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woman with umbrella after breakup
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

When Your Love Is Not Accepted

You’ve heard that love is the key that opens all locks. So what happens when you encounter a door that won’t open, even if you’re turning the key with all the love you have?

There are times when we love someone so deeply, so completely, and yet they are unwilling—or unable—to reciprocate. So should we hang around and “hold the space” for them until they come to their senses and love us back? Or should we move on in hopes of finding someone else?

That depends on how you feel about yourself. Here’s why:

Every relationship is a reflection of you.  Every person that you are aware of, is giving you the chance to decide who you are in that set of circumstances. They come to you, and you to them, for the opportunity to co-create within this holographic game, via collaborative teamwork.

Not only are you choosing situations that mutually explore your personal themes, but you also get to paint on the Universal canvas, with any brush that you like, with others at your side.

So how you feel about yourself in terms of the relationship you’re experiencing, will determine what you will glean from your partnership.  If you’re awake, you’ll most likely deal with a situation like this in a very different manner than when you’re still asleep.

 

Let’s view an “unhappy” ending from two perspectives: Asleep, and Awake.

 

Karen loves Steve with all her heart.  She gives everything she has, and trusts that everything will work out, aiming for a loving, lifetime partnership.

But Steve isn’t all that into her. She’s good to have around, because she pays her bills, cooks for him, and does laundry every Saturday.  He dreams of greener pastures, with more freedom, where he doesn’t have to talk about his feelings all the time.

Eventually, Karen decides it’s time to move on; she’s exhausted from giving and giving, and receiving nothing in return. She’s heartbroken, worn out, and wildly distrustful of the Universe–with all its talk of “faith,” “belief” and “knowing.”

The time after the breakup is volatile for Karen, with feelings spouting like chronic volcanic eruptions, on both ends of the spectrum. As she heals, she goes within, maybe with a little help from red wine and long days parked in bed.  She processes her feelings, and, after awhile, she emerges back into society…single and opinionated.

 

If Karen is still asleep, she will probably re-enter society with a vengeance.

She’s sick of men and their animalistic behavior. She is worth more than that, and she’ll find someone who will appreciate her. She’ll be looking at the world through glasses tinted with bitterness (“that asshole doesn’t deserve me”), vindication (“He is HER problem now”) and cynicism (“Why bother? Things always end badly anyway”).

Blame will most likely be cast on her partner for his failure to return the love that she gave so freely.

 

If Karen is awake, she will re-enter society with humility.

Most likely, Awake Karen spent her breakup time largely focusing on themes centered around the relationship, rather than the shortcomings of her partner.

Areas of expansion may include self-worth (“why am I unlovable?”), trust (“why would the Universe do this to me?”), or independence (“why can’t I be alone?”).

Awake Karen would see the theme behind the co-creation, and recognize the growth she’ll experience from it.  She might suffer in the process or she might not, depending on how much accountability she bears for her performance in the show. Yet she knows that, ultimately, the relationship served everyone involved, and she appreciates the time they spent together.

So why enter into a relationship at all, if it can “fail” even though we gave it our all?

 

There are times when we, as humans, don’t see the whole picture just yet.

It’s hidden from us, BY us, in order to provide the unknowns necessary for choices to be made. It’s certainly so in the game of love, where expectations whirl like leaves in the autumn wind.

And people grow at different paces, determined by their level of focus, willingness to look within and stabilize themselves from earlier failures, traumas and disappointments.

Self-observation raises your frequency; and we attract those of similar vibration to our own.  If frequencies vary too greatly in a partnership, the relationship will end, to make room for a more-aligned one. It’s always a gift, even if it doesn’t feel like one just after the process.

So hold onto your key, and use it to unlock some doors in your own self.  The more doors you open from within, the more doors will be open out there, in your physical world.

That is true love.

 

Kimberly

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when you lose a pet
Life on Earth,

Losing a Pet

It’s hard enough when Lightworkers lose most of their friends, but when the pets go too, great reckonings can occur.

As we expand, our frequency rises to attract those of like vibration to us.  That’s why, when you do the inner work and relieve yourself of those negative belief systems while your friends are out getting drunk, that you end up alone for a while.  It’s natural for we hermits to want some companionship, and turn to our pets for salvation.

Animals are a gift to this earth.  They’ve been placed here to assist us in our growth: by the way we treat them, the quality of life we provide for them, and as a measure of the power struggle between man and beast.

Often, pets are the saving grace from near-insanity while awakening individuals spend immense amounts of time separated from the public, focusing their efforts within on self-improvement.  Looking over at a cat curled up on the sofa can be enough to stave off the loneliness.

