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Bleedthrough:  Your Collision with Parallel Timelines

Your evolutionary path is a series of moments, experienced.

As you heal, the moments get rosier as the things you want start coming your way.

And then, just when things are going well, a wrench in the machine! In comes a tidal wave of destruction—in the form of something that you had always feared would happen, happening.

There it is, staring you in the face.  And your whole life must come to a halt to take care of it.

This happened recently when I received an email from my credit card provider: “Your password has been changed.” 

But it wasn’t me that changed it. In fact, I hadn’t logged into that account for months.  It’s been on my list for a year to log in and update my profile; but I continually ignored my intention and did other things instead.

This propelled me into crisis mode!  How many other accounts use that same password?  And why am I still using the same password on multiple accounts?  And has my email been hacked too?  And who ARE these people? And what have they gotten from me?

Here I am, a victim once again. Just when I thought I was over that stuff, something like this happens to show me that I’m not…

…But it really didn’t happen at all.

 

Once I logged on to check, there was no evidence of a password change request. No activity, no bad guys stealing my identity.  “Welcome back, Kimberly! It’s good to see you again.”  The activity log was squeaky clean.

Yet I have an email right here, telling me it was changed!  So which is the correct reality?  Which information should I believe?

 

The Universe has a purpose for such things.  Remember: nothing is random.

What I experienced was a bleedthrough.

 

Bleedthroughs, also called holographic injections, are inserted into your reality to test your evolutionary progress.

You’re given a sneak peak of a parallel timeline—one that is a result of different choices—and you get to experience it as if it’s real.

Now this notion isn’t new;  Ebenezer Scrooge had a wild ride one Christmas Eve, if you recall.   He learned a lot about himself over those few hours of flying around London, and when he woke up from his apparent dream, he was a changed man.

He was given the opportunity, through foreshadowing of some pretty gnarly outcomes, to course-correct his waking life.  You do this too, and often.

 

Let’s review the mechanics of creation:

  • You are energy, creating from your imagination.
  • Your thoughts form your reality.  This includes unconscious thoughts, as well as conscious ones.
  • Any area in which blocked energy remains, will resurface in the form of an event for you to process.

 

Since humans reside mostly in the physical and are taught to validate occurrences with our physical senses, we consider what we see with our eyes as undeniable truth.

 

A bleedthrough is a collision with a parallel timeline; one on which those involved made different choices, leading to different outcomes.  It is truth, but it might not be one you’d like to experience; you’re given the opportunity to try it on for size. The corporeal mind and body will react to a bleedthrough exactly as if it were occurring in your conscious reality.

But why? And who is doing this to you?

You are.   But you have good intentions in doing so, and it’s because there is something that needs healing in you; so you present yourself with an event formed by another set of choices.  You’re testing yourself to see how far you’ve come.

Here, in the case of my unauthorized password change, I got to process feelings of powerlessness (someone is out to get me), procrastination (this wouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t put off updating my password), and guilt for being less than excellent in all areas.

 

The trick is to know which events are on your current timeline, and which are collisions from another timeline.  They can look exactly the same unless you review the details.

 

Take a hard look at the event. I mean Head On:

  1. Look at the people, objects, and nature of the event very carefully.  In them, you will find indications that you’re seeing an experience from another timeline.  People may look slightly different, such as wearing different clothes than they normally would.   Something will feel, well,  OFF.  Use your gut’s analysis of the situation.
  2. Is this event related to something you’ve been worried about? A fear in the back of your mind, festering there?  If so, chances are you’ve got a bleedthrough.
  3. Feel the emotions that this event triggers. This is important in either case.

If you’ve determined that this event is not on your current timeline, that doesn’t mean you can ignore it.  By doing that, you’ll be setting yourself up for a more cataclysmic event down the road.  The objective here is to process the emotions that arose from the event, and to get that blocked energy cleared away.  On the other side of the coin, if you continue to consistently focus on the disastrous event as your reality, then off you go, diverted by the bleedthrough onto a new path.

But I’m guessing that you want things to work out OK; so if that’s your aim, then process the emotions and switch your focus to the most joy-filled timeline you can imagine.

At the least, acknowledge that you experienced an idea that wasn’t in line with your desires.  You sent yourself a test; you then self-evaluated the results, AND you cleared out blocked energy as well.  This is progress!  The event then loses its volatility, and can be safely stored in your consciousness as a neutral experience.

There’s one more thing, and it’s crucial:

Never speak of the event, to yourself, or to anyone, again.  This is how any idea is removed from your current timeline.

By filing away the occurrence with neutrality, and never referring to it again, it becomes merely one of an infinite number of possibilities available to you.  You’ve tasted it, it was yucky, and so you put it back.  Consider possibilities that will taste better, and focus on those.

As you continue to make conscious choices about where you focus your attention, such tests will no longer be needed.

 

Bleedthroughs can be positive experiences too. 

If a sudden opportunity presents itself to you that seems too good to be true, then take note.  You’re testing yourself on your ability to accept good things.  Can you handle these gifts, or will you fall back into old ways and believe that all aspects of life can’t be exactly as you want them to be?

Are there areas of your life where you are experiencing bleedthroughs, believing that they are your current timeline?

Check out all the details; feel the experience in your gut, and take action where called to do so.  For me?  All it took was one email collision to finally get me to change my password and cross it off that list.

 

Kimberly

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13 Things I Wish I’d Known At The Start Of My Awakening Journey

You are here on Earth to learn to love yourself.

