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Awakening Rants, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Headphones all the time? You must not want to be bothered.

Do you love bopping down the street with inspiring music on? Lots of us do. That’s why headphones are so pretty nowadays.

So what happens when you’re in the midst of a killer song, and someone stops you to ask you a question? Can’t they see you’re listening to something?

You could be annoyed, having to turn off the tunes, to cater to the moving mouth facing you on the street.

Perhaps they were seeking directions, or—even more regretful in retrospect—they wanted to pay you a compliment.

But the message delivered to you is not the focus of this discussion.  What I want to talk about here is how you felt about being interrupted in the midst of doing something else.

In addition to annoyance, you could have felt fear. After all you don’t know this person, or their intentions. Whatever that feeling is, your initial reaction reflects your current belief about about oneness.

Here on Earth, we are all exploring the theme of separateness through the use of physical bodies. Therefore, we hold some sort of belief about what the “others” out there mean to us. Are they good? Annoying? Unpredictable? Inherently bad? Hopeless sheep? Exciting?

Your view of the nature of “others” shapes the “others” that you meet.

Through encounters such as these, you get to decide who you are. That’s why there are other people in your world at all.

Every.single.person.that.you.meet.is.a.reflection.of.you.

Not just some of the time.  Not just intimate relationships, or family.  Every single person, no matter how short the interaction, is a reflection of you in some way.

Now let’s add a layer:

What if the person who stopped you on the street was wearing tattered clothes? Or if she were a hot woman in a tight dress? Or an elderly person appearing anxious? Or a crying child?

Who are you in each of those situations?

Through introspective contemplation, you can uncover beliefs that might benefit from redesign. By visualizing yourself in each of the scenarios above—and focusing on how you felt during the encounter–you can then discover the unconscious programs that have been governing your behavior.

However you acted, there is a part of you that feels the same way about yourself. Since all people are reflections of you, this person offers you the opportunity to locate that area of blocked energy.  To clear it out. And to choose a better-serving belief from now on.

It’s a remembrance, that every version of us is valid—even the one that catches you by surprise.

This is how we move from separation to integration.

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Awakening Rants, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Mean No Harm

There is a fruit fly that stays with me when I’m writing.

Perching on the laptop, walking across the screen.  Sometimes on the mouse, just where my thumb should be.

As I pull some oracle cards, it seems that wherever I am just about to put a card down, there is the fly; in peril of sudden demise during my morning reading.

“It’s just a fruit fly,”  I’ve had friends say. “Those and spiders….they don’t count.  Those get squished.”

Now I’ve long passed the period of judgment about the value of life.  If you get too deep into it, the militant vegans and the well-meaning carnivores battle it out, and I no longer wish to participate in that sort of thing.

Your interpretation of the value of life is yours alone.  And although I would never intentionally hurt a living being, there are times when it happens without my intention.

Like the time I stepped on a gecko on my porch, severing its tail.  I watched it wriggle around in what I imagined was excruciating pain—caused by me!!!!—understandably, after the severance of a major portion of its body.  I bawled my eyes out over my infliction of pain on a helpless animal.  Like for hours.  A bit of an overreaction, but that’s the sign that there’s more to the situation than at first glance.

Of course, tails can grow back on many species of reptiles.  But no matter.  I was in it for the lesson.

After days of contemplation, I adopted a missive whenever I contemplate the value of life:

Mean No Harm.

With these three words, one can view the cycle of life from a loving perspective.  And yet the subtle interpretation of these words can take on different meanings for different people.  And that’s a great way to live.  To allow others to interpret things as they will, and to remember that your different interpretation is just as valid.

I welcome you to try it.  Mean No Harm. 

If you’re a spider squisher, pause for a minute before you pull the shoe out next time.  Does your action correlate with your current interpretation of “Mean No Harm?” 

And if you are one of those that will spend an hour struggling to rehome a bug outside, ask yourself the same question.

