with that could be something for you to consider, if you’re not OK with it now.

Change is imminent, and we’ve come to this planet to experience change as surprises.  As long as you are visualizing your desires, and sending them out with no expectation as to how they get to you, you’re prepared for anything.  It’ll get to you if you maintain that vibration, even if it’s not wrapped in the package you expected.

Let the “how” and “when” be your surprise, and enjoy the eagerness of the day you’ll be able to open your gift, revel in its perfection, and celebrate the element of surprise.

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

White

Green

 

Numbers:

338 (Prosperity takes many forms)

1111 (Pay attention to your thoughts – maintain positivity)

 

*Note: If you would like to learn about viewing your in-between-lives planning session, I recommend reading the book “Journey of Souls” by Michael Newton.  I do not recommend the audiobook due to the question and answer format of the original book.  It’s an easy read.  He also trains hypnotists to guide you to your planning session if you would like to explore that.  I’ve done it and loved it.  But don’t expect for all of your surprises to be revealed!

 

Kimberly

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wheel of soul's evolution
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Where Are You On the Wheel of Life?

You are an eternal soul. That means that you never die; you simply change form. You travel on an eternal Wheel of Life that never ends.

 

I created this simplified Wheel of Life to exemplify the steps our soul takes on its eternal journey through life. Our existence extends beyond the mere 3D human physical body, as most of us know at this point. Remember that not all humans will wake up to the remembrance that they are creating their own reality, and so please view the Wheel, feel what it means to you, and apply it to your own experiences rather than those of others.

This allows for free will for all those other “you’s” involved in this Divinely Orchestrated Imagination to experience whatever they desire, in their own way.

Wheel of Life of an Evolving Soul

 

Here is a simplified version of the Evolution of a Soul

  1. Completion is where it all begins.  That’s complete integration with the One, where individual personality is shed in order to merge with All That Is. YOU are All That Is.
  2. The Separated Individual, or individuation as it’s sometimes called, is created when All That Is decides to observe its magnificence.  Since something that is everything cannot view itself, it created the illusion of separation by dividing itself up, endowing each part with all of the power of Itself, and then sending them out to play.
  3. The individual parts then sent themselves out to grow and remember their magnificence, by experiencing any number of situations from the perspective of different bodies, planets and levels of physicality.  All of this is the choice of the individuation, and the choices are limited only by self-imposed limitations of the imagination.
  4. The Integration of Self occurs when the individuation begins introspection and self-evaluation.  The recognition of duality that exists within oneself (The Dark Side vs The Light Side) prompts that being to strive toward self-acceptance and authenticity.
  5. The Integration with Others occurs when each individuation interacts with itself in the form of other beings, each being a mirror of the itself, often forgetful (by design) of its omnipotent nature.  Duality is presented externally for choices to be made based on preference of the path of Service to Others or Service to Self.  Both paths are valid, although one path is more arduous than the other. Here is where the individuation learns to accept the differences of others, and understands that we can co-exist peacefully no matter how much our beliefs differ.
  6. Once the individuation has chosen its desired path of Service to Others or Service to Self, then it continues on that path experiencing interactions from their chosen perspective.  Service to Others will be focused on compassion and love for other selves; whereas Service to Others will entail compassion and love for the self, with other mirror selves providing external fodder for exaltation of the Self.  These divisions will continue until late 6th Density, when all individuations will focus on Service to Others no matter what their previous path. For your reference, we are currently a 3rd Density planet ascending to 4th Density as a collective.
  7. The individuations, as they settle into Service to Others, will combine with other like-minded selves as a collective, where they share common beliefs and desires to serve according to a particular plan or use of special abilities possessed by the group.  Examples of this would be channeled groups such as Abraham-Hicks or Kalask. The personality of the individual still remains yet is partially abdicated for the highest good of the Whole.Once again, the individuation will eventually choose to completely relinquish the personality in the desire to merge with All That Is, again experiencing the bliss of what we call Oneness.

 

Well, I hope you had your coffee before reading that little ditty!  You never know what will come out of my channelings.

So know, Lightworker, that you are never, ever alone, and your life never, ever ends.  It just changes form.  And all of those other individuations of you, well we are all along with you for the ride.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Green

Yellow

 

Numbers:

311 (Courage)

811 (Authenticity: define yourself based on your personal values and goals)

 

Kimberly

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do a life review before you die
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Do a Life Review…Without Dying First

After your Earthly life ends, you’ll have the chance to review the choices you made in life…as well as those that you didn’t make.

You’ll have left your body behind, however your life review will be so real that you’ll see, feel and sense every replayed scene just as if you were still in your avatar.

Ohhhh, greaaaaat.  I know.  All those shitty things you did to people?  You’ll observe them.  And all those really kind things you did for people?  You’ll observe them, too. It’ll all be laid out for you; yet the only one judging your actions will be you.