This path can be as bumpy, or as smooth, as you choose.  It’s your ride!  So if you’re just starting out on this journey, here are a few things I’d like you to know, because I chose the bumpy path and you need not do the same!  There wasn’t anyone around back then to tell me these things, and if they had…well I would have thrown my hands in the air and squeed with joy around every corner on this roller coaster of life.

Here are the things I wish I’d known when the whole thing started:

 

1. You need not be in a state of perpetual healing.

Much like a scale out of balance, as you apply love in place of trauma, equilibrium takes over.  There will come a time when you will say, “I am healed,” and you will leave it behind.  This includes the idea that you need to heal the Earth Collective of every evil that ever existed, throughout history.  As you balance yourself, you become a powerful healer wherever you go, with no action required.

 

2. Crying means you’re getting better, not worse.

Any culture that tells you that crying is weak has been lying to you.  Crying is an immediate release of resistance, as well as an initiator of rebalancing chemicals that heal your physical body. The process is meant to cleanse you, and it is not a sign that something is wrong with you.  Let those tears flow whenever and wherever you are.

 

3. All physical pain has an emotional cause.

Your body is not solid. Humans simply believe that it is, and as such, they search for solid cures to their imbalances. Although medical intervention serves its purpose during the stage where we believe in external cures, you can discover your own internal healing process for any imbalance.*

Oh, and those unexpected 12 hour sleep sessions you find yourself partaking in? They are not depression; you are healing on many levels while you are out for the count.

 

4. Music has a profound affect on your vibration.

The music that you listen to will indicate your current world view.  Note how a song makes you feel, and if it agitates you, then choose something else.  You are made of sound.  And just like an orchestra in which many instruments contribute to the aria, any sound you hear will blend with you and affect your energy. Consciously choose which sounds you allow in.

 

5. Daydreaming is the process of creating LIFE, and is not an escape.

We are told to get out of “fantasyland” and get back to reality.  This is a lie.  The creational process is enacted through you using your imagination.  So rather than feeling guilty about those daydreaming episodes, remember that this is the process of creation, and it is a most valuable use of your time.  The true escape is to fill your head with other people’s ideas rather than nurturing your own.  Social media understands the value of your attention, and uses it like currency.  Social media, television and movies may leave your life, as your imagination becomes so vivid that you no longer need anyone else’s input to fill your day.

 

6. Loving nature plays a huge part in the process. Buy a plant!

Part of humanity’s imbalance is its relationship with Earth, which is the ultimate Martha Stewart of hostesses.  You have a whole planet to play on!  It is important to establish a relationship with Earth in any way you can.  Yes, that means getting out in nature and reveling at the beauty of it. If you live in a city, buy a plant and learn to care for it as if it were your child.  Not only will it thrive in your care, but it will heal humanity’s damaged relationship and bring us all back into balance. Note that if you are interested in honing your supernatural abilities, focusing on rebalancing yourself with nature is the most efficient way to do this.  For me, it has rejuvenated my abilities as a rainmaker, a deathwalker, and other long-dormant shamanic skills.  You have them too!

 

7. Tying up loose ends is required.  Debts, relationships, promises.

If there is something nagging you in the back of your mind, pay attention or it before it gets humongous.  Bills you keep forgetting to pay, people you keep forgetting to thank, even an oil change you’ve been putting off. Get them done and have as much appreciation for the situation as possible.  This is you, bringing yourself back into balance. Even paying an extra $5 on a debt sends the Universe a sign that you’re working on rebalancing things.  You will receive help, I promise, and in very imaginative ways. Integrity is paramount in the awakening process.

 

8. You are never alone.

Everyone goes through a period of relative isolation. You may lose all of your friends as your frequency rises and theirs doesn’t (but don’t get the ego involved, as there could be those who have vibrated right past YOU!). Yet as you learn to love yourself more, your perspective will also change about who Others really ARE.  You will discover that there are tons of beings that exist outside of your line of visual sight.  It’s a gradual progression of acceptance, in which you concede that you don’t know everything there is to know.  And yes, those things flying around the room that you try to explain away…they really are other souls sharing the space with you. And if you’re wondering if someone you’re thinking about is connecting with you, the answer is yes. The process of your thinking about a person affects them, no matter how far the distance. We are all connected, all the time.  There are no exceptions. You might just forget that once in a while.

 

9. No one is out to get you.

Read my words:  There is no such thing as evil.  There is only your belief in evil.  Once you stop believing in evil, it disappears from your life.  This includes pandemic viruses spread among the population by shadow governments; oligarchies by oppressive Reptilians, bullies, and alien abductions.  All of these occurrences are merely symbols—that you have created—to help you work through your fear of loving others, and ultimately, yourself.  Your Higher Self is on your side and wants to see you, and everybody else, WIN.

 

10. You really can have everything you want.

It CAN all work out just the way you want it.  No one has to lose for another person to win.  You have full imaginative capacity to dream of a world in which you get exactly what you want, and so does everyone else. This is the most profound piece of knowledge that I wish I’d had.  Everyone can win.  The outcome of your dreams depends ENTIRELY on your beliefs of whether or not something can happen.

 

11. Your environment is an extension of you.

Your physical environment, which encompasses everything that you can see, hear, taste, walk around in, and explore, is an extension of you.  If you imagine yourself in the middle of a bubble, you take your environment with you wherever you go.  All of what experience OUT THERE is really an extension of what you believe in HERE.  Every bit of stimuli that you receive from your surroundings, from a dog barking to a crowd of angry people, is placed there for you, by you, as an indicator of what you’re thinking.  The sooner you start considering your personal bubble as part of you, the faster you will gather information about your inner workings and rebalance yourself.  That’s when you will start seeing those dreams appear in the physical.