What do the words “Mean No Harm” represent for you at this moment?  Has your definition of “Harm” changed?

There are no right or wrong answers. This is about you, evolving.  Being a Darwin, I take the lead in adding an appropriate pun:

You’re regrowing your tail.

As our perspective broadens, we revaluate our definitions of things. So asking yourself this question may bring beliefs to the surface heretofore unseen.  Any experiences since last contemplating this concept will enhance your opinion.

And as for the fruit fly, to me it’s a guide.  They come in all shapes and sizes, quietly presenting me with an option to give it relevance.  To me, it represents a tiny portion of the All, with just as much right to my environment as I have.  I am, therefore, very careful where I place my cards.

Love to you.

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Button Pushing: From Asleep to Awake

There will always be people who push your buttons. They can leave you fuming at the ears…but then you remember that you’re awake, and smacking the shit out of them is no longer a viable option.

Those annoying souls are there for your benefit, you know.  An easy thing to forget when they push too far, through word or action.

I had a person in my life who was incapable of making a supportive statement.  OK, let’s be honest:  he’s a dick.

It doesn’t matter if what they say is true for you or not.  Anything presented to you is from that person’s perspective, and reflects their view of the world.  There will always be people to share their opinions with you, unless you decide to be that guy that meditates in a cave for the rest of your life.

So let’s do a little comparison between how you might react to someone pushing your buttons, back when you were asleep, and now that you’re awake.

I’ll share a recent public statement from my personal button-pusher:

A 52 year old woman can go off her meds and talk shit about unicorns and aliens without her friends and relatives catching her and locking her up until she starts taking her meds again. One day she will start to believe the things she says on You Tube and forget there is a difference between fantasy and reality and try to sell her concepts in the real world and then her friends and family will become the elusive unicorn and alien!  Love always!

Seriously! Love always!?

That is the sign of a soul contract, right there.  Or passive aggression.  Probably both.

So how to react to a statement like that?

As an asleep human, I would go into defense mode.

I might refute in anger the untruths of the statement, or…even worse…retaliate with the most painful dagger to his insecurity that I could muster up in a millisecond.

When we’re asleep, we see each other as separate people, at odds with the world and everyone in it. We’ve forgotten that each person we interact with is merely a reflection of ourselves, presenting an opportunity to discover something about us.

 

Now let’s take a look at how awake people could handle the same situation:

An awake human would recognize the opportunity to respond to any statement, whether negative or positive, with kindness and compassion.

The awakened soul will aim to deliver a response that deflects any negativity, through the understanding of the source delivering it.  Knowing that we are all one, looking at life through different eyes, we respond as if we are looking into a mirror. This maintains karmic balance and is self-love at its best.

Those button-pushers are giving you a gift, to practice your compassionate action.  To put yourself in another’s shoes.  To transmute from a reactive separate person, into a better you that understands the connection between all souls, no matter how separate they may feel.

So how did I respond? Well, I won’t claim to be Buddha. Initially, I devised many daggers to fling; but what good does it do other than create more karma for me to balance? So I said nothing until I felt that I could deliver a positive message, one that asserted my choice to detach from consistently negative people.

I’m sure another button-pusher is well on his way into my life, because that’s how we grow.

How blissful it would be if the awakening process were the simple flick of a switch…from Bitch to Buddha in the blink of an eye.

Don’t expect to be a saint; that’s not why you came to Earth at this time.  In this divinely-orchestrated interactive game board, you get the chance to decide, at every moment, who you will be in any situation.  You’ll have plenty of chances to better yourself, I promise!

And don’t forget that sometimes, the biggest button pusher is you, talking to yourself!  All the more opportunity to send love in the wake of statements that lack it.

Love always!

 

Kimberly

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where do you feel ugliest?
Awakening Rants, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Where Does the Ugly in You Come Out? Go There More Often.

