Browsing Tag

Source

Why we promote and deny aliens at the same time
Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness, The Esoteric,

Why We Promote and Deny “Aliens” at the Same Time

Hollywood loves them. The government hates them.  Whichever side of the fence you’re on, “aliens” are part of our world in some way, shape or form. And they are not going away.

The motion picture industry is rife with awakened souls who consistently channel energies that exist outside the confines of our 3D physical environment. It is these pioneers who are the creators of fantastically imaginative works of art such as Star Trek, War of the Worlds, and Close Encounters of the Third Kind. (I still make that mountain with my mashed potatoes, every time they appear on a plate in front of me.)

Have you ever stopped to wonder where all that material came from?  Just some guy (or gal)’s imagination?  Yes. But there’s more to it than that.

These creators are channeling images, moods, tones and symbols from those who are watching this big Earth Experiment, awaiting the chance to contribute pieces of the lives that they live on other planets and in other dimensions.  I give my credence to these creators—some of whom don’t even know they’re channeling—still believing that their otherworldly inventions were the result of luck, or at best, being in the creative zone on a good day.

Most of Hollywood’s “aliens” (I use this word intentionally here, as it evokes a sense of fear and anxiety in the population) are malevolent.  They’re here to bleach us of resources, clear the planet of humanity as if we are locusts, or use us as slaves to do their bidding (that one’s not far from the truth right now.) It’s only pretty recently that producers are portraying softer interactions with extraterrestrials (see how this word could denote benevolence?). Movies like Contact, Arrival, and The Shape of Water are showing the more loving side of unified beings desiring to share their knowledge with us, even if they don’t share the human form.

Now most governments (we’ll exclude some such as Russia and most of South America) have been doing their best to cover up the relentless array of evidence that supports the existence of extraterrestrials visiting our planet. My own father, a pilot in the US Air Force, had exposure to them, but it was not to be spoken of at the dinner table. Everyone knew they existed, yet fear of retaliation from some omniscient Big Brother kept them from speaking up.

So why do we have this conflicting information about whether or not extraterrestrials exist?

It boils down to two reasons:

  1. Just as there are benevolent and malevolent humans, there exists the whole gamut of extraterrestrials with varying  intentions as well.  Have you ever gone to a school where every single student was good?  Or to a venue where every single person was bad?  No, there’s a mixture, based on life experiences and perception of the value of life of the participants in the scenario.  This condition extends to those living off-planet as well. Some value life, and others do not.
  2. Confusion. If humanity were completely convinced one way or the other, then those who “rule” us would lose their power over us. That uncertainty on the public’s part keeps it thirsty for any information coming from external sources.  This behavior precludes one thinking for oneself, and keeps the population in a state of fear.

Look at what happened in movies like Independence Day.

Humanity rallies, and fights back. This, of course, doesn’t fare well for the government, who loses its power over the people when they had to enlist civilian assistance to whip the bad guys and send them back home.

The fear of a greater force that can obliterate humanity with one Directed Energy Weapon can create patriotism among previously-separated socio-economic strata.  The bums and the billionaires are leveled out when the bad guy has bigger weapons than Earth’s money can buy.

Hollywood plays its part, in suggesting that there is a way to unify the masses while fighting the bigger foe.

The government, on the other hand, would deny the existence of other-world entities, since these entities are covertly running the government itself.  If you wanted to stay on the DL, you would create lots of smoke and mirrors elsewhere, diverting attention so that the masses will forget about why they were asking, and leave you alone to rule them.

Do they exist?  No, says the government.  Yes, says Hollywood (and anyone else who has any sort of higher connection with Source.) Yes? No?  Yes? No.

This  unanswered question, and the consistent discord around it, creates confusion and maintains separation and disparity among humanity.  “Of course there are no aliens, you’re safe here. Now go back to work and don’t worry about a thing.”

Of course, I’m oversimplifying here.  I want you to think for yourself about how you feel about a ruling body that keeps things from you, or if you even care. Need it run your life, either way?

Can you live a life without worrying about a more powerful force descending upon you like a giant shoe squishing bugs beneath it?  Could you consider yourself as the creator of this giant scenario, all in the name of self-expression while learning about Who You Are?

When you take back your own power, you view your world from a state of peace and compassion for everyone’s unique role in this Earth experiment—and you envision life working out for everybody—then there is no force that can overpower you, whether that force appears in a human body, or in another form that looks “alien” to you.

