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Trigger Message: Acute Bouts of Severe Darkness

Trigger messages are channeled messages that include images, tones, metaphors, colors, textures, and numbers. Each applies to a different group of awakening souls, who requested such reminders prior to incarnation…to be delivered at just the right time in their evolutionary process.

Spiritual communication through technology is my calling.

I recreate them as closely as possible to the original transmissions.

If you have been experiencing sudden bouts of darkness that arise out of nowhere in your normally happy life, then this trigger message is for you.

In the 5D world, healing is treated as a priority, not as something we put aside for later. By confronting old negative thought patterns, we can release that stale energy back into the field.

It’s important to admit that we are in a dark place, and to really embrace it. Scream like a banshee! Scribble with three crayons at once! Gut open a pillow and throw it everywhere in your room if you must. This is 5D healing.

This results in more days filled with light, and fewer filled with darkness, and prepares you to be a better master of not only your energy, but also the Light you shine on all around you, wherever you go.

**Note that if you are ever feeling that you want to hurt yourself or someone else, please seek help. You are a valuable piece of this beautiful hologram that is life, and we love having you here.

Music by Allen Grey.

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Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Daily Energy Report, Life on Earth,

When Life Gets Too Heavy: Emulate An Animal

Some days,the constant effort of self-improvement can feel overwhelming, and life may seem pointless. Yet this is simply an imbalance; you can fix it with a simple visualization and a few laughs.

Awakening is the remembrance that you are creating your reality.  It involves an amount of reprogramming yourself, to shed away the worn-out beliefs that someone told you in your past should apply to you but don’t.  It’s practically spiritual dissection, in which every piece and part of yourself is brought out into the light to be examined and evaluated.

How exhausting sometimes!  And yes, you could resent being awake, because part of the awakening process requires that you go within at the expense of actually living.

Here’s a way to get yourself back in balance:

Take an example from the animal world; an animal which exemplifies a wondrous joy, an innocence, and perhaps puts on a good show for humans.

For me, it’s a monkey.

Monkeys have a kind countenance, a playful attitude, and a great sense of community. They do a lot of funny things while out there in the trees, what with all that swinging and whimsy.

Monkey videos, monkey photos, monkey memes.  Whatever it takes to get you laughing.

You’ll most likely gravitate towards a particular animal again and again.  Make sure to look up the spiritual meaning of that animal, as there could be some excellent insight for you as to why you chose it.  Remember, nothing is random.

Here are some other animals to consider:

  • Baby goats
  • Puppies
  • Meercats
  • Pandas
  • Chicks

Remember, Lightworker, it’s all about perspective.  You are bound to swing between the extremes on either end of the spectrum, until you find your balance somewhere in the middle.  And no throwing poo!

Love to you.

 

Earth Energy

Colors:

Brown

Yellow

 

Numbers:

14 (Careful what you wish for)

222 (Keep visualizing what you do want)

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Daily Energy Report, Featured, Life on Earth,

Time That Warps: Dali Was Right

As we transition to 4th Density, we leave linear time behind us and enter into the spiral-shaped time corridor.  Those hours your watch is tracking will be irrelevant, my friends; so get ready to accept that time will be different from here on in.

In the 3D world, we had a past, a present and a future.  It was so easy to observe the path our desires took from “wish” to “manifestation.”

That linear time also held us in a yoke of powerlessness as we gave it authority to determine our fates.  From the 3D perspective, the past was fixed.  There were no “redos,” so we had lots of chance for regret (and growth.)

Our future was completely dependent on how hard we worked right now.  And then we got to wait…..endlessly…….for our desires to manifest sometime down the road.  We watched the clock because the passage of time brought new things.  It brought us closer to things we’ve desired, and closer to commitments we’ve put on the calendar.  Waiting was a past-time.

 

Humanity has reached the threshold where, as our solar system speeds through some serious cosmic radiation, we have entered into the area where time no longer holds a death grip on us.

So what does that look like to those of us in physical bodies walking around on Earth?  Those who rely on their watches to get somewhere, who schedule things in calendars and have places to be when the Apple Watch says a certain hour?

Well, it doesn’t mean that you shirk your responsibilities.