As you awaken, you raise your awareness of your own behavior.  Hopefully, you’ll recognize when you’ve done something nice, and praise yourself for it.  And when you do things that aren’t so nice, you’ll recognize it and aim for better “next time.”

So when will there be a “next time”?  I suggest you actively plan for those times by putting yourself in the places where you’re challenged the most.

The places where you feel most vulnerable, most inadequate, most unnerved by the situation.  Where the people scare you, where your “comparison” muscle gets the most action. Go there.  Face it.

For me, it’s the gym.

I live in Hollywood, California, so I’m sure I don’t need to explain much about the scenery around here.  And going to the gym, which is regularly populated with 6′ freaks of nature disguised as models and actors, can send me into a negative vortex of inadequacy. These fairy-like people who bend themselves into knots in every yoga pose imaginable, and lift more weight than I do, and look good doing it.

The hardest part?

Most of them are NICE.

That’s the kicker, eh?  I’d love to hate them for their perfection, their contribution to the continuation of the unrealistic ideal standards by which our society measures beauty.  I’d love to sneer and scoff and compare.

But all of those negative feelings I experience: comparisons of worthiness and value in our jacked-up society, my personal insecurities, and sometimes just plain despair…are simply MY feelings, and they don’t represent the people I’m viewing at all.

Facing these feelings head on allows you to redesign your attitude about being around those who challenge you.  Hiding from them will magnify your insecurities later. So go there, and experience it head on.  Bring each insecurity to light, and ask yourself if it serves you, or if you can let that go.

And you might find out that those you were afraid of, comparing yourself to, and avoiding, are people with their own insecurities, who long to be loved and accepted just as much as you do.

Go do that shit!

 

Kimberly

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trigger message per soul contract
The Esoteric, Trigger Messages, Videos,

Video: Trigger Message for One Person – Is It You?

This message is being delivered as part of a soul contract with the recipient. Since my soul plan features spiritual communication through technology, I offered to be the harbinger for multi-level archetypal messages that unlock dormant codes in those requesting them.

These agreements are set up prior to incarnation. I am told by Source what to include in your message, I create it using all my abilities, and I throw it out here for you to find it.

Is this for you?

If so, the images and words will have special meaning for you, and they will unlock some synchronicities and excitement, about your path moving forward. I see nothing but good happening for you, finally.

There is more.

Love, Kimberly

Kimberly Darwin Are You Awakening
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness, The Esoteric,

Video: Is The Earth Alive?

Ever want to know about what planets really are? Why their role is so important to humanity?

Earth’s magnificence extends beyond stunning landscapes and breathless sunsets. She’s evolving too, based on how well she can host those that live on her.

Kimberly also shares some examples of other sentient beings besides humans that share Earth with us. You may be surprised at the forms that humans can take.

You’ll also learn that humans have full power control the weather, if they wanted to.

Want to book a private session with Kimberly? It’s on a sliding scale. https://awa.ke/session

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Awakening Signs, The Esoteric, Trigger Messages, Videos,

Trigger Message: Hybrids

This message includes both audio and visual triggers.

If you have dreams or visions of holding a baby that is not yours, or playing with small children, then this message is for you.

More information related to the video:

https://hybridchildrencommunity.com

https://hybridchildren.com

More information on Trigger Messages: These are channeled messages, and are delivered with very descriptive instructions on how to create them, using a variety of media.

They are intended as “creative communication” in order to unlock dormant codes within us. Not all messages may resonate with you, based on your soul plan and its chosen experiences with different realities. Consciousness expands when one goes within and ponders life, rather than looking for answers outside of oneself.

These messages deliver encrypted energy in the form of questions, that invite you to search within yourself for the answers to some of life’s big mysteries. This is my life purpose, and it allows me to utilize all of my creative abilities for the service of others. Love to you.

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Awakening Signs, The Esoteric, Trigger Messages, Videos,

Trigger Message: Others

This trigger message was delivered as an image, which I’ve drawn (albeit rather quickly for the perfectionist that I am), and is related to our reptilian brain.