 

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

 

 

 

when you lose a pet
Life on Earth,

Losing a Pet

It’s hard enough when Lightworkers lose most of their friends, but when the pets go too, great reckonings can occur.

As we expand, our frequency rises to attract those of like vibration to us.  That’s why, when you do the inner work and relieve yourself of those negative belief systems while your friends are out getting drunk, that you end up alone for a while.  It’s natural for we hermits to want some companionship, and turn to our pets for salvation.

Animals are a gift to this earth.  They’ve been placed here to assist us in our growth: by the way we treat them, the quality of life we provide for them, and as a measure of the power struggle between man and beast.

Often, pets are the saving grace from near-insanity while awakening individuals spend immense amounts of time separated from the public, focusing their efforts within on self-improvement.  Looking over at a cat curled up on the sofa can be enough to stave off the loneliness.

When we interact in a one-on-one basis with animals, we infuse them with our frequency.  Every animal that interacts with a human gets a special badge on its signature; loving attention given to them while incarnated increases their frequency and provides them with a broader perspective of love than animals who don’t interact with humans.

If you’re interested in reading more about this, Dolores Cannon’s book Between Death and Life: Conversations with a Spiritis a good place to start.

Know that when a pet leaves Earth, it is welcomed back to Source in its own manner, with love and respect.  The contribution of this beautiful soul is recognized not only by those of us left behind, but also from the non-physical side as well.  And remember, pets often come back into new bodies and make their way back to you!  Look for similar quirks when you’re ready to add another animal into your life.

As for you, you get a badge on your signature as well.  For you’ve shown great responsibility in caring for, loving, and cherishing a soul that often required your selfless contribution of time and money; with an intangible—yet priceless—return on your investment.  This is a great opportunity for expansion.

Love to you!

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

RIP Taquita.

Cheers to a dog who, throughout her life, managed to eat an entire bag of Craisins (poison), a one-lb Nestle chocolate bar (poison), 3-dozen Christmas cookies (poison), and had a miraculous recovery from a scorpion sting through the ingestion of Wisconsin cheddar cheese.  She passed away (no, not from poison!) after a very long life full of love, food and rolling around in the dirt.

 

if our bodies are made of light, why can't we live on fast food?
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

If My Body Is Made of Light, Why Can’t I Live On Fast Food?

We are living in a hologram. Simply concentrated light, bunched together in temporary form.

From any one individual’s perspective here on “the ground,” the world can seem so small.  Yet climb that hill a bit, and the view becomes wider, more expansive.  Your perspective is very different from a higher altitude.

When the synchronicities start flowing in due to alignment with Source, the hologram becomes more apparent. People and things come out of nowhere, right when needed, and right on time.  The perfection of the orchestrated occurrences fosters the adaptation that our world really isn’t solid at all.

That’s when shit gets fun.

So, what about our bodies? They seem pretty solid. Nope. Not solid at all.

So if our bodies aren’t solid, what does it matter what kind of food we eat?

What does food–which can’t be solid either if we’re in a hologram–have to do with the whole situation?

It’s about energy.

Everything you encounter has energy.  It carries with it the impression of every single soul who has interacted with it.  And every interaction that occurs, changes the signature of each person, place or thing involved.  The observer, and the observed. That’s called expansion.

That chicken you ate: it had a life.  That stalk of broccoli?  It was living at one time, too.  Its natural instinct was to grow toward the light.

The chicken that got to run around and pick worms apart, and play with its siblings, will be of a higher frequency than a chicken that was stuffed into a cage with a dozen others, unable to move around and express itself.  The quality of life greatly affects the energetic signature of any living being.

So although we technically aren’t solid, those who designed this “physical” world—with its self-imposed limitations that include a physical vehicle that still requires fuel—the energetic exchange still applies.

Your food provides the fuel for your avatar.  And your choice of food provides further opportunity for expansion.

This is why, as you awaken, you will find yourself making better choices.  You will naturally eliminate lower-frequency fuel, and choose food that feels good when you eat it.  This will not feel like sacrifice.  It is an innate instinct that was dormant in your coding, activated by you in the expansion process.

So do we even need food at all?

If you climb high enough on that hill to embrace a larger view, you will see that ultimately, you do not need food at all. Your trek up that hill will include releasing old beliefs and programming that will clarify your view.  From a high enough vantage point, you would recognize life for the hologram that it is, and your choices will be from that perspective.  You can survive on prana, or “life force”.  This is also called love.