No big guy deciding if you lived a worth life; no council making decisions about the future of your soul. The only one making any “judgment” will be you. And at that point, when you’ve let go of the Earthly constructs of duality, it will really be more of an “assessment” rather than a trial.

Your soul knows a lot more about love than your mind will allow in, which is why they’ve been dueling for your attention all this time while you’re incarnated.  One wants to tell you all about love, and to give you chances to demonstrate it while you’re on Earth; and the other wants to keep you in the comfort zone by protecting itself from all the “bad” stuff out there.

Which one is prevailing when you make a decision?  Exactly. You’ll find this out too, when you review your life.

Along with the actions and consequences of the choices you made while in your last body, you’ll also see the consequences of life had you chosen the path of love in your decisions.

What you could have experienced, what it would have felt like, and where it would have brought you.

In essence, you will have the opportunity to see how amazing your life would have been if you had chosen love every time.

Now, on Earth, that’s a tall order, I know.  Which is why we came here;  we wanted to “up” the game a little bit by giving ourselves some pretty hefty choices.  And referring back to my life so far, there were many, many choices made without taking love into consideration at all.

Can you think about what would happen if you chose the path of love when making every choice today?

It’s a subtle consideration, adding another layer to your decision-making process.  Yet soon enough, with a small bit of practice, it will be automatic.

This is how you further connect with the Higher Self that’s guiding you.  Consider it preparing for your final exam, in a way, but make it playful, joyful and gentle.  You are ready for this.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Red

Pink

 

Numbers:

155 (Timing is right for new project)

444 (All is well.  Take a breath, please)

 

Kimberly

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lovedonesTN
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Video: Why Our Loved Ones Chose to Leave Us Behind in the Physical World

Why do our loved ones leave us?

For Lightworkers, this question is especially relevant. Every soul has a freedom of choice, and they may choose to come back to Earth right before their physical body dies. But why do they choose to leave us instead?

Chances are, you have probably been in on that plan. Your soul knew that the passing of a loved one is needed for the personal growth that cannot be achieved in another way. This is a challenge you chose knowing that you would be able to bear it. This is a part of your awakening process. ?

Remember, the physical world is not the only place where a person exists. The larger part of their soul will always stay with you and if you want to, you can still feel the connection. ? You’re still going to be together even if you’re separated in the physical world!

solar flares and transparency
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Happening Now: Secrets Coming Out

Time is running out for people who have been living a life of secrecy.  Those who excelled in power over others via abuse and exploitation will no longer have a place to hide.

As Earth ascends, people learn all about sovereignty.  We realize that we’ve been giving our power away to others, when we have everything we need inside to excel at anything we set our sights on.  We remember that no one can take power over us without our permission.

And now that we’re learning the benefits of that mindset, watch out dudes who have been exploiting people for self-serving reasons.

With this newly-rediscovered self empowerment comes the desire to speak out about historical incidents of abuse that were previously suppressed by victims* due to shame and fear of ridicule.

You can, of course see it in the news daily, with the #METOO movement and other activities that support the vocalization of misapplication of power.

These secrets boiling to the top are indications that society is moving towards a platform of transparency, where those who held power through corruption and the disrespect of human life will be balancing out that energy (what most would call karma) in any number of ways.

They could choose to heal, or they could choose to not heal, which will probably mean that they leave Earth in one of many ways (I’ll leave that up to your imagination), but this sort of Darkness is being squeezed out by the Light on both sides.  There will be nowhere for it to go.

The next question I’m always asked, is “WHEN?”

Anyone that gives you a definitive prediction for that is not informed, since it’s entirely up to the Collective as to when.  It’s the frequency of the Collective that determines when change happens, rather than one group or movement that initiates this change.  The critical mass of the Collective will decide when that happens, and when it does, then these mass arrests will occur. Until then, it will happen on a smaller, more individual scale….probably to people you know.

With that said, the Earth is being bombarded with massive energy from the solar system, including the Sun, so if you’re into astrology at all, it’s a good idea to keep an eye on it.  You can learn a bunch about your own energy patterns based on solar flares and moon phases.

With all of the incoming energy comes further awakening, as our solar system moves into a particularly charged area of the galaxy.  This affects the Collective as well, so I can say that I do expect mass awakenings by the millions during 2018.  I am seeing evidence of this in the past few months, where engagement has skyrocketed with people searching for answers.

So hold onto your seats, Lightworkers!  If you didn’t know your purpose, here it is.

BE!

BE yourself!

Be transparent, and know that this time is about choosing your path between Service to Others and Service to Self.  If you are serving others, there will be no secrets. You won’t need them, because you will be living a life of integrity. That’s a great example to set, don’t you think?