It asks you to consider how you view others, since they are varied versions of yourself.

 

Links:

Kalask is channeled by David Lauer. You can learn more at https://awa.ke/kalask

Kalask channels on YouTube: Kalask on YouTube

 

To book a session with Kimberly: https://awa.ke/session

wheel of soul's evolution
Awakening Signs, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness, The Esoteric,

Where Are You On the Wheel of Life?

You are an eternal soul. That means that you never die; you simply change form. You travel on an eternal Wheel of Life that never ends.

 

I created this simplified Wheel of Life to exemplify the steps our soul takes on its eternal journey through life. Our existence extends beyond the mere 3D human physical body, as most of us know at this point. Remember that not all humans will wake up to the remembrance that they are creating their own reality, and so please view the Wheel, feel what it means to you, and apply it to your own experiences rather than those of others.

This allows for free will for all those other “you’s” involved in this Divinely Orchestrated Imagination to experience whatever they desire, in their own way.

Wheel of Life of an Evolving Soul

 

Here is a simplified version of the Evolution of a Soul

  1. Completion is where it all begins.  That’s complete integration with the One, where individual personality is shed in order to merge with All That Is. YOU are All That Is.
  2. The Separated Individual, or individuation as it’s sometimes called, is created when All That Is decides to observe its magnificence.  Since something that is everything cannot view itself, it created the illusion of separation by dividing itself up, endowing each part with all of the power of Itself, and then sending them out to play.
  3. The individual parts then sent themselves out to grow and remember their magnificence, by experiencing any number of situations from the perspective of different bodies, planets and levels of physicality.  All of this is the choice of the individuation, and the choices are limited only by self-imposed limitations of the imagination.
  4. The Integration of Self occurs when the individuation begins introspection and self-evaluation.  The recognition of duality that exists within oneself (The Dark Side vs The Light Side) prompts that being to strive toward self-acceptance and authenticity.
  5. The Integration with Others occurs when each individuation interacts with itself in the form of other beings, each being a mirror of the itself, often forgetful (by design) of its omnipotent nature.  Duality is presented externally for choices to be made based on preference of the path of Service to Others or Service to Self.  Both paths are valid, although one path is more arduous than the other. Here is where the individuation learns to accept the differences of others, and understands that we can co-exist peacefully no matter how much our beliefs differ.
  6. Once the individuation has chosen its desired path of Service to Others or Service to Self, then it continues on that path experiencing interactions from their chosen perspective.  Service to Others will be focused on compassion and love for other selves; whereas Service to Others will entail compassion and love for the self, with other mirror selves providing external fodder for exaltation of the Self.  These divisions will continue until late 6th Density, when all individuations will focus on Service to Others no matter what their previous path. For your reference, we are currently a 3rd Density planet ascending to 4th Density as a collective.
  7. The individuations, as they settle into Service to Others, will combine with other like-minded selves as a collective, where they share common beliefs and desires to serve according to a particular plan or use of special abilities possessed by the group.  Examples of this would be channeled groups such as Abraham-Hicks or Kalask. The personality of the individual still remains yet is partially abdicated for the highest good of the Whole.Once again, the individuation will eventually choose to completely relinquish the personality in the desire to merge with All That Is, again experiencing the bliss of what we call Oneness.

 

Well, I hope you had your coffee before reading that little ditty!  You never know what will come out of my channelings.

So know, Lightworker, that you are never, ever alone, and your life never, ever ends.  It just changes form.  And all of those other individuations of you, well we are all along with you for the ride.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Green

Yellow

 

Numbers:

311 (Courage)

811 (Authenticity: define yourself based on your personal values and goals)

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

Redesign Your Avatar: Beginning the Journey

Your avatar, otherwise known as your physical body, is just as holographic as the rest of the world in which you’ve been living.

It’s a perfectly-orchestrated machine that functions with supreme precision, to provide you with sensory experiences and challenges along your journey in this Earthly game.