Yet, there are few people who have ventured to trek that high up that hill of unknowns.  Few have taken the time to challenge the programming, to recognize the holographic nature of “reality.”  And as such, those of us with those limiting beliefs will not be supported in living without food until we believe that love is all we need.

So remember that you’re eating energy, my love.  Choose the highest frequency available to you, and honor it as the fuel that keeps you running.

Love to you.

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

 

using the lottery to get into alignment
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

Playing the Lottery to Practice Abundance

Want to play a manifestation game to get you more in alignment with abundance?  The lottery is a perfect tool for that. And it’s cheap!

Manifestation = A desire + Intention + Feeling the vibration of something that you want.

It’s how everything in your world is created, by the way.  You start with the thoughts–and feelings–about something, and you send out your intentions (either consciously or unconsciously, your choice! Repetition and perseverance further concentrate those intentions, until finally:  POOF.  It appears in your physical surroundings.

So what constitutes abundance anyway?

The concept of abundance is of the biggest lies fed to our Western society.  And pretty much all of us are still struggling within the gripping net of limitation about our lack of it, and what it even means in the first place.

By now I’m sure you recognize that one person’s abundance is not another person’s abundance.  The happiest people I have ever met lived in a shack made of mud, with one window and no door, on the island of Lombok in Indonesia.  I’ve never seen any group exhibit more joy, despite their seemingly lackluster environment and lack of material things.

So before I tell you about playing the lottery, I want to emphasize that I do not consider having a lot of money as being abundant.

It’s about options, really.  Having more money gives you more options from which to choose.

 

So, the lottery.

The lottery is the perfect playing ground for you to test your alignment skills.  Since you know that feeling the way you want to feel will bring things to you that make you feel that way, it’s easy to imagine how your life could be more aligned if you felt you had more options, ie. more money.

And lotteries are drawings for gobs of money, nearly every day of the week.  Money out of nowhere, to be sure.

And that’s where money really comes from.  It’s an idea. It’s a collective idea. And ideas start from….nothing.

If you can view money as an instrument of trade, rather than a means to an end, it loosens some of that tangled web we’ve been trapped beneath.

Money is an idea, and ideas come from thin air. Having more money provides me with more options. I use it, with gratitude, as a tool.

So buy a lottery ticket.  Choose numbers that mean something to you.

And once you have that ticket, you are on your way.  You’ve served both your 3D belief that you have to DO something to get money, and you’ve unleashed your potential to dream.

Now add this.  See if you can fit yourself into the following scenario:

You win the lottery. Lottery winners generally have a year to collect their winnings. Since you are a master of money, you choose to recoup as much of those winnings as possible, without losing half of it to taxes. So before you step forth with your winning ticket, you consult an attorney, who helps you form a charitable foundation.  You create positions within the foundation for yourself, and your family, as employees of the foundation. You then plan to donate the largest amount of your winnings allowed by law to your foundation, thus avoiding heavy taxation.

It can take up to 12 months for creation of your foundation, so you can’t step forward with your winning ticket until your foundation is up and running.  You won’t tell your friends, or your boss.  It’s business as usual to the outside world.

12 months, sitting with a winning ticket, and you essentially can’t tell anyone.  But you know it’s coming.  There is no doubt in your mind that the money is coming to you.

How do you feel?

Excited?  Anticipatory? Expectant?  Are you ready to plan what you are going to do with the money coming to you?

Excellent.  Feel those feelings, and start planning.

Now you are in the state of allowance.  Stay there for as long as possible, and rock that shit.

 

Does this mean that you have to play the lottery every week?

Well, that depends on how strong your beliefs are that money must come to you through known channels.  After a while, those limiting beliefs will fade away, as you see more and more evidence that money comes from all over the place.  There is always a bigger picture than the one you can currently see, so allow the power of the larger part of YOU to do its thing.

I know that I spend $2 a week on much stupider things than practicing my alignment, so if playing the lottery keeps you in that excitement, then indulge yourself for the sake of growth and expansion.

 

Good luck, awakening master!  And use that money wisely.

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

 

 

learning to become
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

Move from a Human Being…to a Human Becoming

Do you want the secret of life?  It’s only one sentence.

Can it be that easy?  Well, easy is an attitude, not a process.  Yes, it can be that easy.

It’s more about your attitude than anything else.

The secret of life:

Move from being a victim to taking personal responsibility for every single thing that has, is, or will be happening to you.

For some people, that statement can be a big jump.  We’ve been programmed to give away our power to others: teachers, parents, the government.  After all, they know best, right?