 

12. Everything is a symbol.

A multidimensional life—one in which you are living both in your mind and in a physical environment—uses many languages.  Words are cool, but symbols tell volumes.  Learn to ask yourself what a rash of repeated bird images means to you.  Repeating numbers, even repeating situations, are all symbols of something much deeper.  Even time is a symbol, and really doesn’t exist.  If this baffles you right now, try reading some poetry to get yourself accustomed to how symbols are embedded in everything.

 

13. Being gets you further than doing.

Our society tells us that in order to reach a goal, we must perform a physical action:  “No pain no gain! Just do it!” Our culture advises us to create lists, and no matter how painful it is, check something off each day; if you don’t, you’re a failure.  This is social engineering, otherwise known as a lie.  Any action that isn’t performed in joy does little to move you forward; you are essentially spinning your own wheels.  Part of your re-establishing a connection with the Higher Self entails listening to it; check your gut and how it feels about doing anything.  More often than you think, just sitting and doing nothing will propel you into a creative state where you find solutions without needing physical effort to accomplish them.

 

I hope that these tips will assist you on your path.  Since there is no one single reality, you are free to agree or disagree with them as you awaken.  You are the creator of your life, and you get to choose!  Anything that doesn’t feel right in the gut—throw it out!  Feel for what does resonate, and follow that.  This is integration at its best.

It is my highest desire to see you win.  I certainly am!  Love to you.

 

Kimberly

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* This article is not a substitute for medical attention.  If you feel called to consult a doctor, then please do.  There are many healers disguised as doctors and nurses in our present times.

 

 

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When An Item You’ve Lost Suddenly Reappears

It’s happened to us all at least once. You leave something on the dresser, and when you come back to look for it, it’s nowhere to be found.

You may search frantically, and finally when you give up and call it lost…there it is, sitting right on the dresser just where you left it.

Oh, the confusion!  Why does it have to be so hard to be human?  Why do these things happen?  Why mess with our minds like that?

Remember, everything you experience on Earth has an inherent lesson.  And we’re talking about lessons on all levels of creation, ranging from the physical you, to your Higher Self, and beyond.  Yes, even your Higher Selves are learning lessons.

Let’s run through a scenario that I experienced a few weeks ago.  It began with a pair of lost earrings, which I kept in a small plastic bag.  A year ago, I’d gone on a frantic search for them, for I’d finally had something to wear them with.  They’d gone years in that tiny plastic bag, passed over for other jewelry that I liked better.  And when I finally needed them…they were nowhere to be found.

I moved across town, and the lost earrings fell away from my attention.  Fast forward two years, and one Sunday morning as I passed my open bedroom door, I noticed something on the carpet just outside of my slightly ajar closet door.  The small plastic bag containing my earrings.

 

earrings on floor

 

The mind charged full on, up that first hill of the roller coaster.  Up, up, WTF, how?

 

As humans we must find an immediate explanation for everything.  We are logical creatures!  It is only right that we know the truth!

We’ll access all the files of our belief systems, in a frantic search for an explanation that correlates with our current world view.  And yet there will be some that we just can’t file neatly away with simple answers.

Such experiences encourage introspection.  So let’s take a look at three levels of awareness and see what we can learn from our disappearing item.

First we ask ourselves a question:

Why are these earrings, that have been missing for years, suddenly here on the bedroom floor?

Note that the question begins with “why” rather than “how.”  We want to form the question to include symbolic explanations as well as physical ones. By using “why” you are asking the question to a level of Self that has access to a broader perspective than the Self standing there with a plastic bag and a dumbfounded look.

Now, hang out for a sec, with the item in your hand.  It has energy, and you are reading it.

Answers will most likely start on the 3D physical level.  This is to reduce fear while in the “freak-out” stage, which is when a physical explanation is required to calm your anxiety.

 

“Blame it on the cat.  She must have found them stuffed for safe keeping in one of my seldom-worn shoes, and turned them into a toy to bat around.  She bores quickly, so they weren’t too far from the closet.”

Explanations in physical terms are a fail-safe; they provide you with an answer that will settle your mind.  This may be as far as you’re currently willing to go with this experience, and you could go on with your day.  You’ll have your explanation that fits into your world view, and your sense of reality is restored.

But do your best to experience the full roller coaster ride.   Let yourself whiz down that first hill and see what arises.

 

The next level is what I call 4D.  This is the intuitive part of you. 

The one that senses things, and feels things even though you can’t explain them.  It’s the part of you that concedes that there are forms of life that you can’t see, but you can still experience.

“Oh, thank goodness! I have guardian angels helping me along.  They returned my lost earrings!”

Here, you’ve confirmed your beliefs that things happen in realms outside of your physical one.  You’re being watched over.  At this level, you will work on any lingering beliefs about demonic possession, people observing you without your permission, and personal safety.

Let’s go higher, and see what your 5D self is wanting you to see.

At the 5D level you are exploring symbolism.

“What do my missing earrings symbolize?”

All of the belongings surrounding us have energy.  And while they are in our environment, we are responsible for that energy.  Is there someone who would use that item every day?  I bet there is; and by hoarding things we withhold those gifts from a fellow human.

They are also symbols of my ability to attract things into my life.  Everything vibrates at a particular frequency.  And for years, this item was outside of my frequency.  What is the difference between the Me that couldn’t see this item, and the Me that can?

How does it make you feel that you’ve withheld this energy? Guilty? Sad? Unevolved? Here are more areas to explore.

 

You can expand our perspective even higher, if you get quiet and allow it. 