 

Remember, always be you, all the time.  Love.

 

Earth Energy

Blue

Green

 

Numbers:

1144 (Lightworker activation in preparation for awakening of the unconscious collective)

688 (Material needs met, sell something you’ve been meaning to sell)

 

 

*I use the term “victim” here in the 3D sense of those who have been harmed, injured, or killed as a result of a crime, accident, or other event or action.  In the spiritual sense, there are no victims, just those who have chosen to experience a particular catalyst for purposes of growth.  This explanation pisses some people off, and that’s ok by me.  Victims attract victims.  Victors attract victors.  

 

 

Kimberly

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fog of uncertainty
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Purging Now: The Fog of Uncertainty

That full moon yesterday was a doozy. It ushered in some potent energy to initiate some purging of 3D belief systems.

I was driving Harmony (my aptly-named car) on Mulholland Drive yesterday evening, and a dystopian-like fog enveloped me as I wound around the bends.  I tensed up my hands on her steering wheel—fueled by old habit— thinking of the very possible potentiality that I could plunge off of the cliff, undiscovered for days, maybe, battered and broken in a gulch below.

Then the voice of my stunt-driving instructor sounded in the back of my head:  “Loosen up that grip. You can’t turn when you’re holding on that tight.”

Dammit, the world is so perfectly orchestrated and full of humor that even a crooked-necked limping stuntman is serving as my guide when I need it most.

So I loosened up, trusted, and watched as my hands, without my mind being involved, turned the wheel perfectly along the winding road through the canyon.

 

It reminded me of the fog that most of us lived in, before we woke up.

It was a fog of uncertainty of what lay ahead; a fog of ambiguity regarding our place within society; a vagueness that kept us believing we were powerless to create our reality.  Do you remember that fog?  We would bounce around, bumping into shit, feebly resetting our direction to where we thought you wanted to go based on what society told us life should look like.

We lived in that fog out of choice, mind you, because SOME part of our Higher Self knew we would love to fumble around in it, gradually learning who we are by making choices that did and didn’t serve us.  We didn’t know early on that we had a guidance system all along…and now that we’ve discovered that, driving in the fog isn’t so scary.

The fog will stay there for those that choose to stay asleep.  It serves them just like it served you, so as you view others still bumping into things, hold back that inclination to turn them in a particular direction, unless they ask you for help.

Rather, focus on the remnants of your own fog.  It will show up from time to time. For some of you, it will fall over you when you doubt yourself the most, or you need to make a decision.  This is the time to loosen up, get quiet and listen to your gut, not your head.

You need not plunge off cliffs anymore, unless you want to experience that sort of thing. It’s all about harmony between yourself, your surroundings, and the higher part of you that’s informing you as you travel along the road.  We have that guidance all the time, even in the fog.

 

Earth Energy:

White

Gray

 

Numbers:

588 (Financial Security, prosperity)

144 (Lightworker Activations continue)

 

Shape:

Arch (Shapeshifter)

 

Kimberly

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stonehenge at sunset
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The Crystalline Grid: The Memory of Consciousness

Earth, or Gaia as she’s called, is a sentient being that lives, breathes, and experiences right along with humanity.

It’s a symbiotic relationship, meaning that we need each other to exist with respect to mental, spiritual, and physical growth.  You, human, are just as integral part of Gaia as she is to you.

If you live in the city, like I do, then sometimes it’s hard to remember that.  We have to make an effort to get into nature.  The connection is always there, but we in the midst of a lot of cement and machines can’t always feel it without making a concerted effort.

One aspect of Gaia, felt even if we’re not wandering through a meadow, is the effects of the Crystalline Grid.

The crystalline grid is an energetic grid that encircles the earth, collecting the memories of consciousness.

Everywhere you go, you are leaving an energetic imprint, along with every other being in that area.  Your hopes, feelings and desires—or your anger, despair or terror—gets added to the soup respective of that particular location.  If you are sensitive, then you can sense that soup.

Remember the last time you felt the creeps when you walked into a room?  That’s why.

Or when you felt that you were connecting with the Ancestors of Yesteryear? That’s why.

You are feeling the energy of those that were there before you—the great times and the torturous times as well—and I’m sure you can see how it can sway in one direction one way or the other, if each visiting being feels and expresses similar energy. Add to that other inter-dimensional beings, who are attracted there by that particular vibration and hang around. That makes for quite a complicated soup.

Apply this concept to:

  • Haunted Houses
  • Playgrounds
  • Battlefields
  • Cemeteries and Burial Grounds
  • Old Farms

The crystalline grid is the memory of consciousness.

Just like your physical brain has a memory center of experiences particular to this current lifetime, the crystalline grid is Gaia’s memory.

Why is it called the Crystalline Grid?