When we interact in a one-on-one basis with animals, we infuse them with our frequency.  Every animal that interacts with a human gets a special badge on its signature; loving attention given to them while incarnated increases their frequency and provides them with a broader perspective of love than animals who don’t interact with humans.

If you’re interested in reading more about this, Dolores Cannon’s book Between Death and Life: Conversations with a Spiritis a good place to start.

Know that when a pet leaves Earth, it is welcomed back to Source in its own manner, with love and respect.  The contribution of this beautiful soul is recognized not only by those of us left behind, but also from the non-physical side as well.  And remember, pets often come back into new bodies and make their way back to you!  Look for similar quirks when you’re ready to add another animal into your life.

As for you, you get a badge on your signature as well.  For you’ve shown great responsibility in caring for, loving, and cherishing a soul that often required your selfless contribution of time and money; with an intangible—yet priceless—return on your investment.  This is a great opportunity for expansion.

Love to you!

 

Kimberly

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RIP Taquita.

Cheers to a dog who, throughout her life, managed to eat an entire bag of Craisins (poison), a one-lb Nestle chocolate bar (poison), 3-dozen Christmas cookies (poison), and had a miraculous recovery from a scorpion sting through the ingestion of Wisconsin cheddar cheese.  She passed away (no, not from poison!) after a very long life full of love, food and rolling around in the dirt.

 

if our bodies are made of light, why can't we live on fast food?
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

If My Body Is Made of Light, Why Can’t I Live On Fast Food?

We are living in a hologram. Simply concentrated light, bunched together in temporary form.

From any one individual’s perspective here on “the ground,” the world can seem so small.  Yet climb that hill a bit, and the view becomes wider, more expansive.  Your perspective is very different from a higher altitude.

When the synchronicities start flowing in due to alignment with Source, the hologram becomes more apparent. People and things come out of nowhere, right when needed, and right on time.  The perfection of the orchestrated occurrences fosters the adaptation that our world really isn’t solid at all.

That’s when shit gets fun.

So, what about our bodies? They seem pretty solid. Nope. Not solid at all.

So if our bodies aren’t solid, what does it matter what kind of food we eat?

What does food–which can’t be solid either if we’re in a hologram–have to do with the whole situation?

It’s about energy.

Everything you encounter has energy.  It carries with it the impression of every single soul who has interacted with it.  And every interaction that occurs, changes the signature of each person, place or thing involved.  The observer, and the observed. That’s called expansion.

That chicken you ate: it had a life.  That stalk of broccoli?  It was living at one time, too.  Its natural instinct was to grow toward the light.

The chicken that got to run around and pick worms apart, and play with its siblings, will be of a higher frequency than a chicken that was stuffed into a cage with a dozen others, unable to move around and express itself.  The quality of life greatly affects the energetic signature of any living being.

So although we technically aren’t solid, those who designed this “physical” world—with its self-imposed limitations that include a physical vehicle that still requires fuel—the energetic exchange still applies.

Your food provides the fuel for your avatar.  And your choice of food provides further opportunity for expansion.

This is why, as you awaken, you will find yourself making better choices.  You will naturally eliminate lower-frequency fuel, and choose food that feels good when you eat it.  This will not feel like sacrifice.  It is an innate instinct that was dormant in your coding, activated by you in the expansion process.

So do we even need food at all?

If you climb high enough on that hill to embrace a larger view, you will see that ultimately, you do not need food at all. Your trek up that hill will include releasing old beliefs and programming that will clarify your view.  From a high enough vantage point, you would recognize life for the hologram that it is, and your choices will be from that perspective.  You can survive on prana, or “life force”.  This is also called love.

Yet, there are few people who have ventured to trek that high up that hill of unknowns.  Few have taken the time to challenge the programming, to recognize the holographic nature of “reality.”  And as such, those of us with those limiting beliefs will not be supported in living without food until we believe that love is all we need.

So remember that you’re eating energy, my love.  Choose the highest frequency available to you, and honor it as the fuel that keeps you running.

Love to you.

 

Kimberly

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how well do you trust your eyes
Awakening Rants, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

Why Do You Trust Your Eyes So Much?

The biggest rift between those asleep and those awake, is the lack of visual proof of the non-physical. If you can’t see it with the naked eye, it doesn’t exist.

Let’s say I see a flash of light from the corner of my eye. Think about how many ways I can attempt to explain away its occurrence:

  • I look for light sources nearby that could cause a reflection
  • I look for pets or people moving in the room
  • I blame it on being tired

Yet once we count out physical causes, there remains a big void where an answer needs to be.

