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New Earth has no secrets
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New Earth: Can You Live a Life With No Secrets?

What do you hide from the world?

Think about your deepest secrets.  Those little white lies from the past; an occurrence when you were the silent victim; the time the cashier gave you too much change, and you kept it…

Living in our previously low-energy world, humanity thrived on secrecy.  From ridiculous C-level salaries, to what happens in a President’s bedroom, society exchanged its darkest energy behind closed doors and from within sketchy clandestine groups.

And I’m sure you can see where that has gotten us.  We are on the verge of the release of thousands of sealed indictments and the exposure of the most horrific display of dark actions, and most humans will be irreversibly shocked at the magnitude of secrecy that endured for hundreds of years, right under their noses, by those that they trust.

Transparency will be the new black after this information is dispersed. Secrecy is on its way out. But that’s other people, and what they did.  It’s got nothing to do with you, right?

You are just as responsible as the perpetrators for this secrecy, for “As Within, So Without.”

That’s quite a claim I made right there, and sure to invite some verbal backlash.  I get it.  I’m just as responsible as you are for the whole situation. And we are the ones who are changing it for the better.

 

It all starts with you, and what you’re hiding. It starts with your personal integrity.

If you chose to incarnate as a Lightworker, part of your mission is the mastery of integrity in all situations.

Integrity is “the state of being whole and undivided.” Not just about telling your “truth” about something, but choosing words, intentions and deeds that promote the best and highest good, in every situation in which you find yourself, for all involved.

So let’s go a bit deeper and talk about what role secrecy’s opposite—transparency—will play in the New Earth.

We always draw to ourselves others of similar vibration. You might call them “kindred souls,” or “soul family,” or maybe just someone you feel like you’ve met before. Maybe you can even finish each others’ sentences!  That’s because you have met before. They are all other versions of YOU, experiencing life from their particular perspective. When you come together and share thoughts on a non-verbal level, you integrate.

And the more thoughts you share with more people, the more transparent you will want your life to become.  You are constantly broadcasting your feelings, your moods and your attitude to the entire collective (yet most people still forget how to read it), which includes not only the fun stuff like happiness and joy, but also your anger, jealousy and fear.

See, dogs have maintained that skill to smell emotion, even after domestication! You have it too.

 

Do you expect honesty from others, and yet fail to extend it to everyone that you encounter?

Just as we are now demanding that the government share all information with its constituents, this also applies on an individual level.

As communication becomes more telepathic, expect more people to consciously read your energetic signature.  So if you have things you’d like to process, this might be a great time to weed your internal landscape.

If you’re surrounded by those who display dishonesty and lack of integrity, that won’t change until you embody those values yourself—with every person, all the time.  There will be great benefit in this, for we are better prepared to share our gifts with others from within a paradigm of openness and true compassion.

Plus, driving in traffic will be infinitely easier when you know when the guy in front of you is about to veer into your lane. 🙂

 

You got this. Love!

 

Kimberly

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where do you feel ugliest?
Awakening Rants, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Where Does the Ugly in You Come Out? Go There More Often.

As you awaken, you raise your awareness of your own behavior.  Hopefully, you’ll recognize when you’ve done something nice, and praise yourself for it.  And when you do things that aren’t so nice, you’ll recognize it and aim for better “next time.”

So when will there be a “next time”?  I suggest you actively plan for those times by putting yourself in the places where you’re challenged the most.

The places where you feel most vulnerable, most inadequate, most unnerved by the situation.  Where the people scare you, where your “comparison” muscle gets the most action. Go there.  Face it.

For me, it’s the gym.

I live in Hollywood, California, so I’m sure I don’t need to explain much about the scenery around here.  And going to the gym, which is regularly populated with 6′ freaks of nature disguised as models and actors, can send me into a negative vortex of inadequacy. These fairy-like people who bend themselves into knots in every yoga pose imaginable, and lift more weight than I do, and look good doing it.

The hardest part?

Most of them are NICE.

That’s the kicker, eh?  I’d love to hate them for their perfection, their contribution to the continuation of the unrealistic ideal standards by which our society measures beauty.  I’d love to sneer and scoff and compare.