Nope.  You know what’s best for you.  And you don’t know what’s best for others, so Step One:

Focus on you.

Catch that doubt that just dropped in—about being selfish to think like that—and toss that shit out the window.  That’s programming too, and unless you want to stay a victim, then throw it out. If you want your life to change, then you must put yourself in the forefront of your attention.  You can’t light anyone else’s torch without lighting your own first.

 

Now that we’ve got that down, let’s move to Step Two:

You are a powerful creator, who has decided to put a small portion of yourself into a low-vibrational state that looks solid, and you made that portion of you forget that you put yourself there.  

You then set out to reconnect with the other parts of yourself, both visible and invisible. Part of the process of awakening is about remembering that you put yourself in the physical realm in the first place; and that most of you is somewhere else, waiting for you to acknowledge it. Once you have that connection back, you’ll realize the truth of yourself as the creator, by tapping into Universal wisdom that demonstrates, through “coincidences” and synchronicities, that your thoughts are manifesting into the physical.

The Universal laws apply whether you remember them or not. That’s how victims stay victims; by consistently thinking victim thoughts, labeling themselves and others as victims, thus attracting yet more situations of victimhood.  This will continue until one realizes the correlation of their thoughts to their reality.  If this is you, then you are well on your way to recognizing this truth.  It’s a good time to change, if you are tired of being a victim.

Once you understand that you created your reality, then you must take responsibility for every single thing that has happened to you, and also for your judgment of it.  Any feelings of victimhood were simply a choice, and other choices are always available.

If you’re reading this, you are realizing this truth.  As you cognize this truth, you will readily take back the power you previously relinquished to others and you will use this power to create a life that you do want.

 

Finally, Step 3 takes over until you’re done around here:

Recognize that the nature of Life is not just BEING, it’s about BECOMING.

This means that you are constantly expanding through the experience of situations and scenarios…situations and scenarios that you have created for that purpose.

“Being” changes to “becoming” when we embrace that truth, and allowing the higher self to take the joystick to steer us in the direction of our desires.  The act of “becoming” is a dynamic state, rather than a static one.

Ready to try it?  You can start with a mantra, stated with intention and resolve to live your life as a creator who, although you can’t see the whole picture yet, knows that other parts of you can.  It’s just a simple request for assistance:

“I’m a human becoming…help me to become!”

You can use anything you like to speak to the higher part of yourself that can see where you’re headed.  Since you’re endowed with free will, other aspects of “you” will only assist when asked to do so.  It’s you requesting help from yourself, so there’s never any power relinquished in such a statement.

Making the shift from “being” to “becoming” aligns you with the secret of life by right use of the main Universal laws that govern creation:

  • Law of Attraction, by drawing to you the people, events and situations that match your current vibration.
  • Law of Intent, by your stating your particular desires for expansion, and focusing on them with feeling.
  • Law of Allowance, by asking for a bit of help from other parts of you that can see more of the picture.

An entire world is out there for the creating. If you can imagine it, it exists.  Self-empowerment is the secret!

 

*This mantra is a suggested statement from the Handbook of the New Paradigm, written in 1999 by Gary Green.  I’ve included a link below if you want to delve into it more.

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

 

Resources

The Universal Laws:  Abraham-Hicks

Handbook of the New Paradigm, by Gary Green.

 

why aren't I rich?
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth,

Are Your Desires Not Manifesting? Here’s Why.

Manifestation is the result of the first and final tenet:  Thought Creates.

So what if you’ve been sending out those thoughts, and that thing you want still isn’t coming?  Are you getting tired of the waiting game?

Yes?

Then I’ll tell you why it hasn’t come yet.

 

Let’s take a look at a scenario:

A viewer recently asked: “Why, if I’ve been thinking of being filthy rich for so many years, am I not filthy rich?”

Let me answer that by first saying that the Universe is so divinely orchestrated that it includes the answer to anything, embedded in the question itself.  That’s how awesome we as Creators are; all of the answers are there…if we take the time to look within.

 

Let’s quickly dissect his statement:

“Why, if I’ve been thinking of being filthy rich for so many years…”

Higher Self to him: “Thought is only half of the process, my Dear One.  The intent is just as powerful as the thought being sent to Source.”

“Feel it!  Feel it!  Feel it!”

But wait, there’s more:

“…why am I not filthy rich?”

Higher Self gently answers: “Your focus on the lack of being rich is what is manifesting for you, because you are matching the vibration of not being rich with such statements.”

“Believe!  Believe!  Believe!”