It does mean that the time you take getting ready, driving there and interacting with people will FEEL different.

Here’s what it can look like for you:

Time could speed up.

Two hours can whiz by and you felt like you just sat down to lunch.

 

It could slow down.

You could take a nap that felt like a full night’s sleep, yet only 10 minutes passed on the clock.  This can include some intense dreams in which days went by.

 

The calendar can seem like hours gone by rather than days.

You might wonder where the week went, as memories of the daily routine stuff get fuzzy: “Did I brush my teeth this morning, or was that yesterday?”

 

Contradictory memories of past events.

This one’s my favorite.  Think about a recent holiday that you spent with family or friends.  Can you remember the details?  Are they clear?  Or are there questions, such as “did we eat spinach dip or did we have beet salad, because I remember beets but Uncle Jerry hates beets so he wouldn’t have eaten those, and I sat right next to him and he was eating.  But I remember asking why he wasn’t at the gathering.  Was he there or not? Yes, he was there.  No, I don’t think he was…”

These are examples of how you might experience significant changes in measurement and perception of anything related to time.  In the last case, the answer is BOTH, because there are many YOU’s, living many lives, and one had Uncle Jerry at the gathering, and another didn’t.  That’s you, barreling along the time corridor, revisiting things.  Your experiences are found along those ridges like in the photo example below:

 

feeling homesick?

 

So I will give you the answer to the question I know you are going to ask:

“How is anything going to get done if time is no longer constant?  My dentist appointment is at 3pm and I am afraid that if I don’t wear my watch, I will lose track of time and be late.”

Here’s where integrity steps in.

You will want to honor the appointment because you made a commitment and you want to follow through with it as a service to the other party.  Because keeping your word is important to you.

You’ll look at your day, and remind yourself that you’re learning to follow your inner compass.  You’ll make a note that you must be out the door at 2pm; and you’ll know that everything will fall into place for you to fulfill your commitment.

You’ll be prompted by whatever urge or impulse arises to prepare for your appointment, and to be out the door at the specified hour on the clock.

So enjoy that long nap!  Let yourself be led a little bit more.  Take off the watch and see if things get done by using a different clock:  Your Own.

 

Earth Energy:

Rose Gold

Pink

 

Numbers:

1221 (You are creating your reality.  Make it what you want.)

711 (Gratitude speeds up manifestation)

 

Kimberly

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stonehenge at sunset
Awakening Rants, Daily Energy Report, Featured, Life on Earth, The Esoteric,

The Crystalline Grid: The Memory of Consciousness

Earth, or Gaia as she’s called, is a sentient being that lives, breathes, and experiences right along with humanity.

It’s a symbiotic relationship, meaning that we need each other to exist with respect to mental, spiritual, and physical growth.  You, human, are just as integral part of Gaia as she is to you.

If you live in the city, like I do, then sometimes it’s hard to remember that.  We have to make an effort to get into nature.  The connection is always there, but we in the midst of a lot of cement and machines can’t always feel it without making a concerted effort.

One aspect of Gaia, felt even if we’re not wandering through a meadow, is the effects of the Crystalline Grid.

The crystalline grid is an energetic grid that encircles the earth, collecting the memories of consciousness.

Everywhere you go, you are leaving an energetic imprint, along with every other being in that area.  Your hopes, feelings and desires—or your anger, despair or terror—gets added to the soup respective of that particular location.  If you are sensitive, then you can sense that soup.

Remember the last time you felt the creeps when you walked into a room?  That’s why.

Or when you felt that you were connecting with the Ancestors of Yesteryear? That’s why.

You are feeling the energy of those that were there before you—the great times and the torturous times as well—and I’m sure you can see how it can sway in one direction one way or the other, if each visiting being feels and expresses similar energy. Add to that other inter-dimensional beings, who are attracted there by that particular vibration and hang around. That makes for quite a complicated soup.

Apply this concept to:

  • Haunted Houses
  • Playgrounds
  • Battlefields
  • Cemeteries and Burial Grounds
  • Old Farms

The crystalline grid is the memory of consciousness.

Just like your physical brain has a memory center of experiences particular to this current lifetime, the crystalline grid is Gaia’s memory.