When the soul is ready to explore the unknown during an incarnation, then the mind will start inquiring if there isn’t more to life than the physical things we can see and touch.

And when that box is opened, all sorts of things fly out to be considered.  More occurrences happen for us to inquire about.  Synchronicity after synchronicity pops up and we start making the connection.

This is when we get excited, and begin sharing our experiences with friends.  And much of the time, that excitement is not shared whatsoever, because you’re sharing with a person who still needs a physical explanation for every occurrence.

Proof will require seeing something with the naked eye in order to substantiate its existence.  Otherwise, it doesn’t exist.

Is it a ghost?!
How many ghost-hunting shows are popular on TV?  It’s not real unless you catch it on camera, live!

Is it an angel?!
Since no one brought a camera to Lourdes, the appearance of Mother Mary was deemed mass hysteria.

Is it an alien?!
Two milliseconds of research on YouTube will bring you to a myriad of videos of grainy aliens and big-eyed beings gazing through dark windows.  Hoaxes aside, none that can be “proven,” of course.

 

Most folks vehemently deny the existence of ghosts, angels, and extraterrestrials, since if we can’t see it, it doesn’t exist.

Oh, except for electricity…and wind…and atomic particles.  We make exceptions for things like that.

I find it humorous, and tragic, that we believe our eyes are the most acute of senses; the input mechanism we trust more than any other, despite the fact that 6 out of 10 people need glasses just to function in their day.

If you find yourself in that group that wants visual confirmation of the existence of the non-physical, then you are not alone.  I am in there too, very often, because the programming runs deep in our society.

Yet there is a huge amount of powerful energy floating around you; energy you can tap into at anytime, should you believe that you can.

Do you believe that you can?

 

Kimberly

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New Earth has no secrets
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

New Earth: Can You Live a Life With No Secrets?

What do you hide from the world?

Think about your deepest secrets.  Those little white lies from the past; an occurrence when you were the silent victim; the time the cashier gave you too much change, and you kept it…

Living in our previously low-energy world, humanity thrived on secrecy.  From ridiculous C-level salaries, to what happens in a President’s bedroom, society exchanged its darkest energy behind closed doors and from within sketchy clandestine groups.

And I’m sure you can see where that has gotten us.  We are on the verge of the release of thousands of sealed indictments and the exposure of the most horrific display of dark actions, and most humans will be irreversibly shocked at the magnitude of secrecy that endured for hundreds of years, right under their noses, by those that they trust.

Transparency will be the new black after this information is dispersed. Secrecy is on its way out. But that’s other people, and what they did.  It’s got nothing to do with you, right?

You are just as responsible as the perpetrators for this secrecy, for “As Within, So Without.”

That’s quite a claim I made right there, and sure to invite some verbal backlash.  I get it.  I’m just as responsible as you are for the whole situation. And we are the ones who are changing it for the better.

 

It all starts with you, and what you’re hiding. It starts with your personal integrity.

If you chose to incarnate as a Lightworker, part of your mission is the mastery of integrity in all situations.

Integrity is “the state of being whole and undivided.” Not just about telling your “truth” about something, but choosing words, intentions and deeds that promote the best and highest good, in every situation in which you find yourself, for all involved.

So let’s go a bit deeper and talk about what role secrecy’s opposite—transparency—will play in the New Earth.

We always draw to ourselves others of similar vibration. You might call them “kindred souls,” or “soul family,” or maybe just someone you feel like you’ve met before. Maybe you can even finish each others’ sentences!  That’s because you have met before. They are all other versions of YOU, experiencing life from their particular perspective. When you come together and share thoughts on a non-verbal level, you integrate.

And the more thoughts you share with more people, the more transparent you will want your life to become.  You are constantly broadcasting your feelings, your moods and your attitude to the entire collective (yet most people still forget how to read it), which includes not only the fun stuff like happiness and joy, but also your anger, jealousy and fear.

See, dogs have maintained that skill to smell emotion, even after domestication! You have it too.

 

Do you expect honesty from others, and yet fail to extend it to everyone that you encounter?

Just as we are now demanding that the government share all information with its constituents, this also applies on an individual level.

As communication becomes more telepathic, expect more people to consciously read your energetic signature.  So if you have things you’d like to process, this might be a great time to weed your internal landscape.

If you’re surrounded by those who display dishonesty and lack of integrity, that won’t change until you embody those values yourself—with every person, all the time.  There will be great benefit in this, for we are better prepared to share our gifts with others from within a paradigm of openness and true compassion.

Plus, driving in traffic will be infinitely easier when you know when the guy in front of you is about to veer into your lane. 🙂

 

You got this. Love!