 

Any statement you make is laced with the threads of your core beliefs. Sometimes, those beliefs run deeper than we think. So the Higher Self, loving gentle guide that it is, suggests that we drill down even further into ourselves to see if there isn’t a layer of—junk—that supports a belief that no longer serves us.

These layers want to rumble themselves to the surface; for they allow you to face junk that was programmed into you long ago.

In the case of the man above, I recommended that he look into his beliefs about money, and rich people, and worthiness, and how much power he believes he possesses to bring about what he wants.

Yet, blasting an old belief system can be a daunting task if you don’t know how deep that belief is seated in your unconscious mind.  Don’t let that stop you from facing it head on.  Here’s a way to start with just one little exercise.

Let’s start with a question:

“Why am I not filthy rich?”

  1. Write down the question in the middle of a blank piece of paper.
  2. Now start writing down anything that come into your head, without judgment or second thought.  Completely surround that question with words, colors, numbers, or whatever shows up. Fill up the paper.
  3. Then, look at what you’ve written.  With each entry, there will be a “Time Stamp” associated with it.  Think of it as a representation of a chapter of your life.  For instance, you may have an entry such as, “No college degree.” This might represent your college years.
  4. Find the entry that represents the oldest, farthest back Time Stamp.

Whatever that entry is, consider it.  This will give you some indication of where in your past you can begin the quest for inner knowledge.

  • Was it a bad time for you?
  • Was there a lot of authority influencing you?  Parents? Teachers, telling you things that you believed?
  • Are those things still true for you?

By going to the oldest entry using your Time Stamps, you bypass the later stuff that was most likely added based on your longest-held belief.

This is a great way to strengthen the connection between your conscious, and your subconscious mind, where all those layers of junk reside.

Remember, that you can bring up any memory and simply observe it rather than judge your behavior about it.  This is one of the foundations of transparency and authenticity; taking responsibility for your actions, and reviewing them with compassion, with acceptance that you did the best you could with what you knew then.

Then release that shit.

Shoot it out to the Universe in a big bubble, and wish it luck going to the Light.  It served you for a while, but that energy will now be recycled by Source.  Advise that you are ready to replace unwanted beliefs with those that support happiness, joy and love.

Now go have fun, to bring yourself up to the highest vibration you can muster.  This is when things manifest!

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

 

avatar1-1
Awakening Rants, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

Redesign Your Avatar: Beginning the Journey

Your avatar, otherwise known as your physical body, is just as holographic as the rest of the world in which you’ve been living.

It’s a perfectly-orchestrated machine that functions with supreme precision, to provide you with sensory experiences and challenges along your journey in this Earthly game.

What does being holographic mean for you?  It means that your soul chose an avatar to represent you in your incarnation on Earth.  And that avatar is made of light. It’s not as solid as we were taught to believe.

It means that if you want to change it, you can. You can redesign your avatar to look as you want it to look, within the scope of your current belief systems.

I’m talking about the whole you:

  • How old you look
  • The shape of your body
  • Your overall health
  • Your confidence level
  • Your outlook on the world

 

Does this sound like a tall order to you?  Impossible, maybe?  That’s what society’s programming wants you to believe.  Keeping people fat and fearful makes them easy to control.  And on a planet where the gameplan has included controlling the masses through making them feel powerless, that’s been the case all this time.

So how do we redesign an avatar?

 

Let’s talk about body image.

Think you’re overweight? Most of us do.

Ask yourself this:

By whose standards are you measuring yourself?

There is no right or wrong answer here.  What’s important is that you ask yourself the question and you answer it truthfully.  No need to share your answer with me, or with anyone else.  In fact, in avatar redesign, it’s important that you don’t share your answer.  We’ll talk about why a little bit later.

Here are some prevalent 3D standards by which society defines the ideal body:

  • You should look like a movie star.
  • You should weigh the same as you did in your teens.
  • You should be a size ___ for your height and weight.
  • Your body should look young, with no signs of age.

These are all criteria that society has determined for us. With programming like that, no wonder we suffer from guilt, intimidation and shame for not living up to these ridiculous standards.

Get used to this saying, for I will say it often:

“They are all lies.”

Here is the truth:  There is a perfect YOU.  It’s a unique, authentic YOU that need not be compared with others, with a perfect body composition for YOU, a healthy balance of peace and sense of well-being.  Those are the only standards you need to consider.

Your soul chose your particular avatar precisely to maximize the opportunity for growth:  Body composition affects our self-worth, lovability, and our recognition of personal power, among a myriad of other things.