What does being holographic mean for you?  It means that your soul chose an avatar to represent you in your incarnation on Earth.  And that avatar is made of light. It’s not as solid as we were taught to believe.

It means that if you want to change it, you can. You can redesign your avatar to look as you want it to look, within the scope of your current belief systems.

I’m talking about the whole you:

  • How old you look
  • The shape of your body
  • Your overall health
  • Your confidence level
  • Your outlook on the world

 

Does this sound like a tall order to you?  Impossible, maybe?  That’s what society’s programming wants you to believe.  Keeping people fat and fearful makes them easy to control.  And on a planet where the gameplan has included controlling the masses through making them feel powerless, that’s been the case all this time.

So how do we redesign an avatar?

 

Let’s talk about body image.

Think you’re overweight? Most of us do.

Ask yourself this:

By whose standards are you measuring yourself?

There is no right or wrong answer here.  What’s important is that you ask yourself the question and you answer it truthfully.  No need to share your answer with me, or with anyone else.  In fact, in avatar redesign, it’s important that you don’t share your answer.  We’ll talk about why a little bit later.

Here are some prevalent 3D standards by which society defines the ideal body:

  • You should look like a movie star.
  • You should weigh the same as you did in your teens.
  • You should be a size ___ for your height and weight.
  • Your body should look young, with no signs of age.

These are all criteria that society has determined for us. With programming like that, no wonder we suffer from guilt, intimidation and shame for not living up to these ridiculous standards.

Get used to this saying, for I will say it often:

“They are all lies.”

Here is the truth:  There is a perfect YOU.  It’s a unique, authentic YOU that need not be compared with others, with a perfect body composition for YOU, a healthy balance of peace and sense of well-being.  Those are the only standards you need to consider.

Your soul chose your particular avatar precisely to maximize the opportunity for growth:  Body composition affects our self-worth, lovability, and our recognition of personal power, among a myriad of other things.

Quick story:  I did a series of deep hypnotic sessions called “In Between Life Regression” to visit my soul in its natural state.  I observed the planning session for this lifetime, to better understand what my major life lessons would be and who the major players were.  During my planning session, I was given 3 avatars to choose from.  These were blueprint avatars; showing them in their ideal template state, without any distortions from societal programming.  The bodies were vibrant and healthy and unique. I was able to view snippets of what my life would look like, navigating in each avatar.  I made my choice based on growth opportunity offered with that avatar, according to my plan. And after 53 years in this avatar, I completely understand why.  It’s perfectly-designed, to support my goals as I move about in this game. Just an aside:  I have met both of the other avatars since incarnating.  As soon as I saw them, it was immediate recognition, and, as you would guess, we hit it off like old friends.

Many people have been challenged by body weight issues based on Western Society’s standards of what the perfect body should look like.

Yet anyone who’s spent some time with ridiculously skinny models can learn quickly that skinny doesn’t necessarily equate to healthy, or happy, for that matter.

What we’re aiming for here is for you to look in the mirror and LOVE what you see, based on your own standards.  This happens after you recognize the lies that have been stuffed down your throat for all this time.

After an ugly divorce that had me drinking a bottle of wine a day for a while, I recognized that it was time to get back on the healthy side of things. I’d gained 18 pounds.  I looked in the mirror and I loathed what I saw.  And the more I sent myself those loathing messages, I loathed myself even more, and I gained more weight.  Things had to change.

Having generally maintained a healthy body weight my whole life, I knew what needed to be done to get myself back in shape.  I was aware of what my particular calorie intake should be, and how much exercise I need to get back to the me that I didn’t loathe.  As a long time proponent of the Law of Attraction, I understood that the self-talk that we deal out to ourselves plays a huge role in determining who we are.  And that includes the physical part. I decided to combine as healthy a lifestyle as I could muster with the recognition of the programming that set unrealistic standards, and to rewire myself for creating the best version of me yet.