Why is it called the Crystalline Grid?

The relative strength or weakness of the grid in any particular place is largely related to two factors:

  • The number of energetic imprints left by consciousness in that area.  Wouldn’t Earth SUCK if everywhere we went we felt like we were surrounded with unhappy dead people????
  • The number of crystals beneath the ground in that area.

Crystals are conductors, and so that kinda makes sense, right?  They are able to store energy just like the little thumb drive you carry around with you.  And they are little sponges when it comes to strong vibrational transmissions.

 

As you awaken, you will be much more sensitive to the energies surrounding you.  This is a great indication that you are waking up your energy centers as you raise your Kundalini.

So next time you’re in a place that has a “feeling,” you’ll know why.  You can feel those before you, and add to that place your own feelings about yourself, your life and your surroundings.

You are important, and you are shaping the world to come, simply by BEING.

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

Black

Brown

 

Numbers:

666 (Maintain spiritual / physical balance)

222 (Visualizations are manifesting–make them intentional)

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Daily Energy Report, Life on Earth,

Itchy Ears? You’re Balancing Things Out

The Shift is well on its way, and as your frequency changes, so does your body.

You are evolving spiritually, mentally, emotionally, and physically.  Your body, for its part, is updating itself from a carbon-based vehicle to a lighter, crystalline-based form that transfers energy much more efficiently than your previous state.

Great news, because you’ll start to see that your body will feel younger; fewer chronic pains, less sluggish movements, and heightened senses.  Greaaaat.

I love crystals, so the thought of my body turning into one makes me go, “Squeeeeeeeeeee!”

While you go about your day, you may experience any number of temporary symptoms that signal an energetic upgrade being performed on you.

My favorite new one is itchy ears.

Oh, and it’s not the outside of the ear, where you can scratch with a well-placed fingernail.  Nope, it’s INSIDE your ears, where even a cotton swab isn’t going to reach.  I’m sure you’ll try to scratch that itch a few times until you realize that it’s inside your head.  So begins the head-shaking, face-making, eyes scrunched motions that accompany something you can’t break loose.

Itching is a common symptom of healing, by the way.  Ask anyone who has ever had a cast on.

And since we can’t act like horses scratching on a fencepost in public, just remember that it’s temporary, and once your upgrades have completed their current cycle, you will integrate further and the itching will subside.  The placement of the itch in the inner ears is a sign that you are balancing things, whether that be light vs dark polarity, the spiritual / physical human experience, or forgiveness, which immediately wipes out any acquired karma from this lifetime.

You’re growing!  You’re evolving! You’re becoming more of an authentic You!

 

Earth Energy:

Pink

White

 

Numbers:

323 (A lot is going on under the surface)

444 (All is well)

 

Shapes:

Straight Line

 

Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Daily Energy Report, Life on Earth,

You Used to Have Accidents, Now You Just Sleep: PROGRESS!

Light worker, the energy on earth has certainly changed.  Remember the days when you had to create an accident for yourself in order to learn a lesson?

Those days are gone, my friend. Past are the days in which we had to create a shitstorm for ourselves, which forced us inwards long enough to comprehend the lesson involved. And guess what? If we didn’t get it the first time, we got another one. And another one. Until we got it.

I guess I’m a slow learner.  I had to send myself 2 divorces, a devastating hurricane, a lost child, homelessness and bankruptcy to wake my slow ass up.

Those days, although they were fun at the time, served as a reflection of the vibration in which I lived. I was reacting to the outside physical world, instead of recognizing that I am creating it myself, and so I didn’t know any better at the time.

If such things have happened to you—and I know they have, or you wouldn’t be reading this—you know by now that those situations served you great purpose, and you’re done experiencing that kind of negativity.

In the new energy of Earth, instead of the accidents used to create for yourself, you will just sleep. The lesson was presented to you during the day, but you may not have recognized it, because you were too busy focusing on something else. But now, now that you are recognizing lessons so much faster in any experience that you have, you no longer need to immerse yourself in a shitstorm.

Even if you don’t consciously grasp the lesson as it’s happening, your Higher Self knows that you have the ability to access that energy and process that lesson without needing to have it presented again.