But all of those negative feelings I experience: comparisons of worthiness and value in our jacked-up society, my personal insecurities, and sometimes just plain despair…are simply MY feelings, and they don’t represent the people I’m viewing at all.

Facing these feelings head on allows you to redesign your attitude about being around those who challenge you.  Hiding from them will magnify your insecurities later. So go there, and experience it head on.  Bring each insecurity to light, and ask yourself if it serves you, or if you can let that go.

And you might find out that those you were afraid of, comparing yourself to, and avoiding, are people with their own insecurities, who long to be loved and accepted just as much as you do.

Go do that shit!

 

Kimberly

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pulling out old beliefs
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

Mental Gardening Makes For A Clearer Path

Old beliefs stand in the way of realizing your full potential.  Maybe it’s time to clear your path.

If you’re like me, you want to clear out EVERY negative aspect of yourself, from the ego-driven sarcastic statement deliverer, to the overly critical observer catching a glimpse of myself in the mirror. It seems like it’s a never-ending torturous path of whacking away the non-serving belief systems with our spiritual machetes.  Yet some of those beliefs are rooted so deeply that we never really see the whole thing, and so it never really goes away.

A machete won’t do that.  You gotta dig out the roots.

OH GREAT!  More processing!  More tears! More lessons to learn.

Well, yeah.  That is always going to accompany a physical incarnation.  That’s why we come here.  Yet you could look at those beliefs in a different, more gentle way.  One that gets you to the core so you can pull up that mofo, roots and all, for good.

Let’s take an old, outworn belief, and imagine it’s a prickly bush.  It’s knee-high, and spiky, and you keep running into it because it’s in the path you take every day; and because your attention is elsewhere while you’re walking.

You really know that your path would be easier without smacking into those damn thorns every time you start walking, but you also know that pulling it out would require tools, and thick gloves, since your bare hands would be a bloody mess if you tried to just yank it out of the ground while passing by.

So you continuously sidestep the bush, hoping to avoid scratching yourself, and so far you’ve been managing.  But sometimes, every once in a while, you forget it’s there, and you walk straight into the bush…and the painful scratches are your reminder that you really need to just pull the damn thing out.

You may imagine all the effort it would take, finding gloves, and time, and the proper frame of mind to tackle the situation. And when you encounter such obstacles, the self-bashing begins.

  • “I don’t have the time to pull out this bush.  I’ll do it next week.”
  • “The roots run really deep and I may need a shovel to get way down.  I don’t have a shovel.”
  • “Even with gloves, I might still get some scratches.  I don’t want that pain right now.”
  • “Who the fuck planted this stupid bush in my path anyway?  It’s their damn fault.”

And I don’t even have to tell you this, but bushes grow.  Both upwards, further into your line of sight…and downwards, extending their roots deeper into the ground.

It doesn’t matter who planted the bush.  Could have been you.  Could have been someone authoritative from the past.  You can spend your time cursing the bush, or blaming the bush, or hating the bush.  But the bush is there. And it’s your path, and it’s your responsibility to pull the fucker out.

So how to remove the bush with the least amount of time, effort, and scrapes?

You soak the ground with water.

The moisture loosens the dirt around the bush, creating a softer surrounding environment, thus making it easier to pull the whole thing up, roots and all.

The water in this case, is neutrality.

By softening the foundation supporting the bush—or looking at the situation from a neutral standpoint, rather than one of self-judgment or blame—you facilitate the removal of the whole thing, with less effort. And then you can move on with your life with a clear trail ahead of you.

Could you get scratched?  Well, sure, you could get a few scrapes, but you’ve got your gloves, and other tools that you’ve gathered over the years to address “bush” issues! A few scratches on the arms far outweigh the burden of sidestepping a growing, perpetually painful belief system that constantly inhibits your journey.

The use of neutrality is a skill that will benefit you in all areas of your life.  Not just pulling out bushes, but dealing with your beliefs about people with opposing views, your beliefs about your self-worth, or your feelings about your place in society.

Allowing things to be as they are, without constantly creating a story around them, is like softening the foundation.  It gives you the ability to observe these concerns without the judgment, to review your belief, and then update it to reflect the new You.  In all honesty, the bush wouldn’t be prickly if it weren’t meant to be addressed in some way.