After all, I’m just light.  The recognition (or at least the suspension of doubt) of a non-physical reality is key to accepting your power as a creator.

So I went into “redesign” mode and included intention along with my diet and exercise regimen.

My goal:  “To mindfully return my avatar to its healthiest, most stable, perfectly-functioning ideal state.”

 

I created a mental image of what the perfect me should look like, when I view myself in the mirror. I felt that feeling of power, of confidence, and felt the excitement of what the world had to offer, now that I looked and felt my best. I named her Kimberly.  Which also happens to be my name.

I didn’t aim to look like someone else; I just wanted to be the perfect version of Kimberly. I vowed to embrace authenticity, and since I was able to view that perfect blueprint-template of Kimberly during my planning session, I could use that template as my goal, here in my incarnated state.

Every time I looked in the mirror, I vowed to see that blueprint Kimberly.  The perfectly-designed Kimberly, who was happy at the reflection she saw in the mirror.  That Kimberly that wasn’t so concerned with other people’s opinions of how she should look, because she knew that the only person she should be comparing herself with is earlier versions of Kimberly.

And things improved dramatically.

The more often I recognized the new Kimberly in the mirror, the more Kimberly appeared to be changing in the eyes of those observing her out there, in the world. The more lies I confronted, and transmuted, the closer and closer my avatar matched the blueprint Kimberly.

And I dropped the extra weight with no effort, with no feeling of sacrifice, not much work, and with no stress.  Despite society’s assertion that to get the body you feel great in you must sacrifice, sweat and work until it hurts (all lies), I got there by changing the thoughts that paraded through my head, and allowing my body to lead me to proper nutrition and motivated physical activity.

There was no feeling of sacrifice.  I ate what I wanted to eat, yet once my Higher Self took over reviewing the menu, what I ate changed along with it.  I didn’t say I was on a diet, because “diet” has a negative correlation with sacrifice and self-discipline.  Fat people are controllable.  “And it’s tough to lose that weight.  It’s work.” (Another lie.)

Similarly, the “exercise” part was easy because once I began listening to my Higher Self’s guidance, I was led to things that were fun to do.  So “exercise” morphed into “movement”…and like that—the stigma of sacrifice, pain and sweat was replaced with something I longed to do because it made me feel better about the me I saw in the mirror.*

 

The veil has lifted, and I invite you to join me on a journey of avatar redesign.

Wait, what?  Aren’t you the blueprint template Kimberly you intended to be?

The answer is, I WAS.

And then last year, I had a bad motorcycle crash that rendered me incapable of movement for a while.  I broke my pelvis in 3 places, got pinned back together, and had to learn to walk again.  I got to experience all sorts of issues that disallowed much movement until I healed.  During this enormous period of momentous inner transformation, the weight reapplied itself. That same 18 lbs I had lost the year before, to be exact.

So here I am, restarting the journey back to the template Kimberly.  I am way ahead of where I began the first time, because the lies I’d previously transmuted are no longer an issue for me.  Different lies arose: about how fast the body can heal after an accident, about victimhood, and about what doctors say you can and can’t do with your own body.  New lies for me to confront.

And this time, I’m documenting the process, so that hopefully my story will inspire you to consider the thoughts that parade through your head about what you can and cannot do with your avatar.

So if you care to join me on this journey, please stay tuned.  I’m writing the book, and I’m taking you along with me on the ride.

 

 

Kimberly

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*Note that diet and exercise are also physical actions that we’ve decided to adopt as necessary for the avatar’s well-being while we are incarnated on this plane. When you realize that you are fully creating every single thing in your holographic life, from your avatar to the props that populate your living space, there’s really no need to go through the physical actions at all. From a balanced perspective, any one of us could reach the point where simply sending out the intent to change is all that’s needed.  It’s just a tough pill for most of us to swallow with all that programming to which we’ve been subjected. So we’ll include nutrition and movement as part of this plan.