But don’t fall into the “I’m getting nowhere” trap if you can’t raise your perception higher than 5D.  You’ll get flashes of it now and then, which will make higher levels of awareness easier upon your next conscious attempt. Here’s a hint:  You’re controlling all of it.

I’ve listed some areas below to help you explore this phenomenon according to your chosen level of consciousness.  Hopefully the questions will guide you inside to find the reasoning behind your lost item.

And, that lost item!  I guarantee that no matter what it is that you lost and recovered, you will look at it differently forever more.  It’s intended that way; to remind you that there is indeed magic everywhere you look—and also where you don’t look. And that magic is YOU.

 

 

Kimberly

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Areas to explore if you have experienced the return of a lost item:

Lessons on the 3D level:

Must you always have a physical explanation for any occurrence?  Why?
Do you believe that there is only one answer for any occurrence? Who told you that?
What happens if you can’t find an explanation for this occurrence?

 

Lessons on the 4D level:

Can I concede that I can’t explain this occurrence just yet?
Do Others have power over me?
Do Others have powers that I don’t have? (St. Anthony, or Archangel Chamuel, for example?)
Can they see more than I can see?
Who are these Others?  Are they mirrors of me?

 

Lessons on the 5D level:

Is this an item you love? If not, why is it here?
How long was this item gone before you missed it? Are you rightfully managing this energy (including time)?
What is the disparity of frequency between the You that could see them and the You that couldn’t?
What is the energy of the missing item?  Sad?  Nostalgic?
Does it represent a period in your life needing release?
Does it remind you of something you need to get done?

Remember: when you love your props, more props show up.

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Happening Now: Text Glitches! Fighting Cats! Password Reset Emails!

This week has been one of the highest energy weeks that I have experienced in this lifetime on Earth.

The Dow Jones Industrial Average has hit new highs on virtually every trading day this week (yesterday’s highest point 27,684), which is generally a signal that energy is moving around in all forms: stocks, precious metals, currency, anxiety.

The Collective is stirring the proverbial cosmic soup in order to evenly distribute the heat.

This week, a close friend asked me why I sent her a text message at 12:44 am.  My message simply said, “Damn.” I did no such thing, and we had a good laugh comparing screenshots of our differing text feeds.

Turns out that this happened to thousands of people, who received random texts in the middle of the night from a “glitch” in a text-messaging vendor platform used by the major three mobile companies.

This is one odd occurrence this week, but I got many reports of other events:

  • Smoke alarms going off for hours in vacant apartments.
  • Computer monitors blinking on and off.
  • Normally peaceful cats fighting with each other.
  • Sensitivity to sounds.
  • Receiving a large amount of robocalls or password reset emails

So what’s going on?

When high frequency energy pours into Earth, we Lightworkers, who are spread throughout the world, transduce much of that energy and emit it to others wherever we go.

But not all that energy gets absorbed, and it has to go somewhere.

This can disrupt many systems, including those with batteries (as we move to a more unified existence, the positive and negative polarities neutralize, thus draining batteries at a rapid rate…which makes smoke alarms scream until their batteries are changed).  It certainly disrupts systems that send out automated messages, as in the case of password reset emails, or unexplained texts.

Humans will, of course, try to find a logical explanation for these occurrences.  We’re taught to find proof so that we can file things away in neat compartments of validity.  So in the case such as the mysterious overnight text messages, humanity arrived at a physical explanation for the “glitch.”

But what created the action that created the glitch in the first place?  You can trace it back and back to its originating force, but here is where humanity lacks the detecting instruments for such forces.  Have you noticed that when we run into a scientific brick wall, the whole situation is often brushed under the rug?

In a holographic system, there is never only one single explanation for anything.  With everything interconnected, the forces that move energy can originate from multiple places in the Universe rather than just from one; and when the soup is stirred, the new combination of forces creates a new environment entirely.

This is where we are on Earth right now.  Receiving energy from multiple origins, and stirring the soup to incorporate it all. So what does that mean for you here on the ground?

With each mysterious “glitch” that inspires a line of questions, you’re given the opportunity to check out the temperature of the soup. Take a spoonful and see if new, inexplicable, random things occurring have meaning for you, and resist the effort to immediately search for a logical explanation for it.

Rather than asking “how did it happen?” consider asking “Why did it happen?”

 

Here’s the answer I got when I asked myself this question about the text message sent without my permission:

“Consider how you take responsibility for your own actions.”

 

These things are not random if they show up in your life.  There is a part of you that communicates through symbols, which can embody multiple applications in meaning.

Remember that your world is not random.  Our Universe is an intricate holographic orchestration, coordinating interactions between people, places and events that serve all involved, always.  Will you look deeper, or will you settle for the most “logical” explanation for a seemingly random occurrence?

There is no right answer because there are an infinite number of answers!  You get to decide what relevance you give an event, and you then get to create from there.

Kimberly

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Trigger Message: Are You STILL Waiting For Your Twin Flame?

The Twin Flame Theme is playing itself out quite nicely on Earth.

Do you feel like you have a divine counterpart out there, somewhere…and does that yearning dominate your waking hours?

“Where is she?”

“When will he find me?”

“Why is it taking so long?”

Well, my beautiful friend, you are not alone.  And you are not going crazy. Although our world would have you think so for every moment that you spend pining for someone you’ve perhaps never met, hoping that two lost souls will find each other like needles in a haystack.  This is one of the deepest longings a human can have, and it’s happening to millions of us.

Perhaps you delve into YouTube for clues and predictions about when your partner will arrive. “When will it happen? Will our worlds align at the next solstice?” For only when he or she arrives, can you start living your life, right?