The relative strength or weakness of the grid in any particular place is largely related to two factors:

  • The number of energetic imprints left by consciousness in that area.  Wouldn’t Earth SUCK if everywhere we went we felt like we were surrounded with unhappy dead people????
  • The number of crystals beneath the ground in that area.

Crystals are conductors, and so that kinda makes sense, right?  They are able to store energy just like the little thumb drive you carry around with you.  And they are little sponges when it comes to strong vibrational transmissions.

 

As you awaken, you will be much more sensitive to the energies surrounding you.  This is a great indication that you are waking up your energy centers as you raise your Kundalini.

So next time you’re in a place that has a “feeling,” you’ll know why.  You can feel those before you, and add to that place your own feelings about yourself, your life and your surroundings.

You are important, and you are shaping the world to come, simply by BEING.

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

Black

Brown

 

Numbers:

666 (Maintain spiritual / physical balance)

222 (Visualizations are manifesting–make them intentional)

 

Kimberly

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Feeling Abandoned? Why They Chose to Leave You

No relationship is ever an accident, and no separation is either.

As you learn when you wake up, relationships are created in order for you to learn more about yourself. Every person that you meet, whether it is for one minute or 50 years, is a mirror reflection back to you so that you can make choices about who you want to be. This is how we grow.

So what happens when someone you love leaves?

Relationships last for as long as they are supposed to, based on your soul’s theme for this lifetime. It is a human notion that relationships should last forever or they are considered a failure.

That is linear thinking, supported by institutions that benefit from you feeling abandoned.

However from the broader perspective of your oversouls, this is acknowledgment that you’ve both accomplished your mission together.

On the Earthly plane, it just appears as a breakup, a fight, or a scandal, or even death.

But to your souls, this is cause for celebration, because when one relationship ends such as this, a new one will replace it. This will be a person who is more equal to your vibration and is right for mirroring your next theme back to you. Continued progression through yourself.  That’s what’s happening.

Don’t forget also, that the experience your soul is wishing to have in mourning the loss of that person.  So make sure to process that sadness and feeling of abandonment, or you’ll be receiving another opportunity to mourn again.

When it comes to death, this can be painful. When a body dies, the soul always has the opportunity to return back to its current incarnation—to come back.

So why would they choose not to come back to you? Knowing that the choice not to come back was a conscious one, those feelings of abandonment feel multiplied. The lesson remains the same, in that your both had accomplished your growth goals for that relationship. From its perspective, it knows that it will always be with you. Even if you are unconscious of it while in your human body. There is always love.

Souls are always connected, even if your human self forgets that right now.

And you can rest assured that the next new opportunity for you will be coming soon.

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

Black

Maroon

 

Numbers:

989 (auspicious new opportunity)

333 (loved ones are with you now)

 

Kimberly

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is everyone going to wake up
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Is Everyone on Earth Going to Wake Up?

People seem to be waking up in waves on Earth at this time.  Is everyone going to wake up eventually?

I get this question a lot, and it makes you wonder what the world would be like if everyone knew that they were creating their own reality.  Think about it: there’s no room for dirty secrets when you know that what you send out you get back. Kindness would ensue, and our world would be fluttering with chirping bluebirds and heavenly music.

That would be grand.  And it’s coming.  Just not yet.

We incarnated here for the duality; our aim to balance the energy from our other incarnations (back when we were really shitty people) is part of a voluntary journey that souls choose for growth purposes.

Although karma no longer applies on Earth (unless you like that shit), some Higher Selves may have plans that include staying asleep in order to experience that state of forgetfulness.  That is, until the collective decides that it’s had enough, and the planet ascends.

That’s where we are right now, Lightworker.  That shift has begun; and those whose blueprints included waking up in this lifetime will be doing so on their own timeframe.

And those whose plan was to NOT wake up in this lifetime will be leaving us and going back to Source. It’s not because they are bad people; it’s merely a matter of vibration.  Once the collective reaches critical mass, it will be very difficult for those of disparately different vibrations to exist here.  They will choose to leave, and they will either incarnate on other dualistic planets (Arcturus has a couple lately that seem to be popular), or they will choose some other non-physical option to continue with their growth.

However they go, when they leave the physical, they will integrate back into the collective, and we are closer to our goal of Completion in which we realize we are One, and the Creator of everything.

That means that your Good Old Boys aren’t going to stick around much longer.  Most of them are pretty ancient anyway, so hopefully they exit in a calm, peaceful manner, surrounded by loved ones.  They would have experienced what they came here for, which is to not only NOT wake up, but to also provide US with some healthy contrast about who we want to be.

It’s all a perfectly oiled divine machine, and you are an integral part of that.

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

Baby blue

Eggplant

 

Numbers:

555 (Swift change coming up)

666 (Maintain spiritual/material balance)

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

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