And each time you pull out a bush, you will encounter fewer and fewer of them along your path.  You’ll then walk with your eyes up, rather than continuously looking down for thorns.

 

Kimberly

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when you don't feel like giving
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Those Days When You Don’t Feel Like Giving

Learning to give is a prevalent lesson for humans in our day and time.  Yet there are times when you just don’t feel like giving to anyone. And that’s OK.

Life will provide you with tons of situations in which to determine who you are.  By making choices, you define yourself and gauge the magnitude of your expansion by the consequences you experience from those decisions.  Although at times we can perceive life as torturous, it’s the whole reason we came to Earth.

That’s why our Higher Selves send us little tests, to see how far we’ve come in our expansion. One of the most popular situations I see lately is someone asking for money.

So are you required to hand something out to every person who asks for it because you want to pass your self test?  I know that for me, living in Los Angeles, that could amount to a lot of money, since I walk nearly everywhere.  As we discussed in an earlier post about the act of giving, it doesn’t matter who you are giving to, or what they will do with what you gave them.

It is the way that you handle the situation that the “larger you” is gauging.  Did you handle the situation with integrity, or did you take the easy way out?

I bet you’ve done it.  I know that I’ve done it:

Someone asks you for money on the street, and you tap your pockets, indicating they’re empty, and say, “Sorry, I don’t have any money.”

But you really do.

So what happened here?  Society teaches us to take the easy route, escaping from uncomfortable confrontations such as these.  Say whatever you have to say and get the hell out of there, right?

I get it.  There are some people who will love to have even your partially-divided attention long enough to tell you all about how they can make whistles that only dogs could hear.  And sometimes you truly don’t have the time to listen.

Yet telling them a lie serves no one.  There are other ways to deal with such situations that maintain that positive flow of energy that Lightworkers are tasked to deliver.

Let’s try the scenario again:

You pass someone on the street who asks for a couple of bucks.  He’s kind, and he’s respecting your space. You are in a hurry, though, and although you do have a couple of bucks, it’s all you have in your wallet. Honoring him as a human being of equal value, you could look into his eyes, and answer:

“Sorry, not today.”

With this three-word answer, you’ve declined his offer with full respect for him as someone in need, yet today is not the day for you to give.  There’s always another day, and that leaves things in a positive tone on both sides.  You have maintained your integrity, and he may have a little more faith in humanity for a kindness he probably doesn’t experience all that often.

Remember, Lightworker, you represent the Family of Light, whose purpose is to cast high-frequency energy to all around you. Maintaining that high vibration serves not only you (you manifest things faster!) but everyone else in your surroundings, which extend further than you imagine.

 

Kimberly

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make a me map
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

Do You Know Who You Are? Make a “ME” Map

Here’s the secret to life in one word: Authenticity.

 

If you think about it, it explains our entire path from forgetful, separate individuals, to awakened master.  Authenticity is being yourself, in every single situation.  All the time.  Not just some of the time.  ALL of the time. It’s learning to love yourself, and promising to present the actual YOU to everyone that you meet.

Can you imagine that?  I bet you can, and it sends up some scary little chills up your spine.  You mean, “Talk about all the things I see out of the corner of my eye to anyone who will listen?”

Not necessarily.

Being yourself does not mean that you ignore all social protocol and engage in rebellious behavior just because you can.

Being yourself means knowing all of your abilities; recognizing the areas that need work; and acknowledging your fears. It’s about transparency, and knowing and loving yourself so well that you must present that authentic YOU to the world; otherwise, life is pointless because you’re living someone else’s life.

It’s about moving from the separated, powerless individual that you were told you were, to the powerful creator of your own reality.

Have you ever asked yourself who you really are?

Here’s a way to get both your left brain and your right brain engaged in answering that question.  You can make a “ME” map that defines the current “you” based on your beliefs about yourself.

It’s really just a bubble map, which is very popular among writers and poets to grab thoughts, words, concepts and abstracts about any subject matter.  It’s done quickly, without mental analysis.

Start with a blank piece of paper and write “ME” in the middle.  You can circle it, or square it, or triangle it, if you want.

Now stare at that “ME” in the center, and start jotting down the first words that come into your mind.  Don’t question the connection between “ME” and whatever you wrote down; the right brain thinks in concepts and if it’s coming out on paper, there is a connection somewhere in there.