It doesn’t work that way.

Now those videos on YouTube are from well-meaning people.  They are reading the energy of the Collective and they want to give you hope. Perhaps it is the next solstice, or maybe the New Year will bring this beautiful lover into your world.  Nevertheless, your Twin Flame won’t arrive until you make some changes on the inside.

Before you click away from the page because you’ve heard this before, consider how well those prediction videos have been working.  Have they brought you clues as to where he/she is? Chances are that they haven’t brought you to your partner.  Because the perfect partner you’ve been yearning for is already there with you, right now.  It’s you.

As long as you continue to look out there, you will see the lack of something you feel will complete you.  You will count how many months–or years–you’ve been waiting, and you’ll doubt the laws of attraction that govern our world. But those same laws of attraction never falter.  So that hopeless feeling you’re sending out is coming right back to you as more hopelessness.  And right back to Twin Flame predictions you’ll go, because you are looking for more hope to fill that gap.

If this is you, then I would invite you to read the message below.  It was created to plant a seed in you. This seed will sprout into an internal process of belief review. You may cry. You may find anger. And through this review, you will greatly increase your chances of encountering your Twin Flame, if that is truly your desire.

A trigger message for those still awaiting the arrival of their Twin Flame:

How do you feel about giving pleasure to others with your body?

Do you enjoy it?

Have you ever given pleasure to your partner and discounted your own?

End of message.

Why are the questions above pertinent to finding your lost lover?  I’ll lay out the mechanics for you.

For the last 13,000 years, Earth has been playing in the game of high polarity. You can call it Dark vs Light, or Good vs Evil. Patriarchy has ruled, in which the thrusting force (male, negative, external) is stronger than the allowing force (female, positive, internal).

We pass through such cycles every 13,000 years; and in 2012, we began the new cycle of balancing feminine energy.  You may have heard it called the Era of the Goddess.  It’s an age of BEING rather than DOING.  Of accepting, of unifying, of allowing in.  Of balancing that outward thrust with inner awareness.

Sounds serene, doesn’t it?

Well in order to get there, for both the individual as well as the Collective, we must swing in the other direction by behaving differently than we did for the last 13,000 years.

There is no doubt in my mind that you, or someone you know, has been abused in their past. Abuse is one example of this imbalance. It was played out on any number of levels:

  • Emotional (bullying, institutions such as the military),
  • Physical (drunk beatings by a parent, sexual abuse)
  • Spiritual (the church and its hypocritical abhorrence for pleasures of the body)
  • Mental (teachers telling you you’re not good enough)

In all of the examples above, there was one entity asserting power over another. The Lion and the Lamb, if you like to read ancient texts.

Since we’re all connected, we carry around the memories of all of these instances–from every life that’s ever been lived in an abusive situation–inside our cells.

These cellular memories affect our view of life if accessed consistently.  Plus, if in this lifetime you’ve experienced any of the above, then you are accessing these memories even more.  They compound into beliefs about yourself and your worth. And, especially if someone used your body without your permission in this lifetime, then you might carry some imbalance related to this theme.

 

Contemplate your feelings about the pleasure that YOU receive through intimate encounters.

Do you feel loved? Safe? Heard?

You may not derive any pleasure from intimacy, because previous experiences have been based on someone using you for their own pleasure.  Such events need not be limited to the bedroom; a screaming drill sergeant can derive just as much pleasure at berating you as any creepy perpetrator.

If intense feelings arise about this, do whatever you can do to safely feel them, including counseling if you feel you need it.

This type of energy can be cleared out much more efficiently now that we are on the feminine side of the cycle. You have endless support, more unity, and more understanding by fellow souls that have experienced similar circumstances.

By reviewing how (or if) you allow yourself pleasure, you are not only healing your own energetic imbalance, but you’re also healing the Collective as well.

 

So does this mean I won’t meet my Twin Flame until I’m healed?

Not necessarily.  Let’s go back to mechanics to explain.

The Law of Attraction dictates that “like attracts like,” and no doubt you are looking for the best version of a partner you can possibly imagine.  He or she will embody all of the values you deem important in a lover, and you would naturally want for yourself someone who has healed themself of major imbalances. I don’t know a single person that envisions an ideal lover that’s batshit crazy!

Such a person is of a particular frequency. And in order to experience that frequency, you need to match it.

Do you think that you will attract a person with all of those values if you aren’t living them yourself?

Now no one will be perfect while in a human body. So no need to expect it from yourself, or from anyone else you encounter. You do want healthy, though, and that health starts with you, the attracting force in this whole scenario.

By reviewing your beliefs about your power over your own body, you take care of yourself. You’ll then focus on allowing in another person who shares your values, who wants the same things that you do; and you’ll be allowing them in on your terms, not merely theirs.

This is you, regaining your power, and serving humanity at the same time. When you decide to let your Twin Flame in, rather than giving them all the power to come to you…then you’ll draw that person to your side.  It’s Law.

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Life on Earth,

Waking Up In The Morning In A Horrible Mood?

The act of dreaming performs many functions.

While your body is regenerating itself, you are usually far from it, exploring other realities, current concerns, and processing things that you haven’t faced during your waking hours.

You’ll likely see heavy symbolism there, represented by archetypes of many Earthly themes that humans explore during their time on Earth.

So what to do when you wake up in an awful mood?

Well, if you’re like me, who lives a life through symbols, you may try to dissect the dream down to the bare bone.  Animals in a cage?  You’re stuck.  Always searching for something you cannot find?  The illusory belief in separation.  I could go on all day, but why?