 

Kimberly

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how you react to button pushers
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Button Pushing: From Asleep to Awake

There will always be people who push your buttons. They can leave you fuming at the ears…but then you remember that you’re awake, and smacking the shit out of them is no longer a viable option.

Those annoying souls are there for your benefit, you know.  An easy thing to forget when they push too far, through word or action.

I had a person in my life who was incapable of making a supportive statement.  OK, let’s be honest:  he’s a dick.

It doesn’t matter if what they say is true for you or not.  Anything presented to you is from that person’s perspective, and reflects their view of the world.  There will always be people to share their opinions with you, unless you decide to be that guy that meditates in a cave for the rest of your life.

So let’s do a little comparison between how you might react to someone pushing your buttons, back when you were asleep, and now that you’re awake.

I’ll share a recent public statement from my personal button-pusher:

A 52 year old woman can go off her meds and talk shit about unicorns and aliens without her friends and relatives catching her and locking her up until she starts taking her meds again. One day she will start to believe the things she says on You Tube and forget there is a difference between fantasy and reality and try to sell her concepts in the real world and then her friends and family will become the elusive unicorn and alien!  Love always!

Seriously! Love always!?

That is the sign of a soul contract, right there.  Or passive aggression.  Probably both.

So how to react to a statement like that?

As an asleep human, I would go into defense mode.

I might refute in anger the untruths of the statement, or…even worse…retaliate with the most painful dagger to his insecurity that I could muster up in a millisecond.

When we’re asleep, we see each other as separate people, at odds with the world and everyone in it. We’ve forgotten that each person we interact with is merely a reflection of ourselves, presenting an opportunity to discover something about us.

 

Now let’s take a look at how awake people could handle the same situation:

An awake human would recognize the opportunity to respond to any statement, whether negative or positive, with kindness and compassion.

The awakened soul will aim to deliver a response that deflects any negativity, through the understanding of the source delivering it.  Knowing that we are all one, looking at life through different eyes, we respond as if we are looking into a mirror. This maintains karmic balance and is self-love at its best.

Those button-pushers are giving you a gift, to practice your compassionate action.  To put yourself in another’s shoes.  To transmute from a reactive separate person, into a better you that understands the connection between all souls, no matter how separate they may feel.

So how did I respond? Well, I won’t claim to be Buddha. Initially, I devised many daggers to fling; but what good does it do other than create more karma for me to balance? So I said nothing until I felt that I could deliver a positive message, one that asserted my choice to detach from consistently negative people.

I’m sure another button-pusher is well on his way into my life, because that’s how we grow.

How blissful it would be if the awakening process were the simple flick of a switch…from Bitch to Buddha in the blink of an eye.

Don’t expect to be a saint; that’s not why you came to Earth at this time.  In this divinely-orchestrated interactive game board, you get the chance to decide, at every moment, who you will be in any situation.  You’ll have plenty of chances to better yourself, I promise!

And don’t forget that sometimes, the biggest button pusher is you, talking to yourself!  All the more opportunity to send love in the wake of statements that lack it.

Love always!

 

Kimberly

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WorldEventsTriggerTN1
Trigger Messages, Videos,

Trigger Message: Lightworkers Prepare for World Events

It’s not hard to tell that the world is accelerating. This is the time that Lightworkers can prepare for right action in assisting others during the upcoming Shift.

Whether you call it The Event, The Upliftment, or anything else, this shift will correlate with world events that change the perspective of humanity for ever.

Be careful with the polarity, though! You’re going to see lots of evidence of Darkness, and plenty of Light too! The Lightworker’s duty is to support themselves–and therefore the population–in navigating through these changes with the anticipation of a better Earth.

This is a short trigger message designed for all Lightworkers.

where do you feel ugliest?
Awakening Rants, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Where Does the Ugly in You Come Out? Go There More Often.

As you awaken, you raise your awareness of your own behavior.  Hopefully, you’ll recognize when you’ve done something nice, and praise yourself for it.  And when you do things that aren’t so nice, you’ll recognize it and aim for better “next time.”

So when will there be a “next time”?  I suggest you actively plan for those times by putting yourself in the places where you’re challenged the most.

The places where you feel most vulnerable, most inadequate, most unnerved by the situation.  Where the people scare you, where your “comparison” muscle gets the most action. Go there.  Face it.

For me, it’s the gym.

I live in Hollywood, California, so I’m sure I don’t need to explain much about the scenery around here.  And going to the gym, which is regularly populated with 6′ freaks of nature disguised as models and actors, can send me into a negative vortex of inadequacy. These fairy-like people who bend themselves into knots in every yoga pose imaginable, and lift more weight than I do, and look good doing it.