You may see colors, or numbers, or images.  Write them down.  No judgments.  Just blurt it out, write it down, connecting with lines if you so desire.  Even the lines between entries may have a hidden connection that will reveal itself after you’ve finished.

Fill up the whole paper, dammit.  You are a complex human that’s lived multiple lives in a bunch of bodies.  There is more to you than your human mind can think in a linear fashion.  Our aim here is to find those pesky hidden connections that are part of your self-belief system.  Write until there is no more room.

Then you can color it in, if you’re like me and you need to add some flair.

 

So what did you find?  Are there some surprises in there?

Did you cheat and think about every word before you wrote it down?

If your writing is picture-perfect on that map, you cheated.  Your interloping mind got in the middle and not only dissected the word and its connection, but you also threw in some self-judgment about what others may think if they see your messy map.  Throw it out and try again.

Do you see how much you can learn from a simple exercise?

Save your maps, and do new ones from time to time, because every day you are expanding into a creative master.  The entries will change, so it will be fun to compare past and new maps as you evolve in this lifetime.

No judgment required!  Instead, try appreciation for yourself.  You are a badass for being willing to go inside to assess your inner landscape.

That’s authenticity!

Here’s one of my “ME” maps, in case you want to see how messy my writing is:

make a me map to determine who you are

 

 

Kimberly

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lightworker tribes
Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

The Return of the Ten Lost Tribes

Lightworker, you will soon be reunited with your Tribe.

Of the Twelve Tribes of Israel, ten of them were deported when the land was conquered by the Neo-Assyrian Empire in approximately 722 BC. They lost their land, and they wandered outward, disbanding, to start new lives elsewhere. You associate with one of these tribes, Lightworker, and they are will no longer be “lost” as they regroup to assist with Earth’s upliftment.

I am not referring to any organized religion here, friends, however if you prefer to read about these tribes in much-bastardized form, there are plenty of references in sacred texts such as the Apocrypha and the Torah, to satisfy your curiosity while stimulating your discernment skills.

The 12 Tribes were:

  • Reuben
  • Simeon
  • Levi
  • Judah
  • Dan
  • Naphtali
  • Gad
  • Asher
  • Issachar
  • Zebulun
  • Joseph*
  • Benjamin

 

*Joseph was later subdivided into two subgroups: Manasseh and Ephraim.

 

These tribes consist of souls grouped together for a specific purpose, and they will be converging again.

Your soul group is part of a particular tribe based on its collective beliefs, skills, direction, and desired type of service. Some focus on healing, others on creative expression, others master the art of logical thinking.  No matter what the particular focus, each group is necessary and serves a particular part of the population with its abilities.

Why were ten of the tribes lost in the first place?

Well, let’s consider it a metaphor for Light vs Dark…you know, that lesson we all came to experience as a collective on planet Earth.

There are plenty of accounts of Earth’s Galactic History.  I think the most entertaining one is a quick video from the Pleiadians, who act as guides to humans.  If you so desire, watch the video and soak in the information, and see how it feels to you.  The verbiage is from Barbara Marciniak’s book Bringers of the Dawn: Teachings from the Pleiadians, which explains galactic history quite well.  You can intermingle as much Conspiracy Theory in there as you want, or you can simply absorb the message.

Of course, if you’re lazy, you could watch Star Wars. Same thing.  Light vs Dark.

In any account, most here on Earth are currently experiencing one timeline in which the Dark rules using technology that separates your physical body from your spiritual body.  Literally, it scrambles the frequencies so that humans find it difficult to connect with the Higher Self.  This same technology broadcasts low frequencies to the population through television, weather manipulation and other technology, and makes humanity a very controllable bunch via fear and the perception of powerlessness.

Is this your reality?  It could be.  You may think that the entire thing is bullshit, yet I hope you consider both options carefully, because you’re creating your reality, so it showed up in your purview for a reason.  I’m merely sending out an option to you, to see if it triggers anything in you for your continued growth.

These tribes will be reuniting in order to carry out the plan we’ve all made prior to incarnation; one of solidifying our commitment to the path towards Light, and taking along any other souls who choose to go along with us. This is part of your plan, Lightworker, and it’s happening soon.  The power is in the group, the team, the microcosmic collective. When powerful individuals unite, it’s exponentially more than the sum of the parts.