You need not overanalyze. 

In fact, you can choose to ignore all of the individual elements occurring in your dream, and simply focus on the feeling it left you with.

So if you wake up in a horrible mood, then chances are you were processing something icky.  And guess what?  You don’t even have to know what that icky thing was.

Your ability to process blocked energy is exponentially larger in your dream state.  Of course, humans were told that things that occur in this state are fantasy, and so we tend to discount their value altogether.  Once you allow in the belief that your dreams are serving you, then you open yourself up to the possibility of clearing that blocked energy—also called healing—while you sleep.  You need not consciously revisit every single traumatic event that left a mark on you in your daytime state.

You can wake up healed.  And generally, when you feel crappy in the morning, this is exactly what happened.

So why the low feeling upon waking?

Here are my two opinions on that:

1. So that you can learn to recognize the difference in your own frequency.  You went to bed feeling great, but woke up sad.

2. So that you can show gratitude to the Larger part of you for minimizing your suffering.

Both of these reasons allow you to appreciate the Universe’s perfect orchestration of events, while honoring your own growth as a human in an illusory world.

Raise Your Vibration

If you do wake up in a crappy mood, aim to raise your vibration in any way possible.  Try gratitude, appreciation, laughter, music.

For me, it’s coffee and remembrance that this occurrence is just part of a cycle of clearing and that my outlook on life is positive.  Sometimes, of course, it’s just plain hard to see the light. If all else fails for you, read this:

You never go backwards.

You are always evolving, and you never fall back, even if you think you do.  Your bad dream need not be a portent for upcoming crisis or disaster, unless you choose to think of it that way.  Since you are creating your own reality, whichever meaning you attach to that dream will stick.  Me, I choose such things to be unconscious gifts of clearance, and I leave it at that.

Your consciousness is vast.  Please learn to trust it.  Once that trust starts to solidify, you will no longer need to go over your subjects of healing with a fine-tooth comb.

You can simply Let. Them. Go.

Love to you.

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Trigger Messages,

Want Guaranteed Evolution? Ask Yourself One Question

We beat ourselves up here on planet Earth.  Rarely giving ourselves a break, internal scorning runs rampant unless we make the conscious choice to change our thoughts.

Perhaps you’ve had a tough day.  Things showed up unexpectedly; fires to put out, things you thought you put to rest but here they are, back again.  It’s easy to feel like we’ve not evolved at all.  So we start looking for reasons.

  • “Why is this happening?”
  • “Who threw a monkey wrench in my machine?”
  • “Where did this curve ball come from, that messed up my plans?”

We could send blame outwards, towards others; or even more pervasively, inward at ourselves.  One common method of making sense of such occurrences is by using historical reasoning from past events, to explain the happenings in our now.

What if it’s not the same reason at all?

If you are assigning a historical reason for a situation (“it happened for this reason before, so it must be happening for the same reason now”), then the odds are, you could be wrong.

Your assignment based on past experience is only one option of an infinite number of other options.  Any explanation you have is merely an idea about something, and you can change that idea at any time.  And, human, chances are that you cannot think of every single reason for something. There are surely possibilities that never entered your mind.

Since we live in a free-will zone, you have the power to choose a possibility that you desire, and focus on that.  Or, you could choose no possibility at all; leaving it up to the Universe to provide you with the best experience for your growth.

You could choose the idea that if it’s showing up in your life, it’s there for your expansion. So here is the most important question you could ask yourself on your path to recognizing your divinity as the creator of your reality:

Do you trust yourself?

 

Sit there for a moment and swirl that round in your head like a good cleansing mouthwash. It likely will seep into all corners of your brain, dislodging beliefs and doubts about your power and how you’ve wielded it in the past.

This is a trigger question for most people at a certain milestone in their journey. It is meant to unlock deep-seated beliefs for exploration and redesign if they no longer serve the evolving Self.

You will come up with an answer.

If it’s yes, then you are well on your way to creating your reality in unison with the Others that share your plane, and in collaboration with your Higher Self who has a bird’s eye view of your path.

If the answer was no, then look a little bit deeper into where you are giving away your power.

 

Try this for one day:

Consider the possibility that some part of you knows what you’re doing.

 

Even if you’ve never considered yourself that powerful, could you suspend the doubt for one day and consider that you ARE?  Could you imagine that everything that is happening to you has a purpose, a reason, and is relevant to the path you are on, and you don’t have to know that reason?

One day.

I invite you to trust yourself for one day.

That means, when you suddenly feel so tired that you need a nap, that you go take a nap.  That when someone steps into your path and asks for help, that you give it.  That when you’re stuck in traffic, there is a purpose for it.  Can you allow yourself to be guided without asking why?

For one day, you need not have an explanation for everything.

It might take some reminders along the way.  After all, this is behavior that is not widely supported in Western culture; sitting back, accepting things as perfectly orchestrated situations that we have all of the ability to handle.  So if you slip, aim at suspending the self-judgment.

It’s very likely that that old time-worn question will pop up: “Why is this happening to me?”

Remind yourself that you don’t need to explain it, and see what happens.  If something repeatedly pops up, write it in a journal and drop it from focus until tomorrow.

When tomorrow comes:  Check in.

How did it go?  Was the day easier?  Did you get done what needed to get done? Were you happy, curious, surprised?

Chances are everything worked out just fine.  No Armageddon, no ground shaking cataclysm toppled your world. You probably did just fine.  And I bet that you had quite a peaceful day, no matter how much physical effort was required in the living of it.