Quick story:  I did a series of deep hypnotic sessions called “In Between Life Regression” to visit my soul in its natural state.  I observed the planning session for this lifetime, to better understand what my major life lessons would be and who the major players were.  During my planning session, I was given 3 avatars to choose from.  These were blueprint avatars; showing them in their ideal template state, without any distortions from societal programming.  The bodies were vibrant and healthy and unique. I was able to view snippets of what my life would look like, navigating in each avatar.  I made my choice based on growth opportunity offered with that avatar, according to my plan. And after 53 years in this avatar, I completely understand why.  It’s perfectly-designed, to support my goals as I move about in this game. Just an aside:  I have met both of the other avatars since incarnating.  As soon as I saw them, it was immediate recognition, and, as you would guess, we hit it off like old friends.

Many people have been challenged by body weight issues based on Western Society’s standards of what the perfect body should look like.

Yet anyone who’s spent some time with ridiculously skinny models can learn quickly that skinny doesn’t necessarily equate to healthy, or happy, for that matter.

What we’re aiming for here is for you to look in the mirror and LOVE what you see, based on your own standards.  This happens after you recognize the lies that have been stuffed down your throat for all this time.

After an ugly divorce that had me drinking a bottle of wine a day for a while, I recognized that it was time to get back on the healthy side of things. I’d gained 18 pounds.  I looked in the mirror and I loathed what I saw.  And the more I sent myself those loathing messages, I loathed myself even more, and I gained more weight.  Things had to change.

Having generally maintained a healthy body weight my whole life, I knew what needed to be done to get myself back in shape.  I was aware of what my particular calorie intake should be, and how much exercise I need to get back to the me that I didn’t loathe.  As a long time proponent of the Law of Attraction, I understood that the self-talk that we deal out to ourselves plays a huge role in determining who we are.  And that includes the physical part. I decided to combine as healthy a lifestyle as I could muster with the recognition of the programming that set unrealistic standards, and to rewire myself for creating the best version of me yet.

After all, I’m just light.  The recognition (or at least the suspension of doubt) of a non-physical reality is key to accepting your power as a creator.

So I went into “redesign” mode and included intention along with my diet and exercise regimen.

My goal:  “To mindfully return my avatar to its healthiest, most stable, perfectly-functioning ideal state.”

 

I created a mental image of what the perfect me should look like, when I view myself in the mirror. I felt that feeling of power, of confidence, and felt the excitement of what the world had to offer, now that I looked and felt my best. I named her Kimberly.  Which also happens to be my name.

I didn’t aim to look like someone else; I just wanted to be the perfect version of Kimberly. I vowed to embrace authenticity, and since I was able to view that perfect blueprint-template of Kimberly during my planning session, I could use that template as my goal, here in my incarnated state.

Every time I looked in the mirror, I vowed to see that blueprint Kimberly.  The perfectly-designed Kimberly, who was happy at the reflection she saw in the mirror.  That Kimberly that wasn’t so concerned with other people’s opinions of how she should look, because she knew that the only person she should be comparing herself with is earlier versions of Kimberly.

And things improved dramatically.

The more often I recognized the new Kimberly in the mirror, the more Kimberly appeared to be changing in the eyes of those observing her out there, in the world. The more lies I confronted, and transmuted, the closer and closer my avatar matched the blueprint Kimberly.

And I dropped the extra weight with no effort, with no feeling of sacrifice, not much work, and with no stress.  Despite society’s assertion that to get the body you feel great in you must sacrifice, sweat and work until it hurts (all lies), I got there by changing the thoughts that paraded through my head, and allowing my body to lead me to proper nutrition and motivated physical activity.

There was no feeling of sacrifice.  I ate what I wanted to eat, yet once my Higher Self took over reviewing the menu, what I ate changed along with it.  I didn’t say I was on a diet, because “diet” has a negative correlation with sacrifice and self-discipline.  Fat people are controllable.  “And it’s tough to lose that weight.  It’s work.” (Another lie.)

Similarly, the “exercise” part was easy because once I began listening to my Higher Self’s guidance, I was led to things that were fun to do.  So “exercise” morphed into “movement”…and like that—the stigma of sacrifice, pain and sweat was replaced with something I longed to do because it made me feel better about the me I saw in the mirror.*

 

The veil has lifted, and I invite you to join me on a journey of avatar redesign.

Wait, what?  Aren’t you the blueprint template Kimberly you intended to be?

The answer is, I WAS.