Notice any numbers that appear to you, related to 144, 1144, 441.  These numbers all have significance in unlocking codes stored within you, and bringing you closer to your tribe.

So, take a look at the list above, and see which name calls out to you.  Don’t overthink it, let it hit you before your mind has a chance to intervene.

Do some research on that tribe, if you’re called to, and feel what your place would be in this grouping.  This is part of your path to authenticity, which includes using all of your particular, quirky gifts to help with the ascension.

 

…and if you’re wondering to which tribe I belong, it’s Asher.

 

 

 

Kimberly

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monday1-min
Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric, Trigger Messages,

Hate Mondays? Dissolve Those Survival Fears

So many people in the Western World experience that sinking feeling late on Sunday afternoon.  It’s called dread; the knowing that tomorrow they’ll have to wake up and go to a passionless job that merely pays the bills.

If this is not you, then you can skip this little missive.

I’m going to venture to say that most people won’t skip my missive, because most people are in jobs that merely satisfy basic survival needs. A paycheck to pay the bills so that a roof can stay over their head, some food in the fridge, and maybe a few nights out somewhere in there.

There’s no judgment here because it’s all been part of the programming to keep us under control.  If you weren’t scared about your future, you may choose not to work in a job you hate.  And those that you’re working for wouldn’t have the productive employees needed to make them more money or afford them more control.

Not every boss is a despot, for sure.  There are tons of options for employment out there that could both satisfy your basic needs, as well as supply you with the satisfaction of contributing to the whole in a positive manner, using your unique gifts and abilities.  You know what I’m talking about:  That work that doesn’t feel like work.

Which is why, for those who still dread Mondays, there still remains a bit of programming to address.  Your Higher Self knows that this is not the job for you, and the dread that appears is a signal, should you choose to heed it, to perhaps consider asking yourself what you DO want to do.  And why are you not doing it?

Go ahead, write down the reasons:

  • It doesn’t pay enough
  • I need a degree
  • You have to be lucky to make it big in that career

You’re not alone.  These are all things you were told and you believed them.  No need for that any longer.  I guarantee that if you do some research regarding the career you’d love to have, you will find exceptions to every one of your reasons.  I guarantee it. In which case, each of your reasons can be sent out the door with your middle finger raised.

For most of us, These are latent survival fears.  The fear of living in a cardboard box, the fear of rolling your remaining belongings under a bridge as it pours rain outside.  The horrors of not being part of the system, by society’s ridicule of anyone following their own path to happiness. So many ways we’re scared into staying right where we are; where it’s “safe.”

Take a look at any programming you may have that says you can’t survive without that job.  Of course you can.  People do it all the time. They find a passion for something, and they make money from it.

You can too.  And then Monday will be like any other day.  You’ll wake up excited to do what makes your heart sing.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Golden Yellow

Apricot

 

Numbers:

344 (Trust, and it’s smooth sailing)

1000 (Rebooted, now restarting)

 

Kimberly

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Redesign Your Avatar: Beginning the Journey

Your avatar, otherwise known as your physical body, is just as holographic as the rest of the world in which you’ve been living.

It’s a perfectly-orchestrated machine that functions with supreme precision, to provide you with sensory experiences and challenges along your journey in this Earthly game.

What does being holographic mean for you?  It means that your soul chose an avatar to represent you in your incarnation on Earth.  And that avatar is made of light. It’s not as solid as we were taught to believe.

It means that if you want to change it, you can. You can redesign your avatar to look as you want it to look, within the scope of your current belief systems.

I’m talking about the whole you:

  • How old you look
  • The shape of your body
  • Your overall health
  • Your confidence level
  • Your outlook on the world

 

Does this sound like a tall order to you?  Impossible, maybe?  That’s what society’s programming wants you to believe.  Keeping people fat and fearful makes them easy to control.  And on a planet where the gameplan has included controlling the masses through making them feel powerless, that’s been the case all this time.

So how do we redesign an avatar?

 

Let’s talk about body image.

Think you’re overweight? Most of us do.

Ask yourself this:

By whose standards are you measuring yourself?