The hardest part?

Most of them are NICE.

That’s the kicker, eh?  I’d love to hate them for their perfection, their contribution to the continuation of the unrealistic ideal standards by which our society measures beauty.  I’d love to sneer and scoff and compare.

But all of those negative feelings I experience: comparisons of worthiness and value in our jacked-up society, my personal insecurities, and sometimes just plain despair…are simply MY feelings, and they don’t represent the people I’m viewing at all.

Facing these feelings head on allows you to redesign your attitude about being around those who challenge you.  Hiding from them will magnify your insecurities later. So go there, and experience it head on.  Bring each insecurity to light, and ask yourself if it serves you, or if you can let that go.

And you might find out that those you were afraid of, comparing yourself to, and avoiding, are people with their own insecurities, who long to be loved and accepted just as much as you do.

Go do that shit!

 

Kimberly

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reading for those struggling with waiting
The Esoteric, Trigger Messages,

Insight: Rapid Manifestation

Are you struggling with the aspect of TIME?

You’re awakening, and you’re realizing that time isn’t constant like they told us it was.  And that can lead to some confusion while you’re waiting for things to happen.

I pulled these three cards today, and felt compelled to share.  If you are reading this, then it was meant for you.

 

reading for those struggling with waiting

 

The key (23 Trigonic Quartz) to rapid manifestation (36 Pink Granite) is maintaining your inner landscape.

Maintaining your inner landscape, represented by the Lavender Aragonite card (37), is a reminder to be aware of the thoughts running through your head as you consider something you’re waiting for.

Thoughts of lack, like these listed below, can knock you out of alignment with what you’re wanting:

  • What’s taking so long?
  • Why can’t I have this thing?
  • Why does SHE have it and I don’t?

Just like a well-kept lawn, the neater your landscape is, the easier it is to navigate around it.  Tripping over weeds and slogging through unkempt grass will impede your progress.

So if you do notice those resistant thoughts coming through, recognize them, thank them for their previous service to your growth, and go back to focusing on what you do want with the knowledge that you’re perfectly capable of creating it because you are a conscious creator.

Crystal Wisdom Healing Cards by Judy Hall.

 

Kimberly

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how to know that you're over your ex
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

How Awake People Know They’re Over an Ex

So you’re waking up, and you’ll see some relationships fall away. The inward journey then begins, where you might replay situations over in your head in an attempt to find out what went wrong.  Was it you?  Was it them? Will you ever get over it?

Simply being awake doesn’t necessarily mean that the end of relationships is any easier.  In fact, when you allow yourself to actually FEEL, you could experience pain that you would have previously pushed aside or stuffed down in order to move on with your life.

That’s great!  Feel it! It sucks, I know.  I’ve had my heart broken into minuscule pieces and stomped on, as I’m certain you’ve had too.

And I’m sure that you know by now that stuffing those feelings down, whether it be emotionally, physically or spiritually, doesn’t serve you.  Not only do you fail to glean the lesson from the relationship, you’ll also dredge up those unaddressed issues in future relationships unless you clear them out.

There are plenty of ways to do this, including counseling, crying uncontrollably on the floor for a while, or writing in a journal. Feel that stuff, and let it go.

So how do you know when you are fully over someone, and ready to move on to another relationship?

I made a handy chart for you.

how to know that you're over your ex

Note that at the beginning of a breakup, you may experience base feelings such as hate, anger, jealousy and other immediate reactions.  Such feelings are associated with the lower two chakras: the base chakra and the sacral chakra.  These are common initial responses to a breakup.

As you heal—and not generally in a linear fashion, as denoted by the jagged line—your focus will move upward to the higher chakras; feelings related to those energy centers will be more balanced, and head towards greater respect and compassion for your ex. These include acceptance (solar plexus), forgiveness (heart) and wishing your ex well on his or her journey (throat chakra).

Still further along in your healing, you’ll finally move to gratitude and thankfulness for their contribution to your lesson.

This shows that you’ve created a balance among the upper energy centers of the third eye (seeing the reason for the relationship) and the crown chakra (thanking your ex for his or her contribution to your growth.)

How long does this take?  Unfortunately, there is no set formula. Variables such as the length of your relationship, the magnitude of the soul lesson, and whether others (such as children) are affected, will all determine your particular healing path.

What’s important is your recognition of your progress!  Are you able to look back at the person you WERE, and compare it with the person you are NOW?  Such comparisons are the only ones worth making, so please recognize and honor yourself for your growth.

This will prepare you for the next relationship as a better, more loving partner.

Love to you!

 

Kimberly

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