And then last year, I had a bad motorcycle crash that rendered me incapable of movement for a while.  I broke my pelvis in 3 places, got pinned back together, and had to learn to walk again.  I got to experience all sorts of issues that disallowed much movement until I healed.  During this enormous period of momentous inner transformation, the weight reapplied itself. That same 18 lbs I had lost the year before, to be exact.

So here I am, restarting the journey back to the template Kimberly.  I am way ahead of where I began the first time, because the lies I’d previously transmuted are no longer an issue for me.  Different lies arose: about how fast the body can heal after an accident, about victimhood, and about what doctors say you can and can’t do with your own body.  New lies for me to confront.

And this time, I’m documenting the process, so that hopefully my story will inspire you to consider the thoughts that parade through your head about what you can and cannot do with your avatar.

So if you care to join me on this journey, please stay tuned.  I’m writing the book, and I’m taking you along with me on the ride.

 

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

 

*Note that diet and exercise are also physical actions that we’ve decided to adopt as necessary for the avatar’s well-being while we are incarnated on this plane. When you realize that you are fully creating every single thing in your holographic life, from your avatar to the props that populate your living space, there’s really no need to go through the physical actions at all. From a balanced perspective, any one of us could reach the point where simply sending out the intent to change is all that’s needed.  It’s just a tough pill for most of us to swallow with all that programming to which we’ve been subjected. So we’ll include nutrition and movement as part of this plan.

 

everyone you meet is you
Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Featured, Life on Earth, Oneness,

The Alternate Realities of You

In our world of form, we appear to be surrounded by a multitude of other people.

Those that stand in line at the bank with you, mothers also dropping off their kids at daycare, and the guy that sits in the cubicle across the aisle.  Who are these people, and what relationship do they have with you?

Your first answer is probably, “He’s a stranger,” or “That’s Emily’s mom,” or “That’s Joe.”

Those are labels given to the forms of those humans around you.  But who are they, really?

It’s a simple answer that can take years to integrate:  They’re YOU.

Each person that you see, from the stranger to the guy in your office, is simply YOU.

Let’s break it down even further.

Each of these people are simply a you who has made different choices in life.

Once one awakens, the first premise we tend to adopt is that we are all one.  There are many metaphors that describe this law, such as:

  • Separate waves that crash ashore from a singular ocean
  • Shards of a broken mirror that reflect everything else in its range

Essentially, we are all part of the One, which has created a perceived “separation” so that it can experience and observe itself during infinite creation and expansion.  Each individuation created by the One, or Source, or God, if you wish, is a small part of the Whole that exhibits all of Its glory and creational abilities.  Each individuation was given the perception of separation so that it may experience the knowledge of its perfection at its own pace.  It can remain within the paradigm of separation for as long as it wishes, and transcend from that paradigm to one of wholeness any time it chooses.  Each individuation is given free choice.

That guy in the line at the bank–he is an individuation of Source, just as you are.  He made choices about his body composition, life circumstances, and spiritual path just as you did.

The lady dropping off her daughter at day care is another individuation of you.  She looks different than you, and made conscious and unconscious choices that differ from yours.

And the guy who sits in the cubicle across the aisle–you guessed it.  He’s YOU too.

So next time you’re out and about, look at all the different individuations of YOU.  You can see which choices they’ve made, and as you awaken, you may be able to ponder why they made them, or you may not.  If their actions, or their appearance, or their energy, trigger an emotion in you, then ask yourself what part of you can you see in that person?

After all, each person that you see is YOU, being put into your presence, by–you guessed it again–YOU.  Ponder the reason that you are being presented with this aspect of you.

 

Here is a great video of Matt Kahn elaborating on YOU as other people.  Please enjoy.

Love and Light.

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

feetsand1-min
Awakening Signs, Daily Energy Report, Life on Earth,

Happening Now: Earth Connection Through Your Feet

There’s massive energy bombarding Earth at the moment, and you may be feeling it in your feet.

What will this feel like?  Stand on the floor, or the grass, or anywhere, with bare feet.

It may feel like more of the surface area of the bottom of your feet is connecting to whatever you’re standing on.

As you become more of a Light being, the gap between your vibration and that of the Earth is closing.  You AND the Earth are ascending, and you’re doing it together.

You could feel your feet pulsing as you stand on them, or when you’re trying to sleep.  This is great news for you, as the energy is moving up from Earth to meet the vitality beaming through your crown from Source.  The chakra at which the two energies meet is your current activated center.  This is what is called raising your Kundalini energy.