There is no right or wrong answer here.  What’s important is that you ask yourself the question and you answer it truthfully.  No need to share your answer with me, or with anyone else.  In fact, in avatar redesign, it’s important that you don’t share your answer.  We’ll talk about why a little bit later.

Here are some prevalent 3D standards by which society defines the ideal body:

  • You should look like a movie star.
  • You should weigh the same as you did in your teens.
  • You should be a size ___ for your height and weight.
  • Your body should look young, with no signs of age.

These are all criteria that society has determined for us. With programming like that, no wonder we suffer from guilt, intimidation and shame for not living up to these ridiculous standards.

Get used to this saying, for I will say it often:

“They are all lies.”

Here is the truth:  There is a perfect YOU.  It’s a unique, authentic YOU that need not be compared with others, with a perfect body composition for YOU, a healthy balance of peace and sense of well-being.  Those are the only standards you need to consider.

Your soul chose your particular avatar precisely to maximize the opportunity for growth:  Body composition affects our self-worth, lovability, and our recognition of personal power, among a myriad of other things.

Quick story:  I did a series of deep hypnotic sessions called “In Between Life Regression” to visit my soul in its natural state.  I observed the planning session for this lifetime, to better understand what my major life lessons would be and who the major players were.  During my planning session, I was given 3 avatars to choose from.  These were blueprint avatars; showing them in their ideal template state, without any distortions from societal programming.  The bodies were vibrant and healthy and unique. I was able to view snippets of what my life would look like, navigating in each avatar.  I made my choice based on growth opportunity offered with that avatar, according to my plan. And after 53 years in this avatar, I completely understand why.  It’s perfectly-designed, to support my goals as I move about in this game. Just an aside:  I have met both of the other avatars since incarnating.  As soon as I saw them, it was immediate recognition, and, as you would guess, we hit it off like old friends.

Many people have been challenged by body weight issues based on Western Society’s standards of what the perfect body should look like.

Yet anyone who’s spent some time with ridiculously skinny models can learn quickly that skinny doesn’t necessarily equate to healthy, or happy, for that matter.

What we’re aiming for here is for you to look in the mirror and LOVE what you see, based on your own standards.  This happens after you recognize the lies that have been stuffed down your throat for all this time.

After an ugly divorce that had me drinking a bottle of wine a day for a while, I recognized that it was time to get back on the healthy side of things. I’d gained 18 pounds.  I looked in the mirror and I loathed what I saw.  And the more I sent myself those loathing messages, I loathed myself even more, and I gained more weight.  Things had to change.

Having generally maintained a healthy body weight my whole life, I knew what needed to be done to get myself back in shape.  I was aware of what my particular calorie intake should be, and how much exercise I need to get back to the me that I didn’t loathe.  As a long time proponent of the Law of Attraction, I understood that the self-talk that we deal out to ourselves plays a huge role in determining who we are.  And that includes the physical part. I decided to combine as healthy a lifestyle as I could muster with the recognition of the programming that set unrealistic standards, and to rewire myself for creating the best version of me yet.

After all, I’m just light.  The recognition (or at least the suspension of doubt) of a non-physical reality is key to accepting your power as a creator.

So I went into “redesign” mode and included intention along with my diet and exercise regimen.

My goal:  “To mindfully return my avatar to its healthiest, most stable, perfectly-functioning ideal state.”

 

I created a mental image of what the perfect me should look like, when I view myself in the mirror. I felt that feeling of power, of confidence, and felt the excitement of what the world had to offer, now that I looked and felt my best. I named her Kimberly.  Which also happens to be my name.

I didn’t aim to look like someone else; I just wanted to be the perfect version of Kimberly. I vowed to embrace authenticity, and since I was able to view that perfect blueprint-template of Kimberly during my planning session, I could use that template as my goal, here in my incarnated state.

Every time I looked in the mirror, I vowed to see that blueprint Kimberly.  The perfectly-designed Kimberly, who was happy at the reflection she saw in the mirror.  That Kimberly that wasn’t so concerned with other people’s opinions of how she should look, because she knew that the only person she should be comparing herself with is earlier versions of Kimberly.

And things improved dramatically.

The more often I recognized the new Kimberly in the mirror, the more Kimberly appeared to be changing in the eyes of those observing her out there, in the world. The more lies I confronted, and transmuted, the closer and closer my avatar matched the blueprint Kimberly.