You do this in the form of sleep. Sleep is when you release all of that resistance that was holding the lesson back. This is when stuff gets done.

So if you are sleeping a lot more (I am sleeping some days 10 to 12 hours,) know that this is a normal sign of waking up, and a celebratory part of progress.

 

Earth Energy:

Colors:

Orange

White

 

Numbers:

988 (Phase of your life is coming to an end)

222 (Keep visualizing what you want to be)

Kimberly

author: Kimberly

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Awakening Rants, Awakening Signs, Featured, Life on Earth,

Am I Falling Asleep Again? I’m Going Backwards!

Why Do I Go Two Steps Forward and One Step Back?

During the awakening process, it can seem like we take great strides forward, and then steps back into the 3D reality of selfishness, disconnection and separation.

It SEEMS that way, but you’re not really going backwards.  You are not falling asleep again; that’s impossible.  Once you let the light in, you can’t “un-light” yourself.  You’re leaving the dark behind, my friend.

Life is all about the expansion of the soul through the experiences we choose to have–interactions with others, challenges, joys.  It’s fun to recognize when we’ve grown in an area, and celebrate that.  But there will be times when you feel like no growth is occurring; you may slip back into an old pattern of impatience, or neediness, or attachment to something you thought you’d already dealt with.

You are just assimilating your new growth — think of it as a plateau much like dieting.  You know that if you just keep going, you’ll start to lose that weight again.  Same thing.

You are deprogramming yourself of tens of thousands of years of Earth programming.  Give yourself a break!

Let the new “you” stew for a while, and you’ll soon see yourself growing again with new epiphanies, unforeseen joy, and excitement about what life has to offer you.

 

Kimberly

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Daily Energy Report,

Energy Report – Clean Slate – December 1, 2017

HOLY CRAP where did the year go???

It feels like yesterday when I was at a New Year’s gathering, NOT kissing anybody and feeling awkward.  And now I get to do it again soon.

December starts us with a new clean slate, though.  You get to start a month early because you are an awake Trailblazer, and you are the pioneer for the rest of the population.  After all that clearing of yucky old belief systems and over-contemplated traumas from our past, you get to start fresh.

You have left the previous 3D stuff behind, and you don’t ever have to go back and review it again unless you want to.  So, now you’re standing in 5D in front of a clean, white, newly-gessoed (and dried) canvas, ready for you to paint on there about WHO YOU ARE.

Whatcha going to paint?

Earth Energy: White, white and white. Today think of something you’ve always wanted to do that you thought was impossible.  Try it. Numbers: 400 (Great new beginnings), 0000 (Full Circle and Reboot). Stocks to watch: OVID, ARAY

 

 

Irina

Energy report: my November ended with an eruption. Someone I know started getting too close and triggered me. I had so much grief and trauma come up that I had to cry and physically roll around on the floor to express it. My heart feels cleaner today.

 

Kimberly

I feel like a piece of mica that has scraped off a couple of thin layers.  The layers don’t have to be as thick anymore and they peel off easier too. I can see inside the stone through the layers that remain.

 

Crystal

Relatively peaceful.

 

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Daily Energy Report,

Energy Report – Help Clearing Your Junk – November 29, 2017

It’s Spiritual Flu Season

High Energy Day today – lots of ascension symptoms manifesting itself as the flu are finally clearing out your old junk.  Rest, watch Netflix or do whatever you feel is necessary for comfort.  Don’t think that those physically-oriented symptoms indicate low energy.  It’s called the “spiritual flu” but it’s really high energy fixing you up.  Send thanks for that and know that All is Well.

Earth Energy:  Pink, Peach, Pale Blue.  Know that physical symptoms are always related to a spiritual cause. This is healing that won’t need to be healed ever again.  Numbers: 444 (All is well), 990 (Returning bigger and stronger.)

 

You can view more Awakening Symptoms here.

 

Kimberly

Renewed after challenge, peeled off some scales that were keeping the real me IN.  Time to fly.

 

Irina

Still angry from yesterday.

 

Kelly

(Kimberly here…Kelly called in sick with the Spiritual Flu.  For real.)

 

Evan

I feel up in the air.  Like everything is moving around me and I don’t know what to do.