This is the path to recognizing your divinity.  Your personal power.  Your ability to trust the inner part of you that can see way more than you can.   If you can do it for one day, you can do it for more than one day.  And soon enough, it will be most days; and this will become your new normal.

Do you trust yourself?

 

Kimberly

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Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness, The Esoteric,

The Event: Are You The Reason For The Delay?

Well, the world is waiting, and still no Event for planet Earth. Will predictions about the fall of the Dark forces end up in the deep abyss with all those previous prophecies that never panned out?

It seems like the spiritual world is waiting with bated breath for the Event that changes the world.  This Event, also called Compression Breakthrough, marks the point where Light wins over the Darkness on Earth. Oppression will end, the financial system will reset, and funds will be redistributed to the people, along with new self-governing bodies promoting unity running the show.  Predictions are at an all-time high.  Will it be this Equinox?  Or that full moon? Or must we wait for Mercury to go retrograde? Or perhaps the next Lion’s Gate?

There are plenty of predictions flying around.  They come and go with each milestone on the calendar, but many of the awakened community claim they see no drastic change when reading the news.

This has tempers flaring among many who consider themselves awakened, and masses are begging for immediate intervention from our extraterrestrial allies that are surrounding Earth, ensuring that we don’t blow ourselves up just yet.

So what’s the holdup?

When will the chaos start? Where are the financial shutdowns and prison time for those who’ve exploited children and third-world inhabitants for their own profit?

Is the Light powerless against the long-standing stronghold of Darkness?

Nope. There’s plenty of strength in the Light.  Plenty of money, power, and love to go around.  So why the delay?

If you have gotten as far as reading this, then here is your answer:

The Event is waiting for you.

Yes, you.  For you to decide internally that you want a stronger, more unified, loving world.  And for you to demonstrate that behavior to yourself, as to every other single living being that you meet.

It’s internal; that’s where it all starts in the creation of your reality.  How any Event plays out will depend on you, because you are creating your reality with your thoughts, filtered through your beliefs.

What happens in your internal world mirrors itself in your external world.

That’s the Law of Attraction, and it includes every single “event” that occurs in the physical world you see around you.  If any “event” arises in your awareness, there is something for you to learn there, or it wouldn’t have shown up in your view.

I get a lot of glazed eyes right around now.  I’ll tell you why.

We have been trained to deny our power.

We have been told that the government, or teachers, or some God somewhere, has more answers about what’s better for us than we have.  And because it’s ingrained in us since our early years, it’s difficult to consider that there is any other reality out there besides the one that we were fed. So what do you believe about your power right about now?

As you reassemble your DNA, you begin to remember that you are the all powerful creator of your reality. It comes gently, because humans don’t fare well when their realities are messed with by outliers on soap boxes.  We jail those heretics, calling them traitors, or crazy, or criminal, if their thoughts don’t mesh with those of the status quo.

Do you want the world to change in a chaotic way?  Then focus on it.  Eventually it will happen, and you will be enmeshed within that chaos, since that is the vibration that will match your intentions.  Lots of people thrive on chaos; it makes them feel alive and worthy.

There are plenty of people in the Collective that choose a more peaceful transformation into the New Earth. Those people tend to have done the inner work that has helped eliminate the need to be right, to punish the bad guys, or to win by battling the other side.  For those people, the Event will be more subtle, more gentle, and unification will include incorporation of all souls into the new paradigm.  Yeah, that includes the “bad guys.” They have a place, too, and it’s right next to you. There are no sides when we are all One.

So which Event do you want to see happen?  Do you prefer chaos? Or do you prefer the more peaceful path that unifies individuals through the practice of compassion and seeing all as equal?

Once you decide, then monitor your vibration to mirror your desire, and you will soon see it occur on the outside.  Your vibration will match that of others in the Collective who share it, and you will form your exterior world based on those amplified shared intentions.  So if you want peace, then focus on living a peaceful life.  You focus on you! Others in the Collective will observe how your life works out well; and they can follow your formula in their own quest for joyous lives free of mayhem.

The people craving the chaos will get what they desire too, of course; the Law of Attraction works independently of human labels such as “right” and “wrong.”  Yet if you are not a fan of chaos, then you’ll likely never see it; for you’re not sending out that vibration.

And if the world still looks the same to you as it did when you caught onto this game, then perhaps your higher self is giving you a little more time to make a peaceful choice. Which will it be?

It’s entirely up to you.

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

Using Trusted Resources For Your Evolution

Each time you move your eyes, click your mouse, or change locations, you are provided with more information to fuel your thoughts; these are the building blocks of your reality.

Let’s say you’ve been visiting a website consistently for a while.  As you read the site, you notice similarities between what you are reading, and what is occurring in your life.  For instance,  the writer mentions a particular date on the calendar, and that date ends up being synchronistically significant for you. How exciting!

And so you visit the site consistently, reading updates, and searching for guidance that might bring you more synchronicity.

You’ve now got a trusted resource, and you’re excited for more guidance.

Now, hold on, friend, because once you identify a source as reliable, you’re going to start receiving messages en masse.  You’ve opened the gateway on this one by releasing resistance, and your Higher Self is going to take advantage of the clear route to your conscious mind.

So is what you’re reading the truth?

Here’s what ISN’T the truth:

This source is NOT your new Bible.

Do not take everything that is written in this source at face value.  If you blindly follow its direction without checking in with your inner self, then you are merely replacing one god with another.

OK, now back to the truth:

The communication from your trusted source may not always a secret code, significant date, or angel number. In fact, it might not look like a synchronicity at all.

Sometimes there will be communication that inflames you.  An article that ignites an angry fire in you— so much that you doubt the validity of your resource.  This information can’t be true!