And I dropped the extra weight with no effort, with no feeling of sacrifice, not much work, and with no stress.  Despite society’s assertion that to get the body you feel great in you must sacrifice, sweat and work until it hurts (all lies), I got there by changing the thoughts that paraded through my head, and allowing my body to lead me to proper nutrition and motivated physical activity.

There was no feeling of sacrifice.  I ate what I wanted to eat, yet once my Higher Self took over reviewing the menu, what I ate changed along with it.  I didn’t say I was on a diet, because “diet” has a negative correlation with sacrifice and self-discipline.  Fat people are controllable.  “And it’s tough to lose that weight.  It’s work.” (Another lie.)

Similarly, the “exercise” part was easy because once I began listening to my Higher Self’s guidance, I was led to things that were fun to do.  So “exercise” morphed into “movement”…and like that—the stigma of sacrifice, pain and sweat was replaced with something I longed to do because it made me feel better about the me I saw in the mirror.*

 

The veil has lifted, and I invite you to join me on a journey of avatar redesign.

Wait, what?  Aren’t you the blueprint template Kimberly you intended to be?

The answer is, I WAS.

And then last year, I had a bad motorcycle crash that rendered me incapable of movement for a while.  I broke my pelvis in 3 places, got pinned back together, and had to learn to walk again.  I got to experience all sorts of issues that disallowed much movement until I healed.  During this enormous period of momentous inner transformation, the weight reapplied itself. That same 18 lbs I had lost the year before, to be exact.

So here I am, restarting the journey back to the template Kimberly.  I am way ahead of where I began the first time, because the lies I’d previously transmuted are no longer an issue for me.  Different lies arose: about how fast the body can heal after an accident, about victimhood, and about what doctors say you can and can’t do with your own body.  New lies for me to confront.

And this time, I’m documenting the process, so that hopefully my story will inspire you to consider the thoughts that parade through your head about what you can and cannot do with your avatar.

So if you care to join me on this journey, please stay tuned.  I’m writing the book, and I’m taking you along with me on the ride.

 

 

Kimberly

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*Note that diet and exercise are also physical actions that we’ve decided to adopt as necessary for the avatar’s well-being while we are incarnated on this plane. When you realize that you are fully creating every single thing in your holographic life, from your avatar to the props that populate your living space, there’s really no need to go through the physical actions at all. From a balanced perspective, any one of us could reach the point where simply sending out the intent to change is all that’s needed.  It’s just a tough pill for most of us to swallow with all that programming to which we’ve been subjected. So we’ll include nutrition and movement as part of this plan.

 

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New Channeled Info on The Event

I wasn’t attempting to channel when this information about The Event started writing itself.  As such, I feel the need to publish it although it is outside of my normal practice.

What I see:

Light Blue flashes of light in the sky, accompanied by thunder that happens along with it, not after. The thunder shakes the ground, so that no human can miss the experience, even if he is sleeping in bed. All humans will take note of the change.  I saw the vision during daytime sky.  I live in Los Angeles, CA, USA.

What it appears to represent:

The arrival of another species, NOT hybrids. There are several components, all of which are merely potentialities showing up for me:

  • Reptilians
  • Holographic injection
  • Created for mandatory recognition of change

The Light has been aware of this potentiality, and should it occur, will send out extra high-frequency energy in hopes of lessening the fear factor. The effects of this extra energy will depend on the current vibration of the recipient:

If asleep, the extra beam will lessen the fear factor by filling in gaps in their electromagnetic field. This is, in effect,  like an energetic pillow.

If the awakening process had previously begun in the individual, the extra beam will serve as not only a pillow, but also to infuse curiosity about the occurrence and a desire to know more. I liken this to a mild obsession that takes one over in a healthy manner.

If awake, the extra beam will serve as a serious vibrational boost, by rapidly transforming latent negative belief systems about self-worth, purpose and concerns about external influence (“Will they think I’m crazy?” will transmute to “I am not concerned if they think I’m crazy”.) This will essentially give a spiritual “shower” to Lightworkers who have not fully purged, or those who have not fully obliterated the illusory grid in which they’ve been living.