So when you feel those pulsing feet, take some breaths, and know that your body is changing in good ways.  You’re increasing your ability as a Light transmitter!

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

Violet

Red

 

Numbers:

744 (Thumbs up for your conscious integration of other selves that aren’t so pretty)

1111 (Snapshot of your thoughts – make sure they are aligned)

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author

bed1-min
Awakening Rants, Daily Energy Report, Life on Earth,

How The Energy of Old Objects Can Hold You Back

It’s not a long stretch of the imagination to understand that people share energy.  Yet all the stuff in your home shares your energy too.

Even though everything in our physical reality looks solid, it’s simply energy, focused very densely into something that appears solid to our eyes.  This includes you and me, and it also includes anything in your physical surroundings.

It’s easy to understand that energy transfers between people in the form of thoughts, body language, actions and intent.  This is why you feel great after spending time with some people, and feel shitty after being exposed to others.  Your energies are interacting; and a person will leave his energetic imprint on you, and you will impart yours onto him.

The same thing happens with the objects that surround you in your home.

Yesterday, I bought a bed.  Out of the blue.  I hadn’t been shopping for one, nor even researching what’s out there in preparation for shopping for one.  I already have a bed.

It started with a mundane business email sent by a party with a website in his signature.  Curious, I looked up the website to see what it was about.  It was a small, non-noteworthy site, with links to various categories of things to buy, sort of like a Canadian Wayfair.

An image of a bed appeared as one category, and I found my mouse clicking on it. It took me to a page with a bed frame that looked appealing in its simplicity and clean lines. The price: $800.

“Nice bed,” I thought, “but I have a bed.”

Here’s where the Higher Self, when it senses you are ready to progress, nudges you along by vetoing your logical mind’s process.

“Look up the bed in your area; you don’t live in Canada.”

So a one-second search brings me to the same bed, delivered and completely assembled for me—in my home in Los Angeles—available in 2 business days, for $333.

The logical mind retortss: “But I have already have a bed.”

The Higher Self will send indications about why something is being sent to us.  It’s just the listening part that many of us don’t allow to happen.  We are so set in our limitations (it costs money, my bed is fine, I have to put the damn thing together) that we block out the reasoning for a higher purpose for something.

“Buy the bed.”

So I sat back and I looked at the product online, and I noticed several things.  Here’s where the Higher Self sends you synchronicities that ask you to pay attention.

  • The listing doesn’t look like other listings on the same site.  Instead of “Hydraulic lift platform bed with massive storage” like other ads had, this one simply said “Queen Bed.” As if my Higher Self had made the ad with a second’s notice at the possibility that my human self might actually follow through this time.
  • The price was a repeating number.  This might send up the “I call bullshit” response in you, if you are not ready to dismiss your logical mind in the process of decision-making.  Repeating numbers are not only activation signals, but they are also placed there, by YOU, to get your attention by the fact that they are out of the ordinary.
  • The steps to acquire it were made ridiculously easy.  Cheap and fast delivery, and completely assembled for me.  Minimal effort on my part.

So I ordered the new bed.  And that’s when the reasoning made itself clear.

The bed that I currently sleep in has seen some very sad times.

  • A 6-year relationship that I thought was monogamous but definitely wasn’t. I am unsure of how many people shared that bed unbeknownst to me.
  • The bed that I withdrew from the world to, for a month, after I lost my daughter.
  • The bed that I shared with a husband that left in a very bad way.

 

Can you imagine the energy that has been imprinted into that simple structure of wood and metal?  It’s held there.

I could, of course, use sage, or even just intent, to clear the energy.  If I loved the bed that much, maybe I would have.  It’s no wonder I never really felt comfortable there. My unconscious self associated all of those sad times with this bed and I revisited that energy every time I lay down on it.

It took the Higher Self to put a seemingly random occurrence from an obscure website to bring this revelation to me in a gentle way.

So here comes the responsibility for all of the things that happened to that bed.  Acknowledgment that I am the complete creator of my life, and that each of those sad occurrences were there to foster my growth and understanding of the sheer power of my creation.  Appreciation for the person that I am now, with those sad times accepted and filed away for future reference when I choose to further recognize lessons learned from the experiencing of them.

Higher Self: 1.  Logical Thinking. 0.

 

Plus, it squeaked anyway.

New bed, new energy, new beginnings.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Espresso

Cream

 

Numbers:

555 (upcoming change)

688 (material needs met, sell something you’ve been intending to sell)

 

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

read more posts by this author