“How could they write this here?  This doesn’t fit in anywhere in my life.  I don’t believe this. Now who do I trust?”

Perfect!  It’s working!

The Higher Self will use trusted external sources to challenge your belief systems about relevant life themes.

This content is intended to urge you to feel into an issue you’ve been avoiding. It will generally be associated with an old belief that needs the boot.  So the faster you face it head on, the smoother your life will be on the other side.

So let’s take a look at ways to view information from your trusted source.

You see something that stands out!  It’s news related to something you want to draw into your life!  Your heart jumps!  You can’t catch your breath!  Finally, a breadcrumb!

Now if you are living within heavy limitations, doubt may soon flood your parade:

  • “You’re crazy to think that this was written for you.  Millions of other people are reading it too.”
  • “Don’t be so presumptuous.  You are not that important.”
  • “You are making something out of nothing.”

If this is you, statements such as these are related to self-worth themes. There might be some areas for you to explore there.

The fact is that the information you are reading can apply to any number of people, each in their own ways, and there’s plenty of information for everyone. Anyone can use it to create with. Multiple interpretations for one piece of information is an example of how perfectly orchestrated our Universe really is.

 

Now let’s look at that same information from another paradigm…one of excited anticipation:

  • “Ooh, that sounds like fun.”
  • “What could I do with that?”
  • “Does it bring up anything for me to look at?”

Looking at new information from this perspective takes the pressure off of you as a creator. It allows for creative participation in life by adding new building blocks sprinkled with wonder rather than doubt.  Could it send you on a new path?  Does it inspire you to research a new subject?  Create a piece of art? Feel closer to your goal?

Life was created for you to enjoy.  Dance! Use the information that comes to you to foster the adventure you want to live.  Whether that be angel numbers, spirit animals, or information that infuriates you…you get to choose which content you deem relevant, and to build your life using that symbolism. Use it to your advantage in the creative process.

Enjoy the synchronicities!  Revel over the breadcrumbs! Imagine the life you want to experience, and live it first in your thoughts, and then in your physical reality.  This is how you remember your power as a master creator.

 

 

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Awakening Signs, Featured, Life on Earth,

Symbolism: The Awakening Accomplice

As you awaken, you’ll use symbolism to deepen your reality. People, places and things will take on multiple meanings, providing growth on multiple levels of consciousness.

In each of us exists a “bank” of symbols. It’s a complex database comprised of words and images, their conventional definitions, and associated feelings, memories and related emotions.

This bank of symbols lays latent in our subconscious, waiting to spring forth and serve you upon request. You’ll begin to access this bank gradually, as your vantage point progresses from one of powerlessness to that of your true nature–as an all-powerful creator.

These solidified associations facilitate conceptual thinking, which is where your mind is headed. The awakening process includes a period in which your world is defined through symbolism; because words aren’t descriptive enough on their own in the multi-dimensional experiences you’re having.

So what is in your bank of symbols?  Here are a few of mine:

Roses
Empty picture frames
Birds
The letter K
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Monkeys

There are the words, and then there are the meanings of the words…and there is also something else too. An alternate association in our minds tied to experiences, “good” and “bad,” that stuck with such force in our psyche as to register the occurrence concurrently on levels beyond the physical one…and it affects our lives without us identifying why.

These symbols are imprinted into our minds, and reinforced by active use.  Once you’ve made the connection, they will continue showing up in your reality to reinforce your new method of conceptual thinking.  The signals that come to you might be visual, audible, or emotional.  You might see a chair that resembles Uncle Charles’ favorite, remember Uncle Charles, and smile.  Or you might kind of freak out, and not know why.

If you find yourself triggered by the sight of an object, but you don’t know why, then you are activating a symbol. For instance, I have seen an empty baby stroller parked against a telephone pole, in three separate locations around Los Angeles.  This might be something that you might drive past without noticing; but for me, it’s a symbol of the child I lost and how much power that learning experience afforded me.  Once I recognized the symbol, I put it to use in addressing my beliefs about that portion of my life.

Your bank of symbols will contain references to experiences from this life, and other lives.

Since you’re living them all concurrently, all lives bleed into one another, and the symbols embody meaning in each existence in which you’ve activated them.  They will be pertinent to you, but not necessarily to others.  So if you feel the need to explain why you’ve seen shopping carts filled with busted up picture frames in two separate locations (I have), expect that the recipient of your story may glaze over when you try to relate it.  Your symbol may not be in their bank at all.

Life lessons are presented on many levels of awareness. And whenever a symbol pops up for you, you’re free to use it to knock out old blocked energy on any of these levels.

Ask yourself some questions when encountering a symbol:

  • How do I feel about this showing up?
  • What does it remind me of?
  • Have I seen it before, and if so, when?  where?
  • How does it make me feel?

For instance, a picture frame surrounds an image–of oneself, or of others. A bird sings songs to the world, like a musical messenger. Use all of your senses to feel out the intimate details of the symbol.

If it’s an object, and you feel you have permission to do so, take a photo of it.  Keep it in your journal, for it might return again.  Repetition is the way our Higher Self gets our attention in this information-heavy world.

Symbols help make sense of life.  Using them will allow you to view your environment from a new perspective.  You’ll also be eroding the doubt about the existence of a higher part of you, in collaboration.  The more symbols you activate, the more robust your world will become, and the less alone you will feel. You will be tapping into your other selves, who are also using the same bank.

After all, you’ve got a bunch of other “you’s” out there living other lives.  Some you can see, others you can’t just yet.

They are all on your side.

 

Kimberly

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