This is the first wave of three.

I believe the initial light blue flashes will represent the arrival of another species in the form of a holographic injection, and those who are ready to wake up through acceptance will do so very rapidly. Those with non-permeable belief systems about the existence of extra-terrestrials will face confusion and fear until they feel secure based on external influence offering calm support.

This is where Lightworkers come in.

Much of the help needed will be in assisting those rapidly awakening individuals in leaving their past behind. The past includes the belief that the physical world in which they’ve been living is solid and immutable. It also includes past hurts (called LIES) about them being less than perfect in any way. These are distortions from the perfect soul: too fat, too old, too poor, stupid, incapable, etc.

The recognition of these lies will correct the course for newly awakened individuals and will make the ascension process less bumpy for them. This is a gift that Lightworkers have promised to deliver: that the awakening process will be less arduous than we endured. It is the first of several non-reciprocal gifts that Lightworkers have vowed to bestow in the practice of true unconditional love.

Forgetting the past for the populace requires complete rewiring, and assistance will be sought. If you offer metaphysical services, expect an increase in requests for body work, energy healing, Reiki, counseling and the adoption of rituals that help to make sense of the rapidly changing environment in which these people are now living.  You will now be activated with respect to your purpose, and it’s right on time.

 

*Notes:

If you are new to channeled material, know that multiple channelers pick up on the same messages being sent from other planes.  That is why you will see similar information dispersed from multiple sources.  Just like a book being translated into several languages, each channel’s delivery, tone and word choice is directed to a certain audience that resonates with it.  The information belongs to the Collective. I don’t claim to be the first, or the last, to report this information.

In addition, any channeled information is merely a potentiality, not a prediction.  There is no human that can fully predict what will occur, as the Collective, based on its frequency, makes that decision.  There are, however, potentialities, some of which are more probable than others, based on the direction in which the Collective is pointing.

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Happening Now: Seeing Faces When You Close Your Eyes

Trying to sleep but you’re invaded by images of people you don’t know? Welcome to Oneness.

So after a hectic day of humanness, with its expectations, reoccurring doubts and small epiphanies…you lay your head on the pillow, close your eyes, hoping for sleep….and then an entourage of faces start parading across that projection screen in your head.

It’s the screen where you visualize your fantasies, and play out all of the day’s misshapen situations.  Depending on how much practice you have in visualization, the images projected on this screen can appear 3-dimensional, like they’re hovering right in front of you for real. This is the screen of your third eye. This screen is where the cool shit happens.

So what can these people look like?

  • Some may look human (you’ll think: “I don’t know that person, who is he?”)
  • Some could look sort-of human (you’ll think: “Oh that’s the gray guy from Ancient Aliens”)
  • Some may look like monsters (you’ll think: “Damn, was that the three-eyed guy from the bar scene in Star Wars? He looks like he eats children”)
  • Some could be animals that you’ve never seen on Earth (you’ll think: “Oh how cute, except for those razor-sharp teeth”)

Perhaps they resemble beings that you might see in a movie. By the way, there are talented, creative artists in Hollywood creating characters from these images,  intending to gently ease humans into the possibility of their existence.

These images will progress in nature in terms of appearance from human to NOT human. So who are they?

These images are being sent to you—by the Higher Self—to gauge how you feel about things vastly different from you.

Are you intrigued?

Are you excited?

Are you terrified?

These faces are other versions of YOU, who have chosen different bodies and different timelines to experience life under different conditions.  As you integrate, these images will become part of your daily life, because you are bringing all of your parts back together.

Ascension is the integration of all of the different parts of YOU, back into the ONE.

So what do you do?

That’s up to you.  Are you ready to accept those into your life with vastly different appearances, habits and behavior? Can you make friends with someone completely different from you?

Do you do that with other humans on Earth?  If not, then perhaps you have some work to do. The New Earth is about all beings living in harmony despite different beliefs and appearances.

Recognize your thoughts and feelings when a new face appears on your internal screen. Why not start a mental conversation with one?  Maybe you have something interesting to say to yourself.  And coming from a guy with tentacles can make it all the more fun.

 

Earth Energy:

Green

Orange

 

Numbers:

1144 (Lightworker activation)

668 (Clear out old to let in new)

 

Kimberly

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